.Wednesday, 16 January 2008 ' 6:27 pm Y
meet steph, marcus, mike, jiunjye & ziwei in dhe morning today.
dhen go sku together in dhe morning.
kana
wu hui by joan tan today, she tot i nvr go intensive, LOLS.
but actually ish dhe teacher tick wrong.
dhen just sit down nort long, mama thia caught muhh hair dhen ask me clip muhh hair.
but i hairclip with mike-.-
dhen bobian go bookshop buy another one><
mafan sia.
hahas.
sku was alright nor.
after sku jiu go for SRP dhen after tht qingai find me talk.
yeah, what she say was right, we're all struggling.
i really want to give up him & treat him as normal frens.
but we gone through so much & when dhe moment i saw him with her.
was really feel like crying lor, hais.
tinking of our
past & their
present.
really upset about it.
but i did took dhe courage to talk to him as a fren.
& i'm happy with what i am now.
alright~
after talking with qingai jiu go eat nor.
dhen went for intensive with chuanho.
rotted~~
dhen went bball court watch chuanho & zhihao play bball.
dhen mike came after tht.
dhey play finish le jiu headed to aunt house nor.
confused confused~
i tot i can be very brave to let go of youu & i didnt do dhe wrong thing too.
but why i still miss youu, hais.
really dunno what to do, when will this end?
when?!
all of us were so unhappy, its like i cause it de.
& its killing me deep inside muhh heart,
fcuk!
suan le, let nature takes it course bah.
我不配，真的不配被爱.
