didnt went intensive again cos i was sick.
i'm really sick okay><
but 9.30am jiu went aunt hse le cos dar & minyang came so i've to help them open door-.-
was damn sian lah, dar kept dota dota><
until 3pm-.- dhen he went home.
ohya, alvin, chuanho & jess came but very early jiu went off le.
when dar went off, went to watch a movie on internet All About My Dog, quite touching lah.
but dhe ending nort nice de.
watch finish le jiu went to slp cos very tired & xinku.
sleep halfway, jiunjye gave me panadol eat wor, thanks kor(:
sean came after tht, keep disturbing me ask me wake up.
he's noisy lah! LOLS.
dar came when i was eating dinner & dey played daidi.
dar win wor, hehes.
jiunjye & sean went off at ard 10pm.
dhen me & dar went staircase chat chat.
me tok until cry sia, hais.
hope after tht chat, dar will understand how i feel & treat me better & our relationship can become better(:
woainies.
ard 11pm, dar sent me home & he went off nor.
overall, today nort bad lah.
&&& tml i'll go intensive de if nort teacher will kp liao, lols.
hope i can wake up bah.

& finally i change muh blogskin wor, samantha help me de.
thanks alot(:
& dar arh, really hope we can be like last time. i love you alot de.
& mike, tkcares of yourself in japan wor, jiunjye miss you alot sia. & me too nah. very long nvr hear you crap & alwaes say but why. LOLS:DD

didnt go for intensive today, LOLS.
dhe teacher cor me sia, dhen i said i'm still slping.
dhen she ask me go dhen i say see first lor, LOLS.

went aunt hse early in dhe morning, find muh dar(:
but in dhe end quarrel starts again, hais.
nowadays we alwaes quarrel & i dunno why we're like this><
i feel tht i'm no longer important in his heart le & i feel tht he's hinting me something.
reallyy stress lah, hais.
i really dont wan him to leave me just becos of a small matter.
we still have a long way to go, hais.
hope you'll return to who you are in dhe past when we just started std-ingD:

went upper slack with alvin, jiunjye, quack, hongjian & steph.
dar didnt go cause he went home very early, hais.
slack le, hongjian, quack, alvin & steph went off 1st.
me & jiunjye went aunt hse slack lor.
sean came after tht.
crap alot lah.
so, this ish how muh day pass, hais~

woainies<33

ohya, went hougang mall with dar, steph & sean.
cos we going dhere find job but nort steph lah, she accompany us nia(:
hope can work dhere lah, cos i need moneyyyyyy~~~~
ichiban sushi sia, i very nervous lah=x
& those japanese words i dunno how to say how???
LOLS.

went intensive today, but pon class at 10am dhen went aunt hse.
actually dar want pon class with me de dhen he say dey nid climb fence dhen ask me dont pon dhen just walk away><
but i dont care lah~
i walk from front gate as marhesh ish near general office dhen i faster ran off, LOLS.
dar & vic still nid climb fence, hahahahahasXD
dar still ask me how i walk out dhen i say wo guang ming zhen da de cong front gate zou chu lai :DD
was quite emo today cos lots of things happen, dont wish to mention):
dye hair today wor but still no colour-.-
dar's hair finallyy red le cos he bleach, hahas.
shuai lah=x
actually ltr wanna go aunt hse ton de but dhen muh mum dont let so cant go le, hais!
dar gort ton sia><
tmd!
nvmm~ still gort chance de(:

- woainies -
i miss your hugs & kisses & your tongue, LOLS~~

whole day rotting at aunt hse nah><
dar didnt come aunt hse today cos he's slping whole day from 9am till now-.-
ytd steph stayed overnight at muhh house(:
woke up at ard 12.30, prepared & went for lunch.
headed back to aunt hse after tht.
rotted with jiunjye, ziwei, xiwei, chuanho & alvin.
ziwei went off first dhen dhe others went off except for chuanho.
slack till 9.30pm chuanho went off.
& me watch tv le jiu went home le-.-
was a boring day todayD:

darling woainies<33

me & dar okay le, happy nah(:
last night ton with dar, sean & steph:DD
sean & steph 4smth jiu sleep le, me & dar ard 5.30am dhen sleep.
i win dar wor, he sleep earlier dhen me wahahahahahahahas-.-

woke up at ard 11am today, me & dar same time wake up wor, hehes.
dar went off 1st dhen dhe rest of us went 805 eat dhen went buyy hair dye again.
steph helped me dye wor but i still nort satisfied becos dhe colour still didnt come out lah!
LOLS.
me & dar dye hao le jiu went bugis buyy clothes.
dar, me, steph & sean all bought skinnies wor.
me & sean bought red de, steph bought black & dar bought grey de.
me bought red cardigan & grey shirt.
went for dinner dhen arcade & went back aunt hse while sean & dar went clubbing><

i miss him(:

didnt go sku today cos nort in a good mood, haisD:
ton at aunt hse ytd, today oso cos dar ton-ing.
hope we'll be alright, hais.

why am i alwaes dhe one being hurt?
all those laughter i had with you i really cherish it.
i want it back, can i?
dar, love me again will youu?
wo zhen de hen ai ni..

today gort back results & promoted to sec4 express, LOLS.
so manyy ppl get shock-.-
but still happy lah(:

sad things happen again bout me & dar, hais.
dont wish to mention it hereD:
just feel like crying out loud!
dont leave me kay?
i really will change de, just give me some time please.
hais.

dar just went off, afternoon watched dar play dota cos i oso learning it(:
cook for dar & fed him eat wor, i very good rite? :DD
& dar gort back his fone le, hehes.
can msg him liao:DDDDDDD
after dota, we watched 13 games of death & freddy VS jason again-.-
steph watch with us oso(:
dinner eat maggie again cos aunt didnt cook today><

tml gonna go sku le cos i wan get back muhh fone~
& dar wants me go nah(:
hmm, i go learn play dota le, byeeeeeeeee~
woainies<33

currently at aunt hse(:
didnt go sku today cos i was damn tired lah so all dhe way sleep till 12.30pm.
LOLS.
waiting for dar & jess to come.
sians~~

didnt go sku again, woke up at 9am, LOLS.
prepared & came aunt hse.
i now at aunt hse alrdy(:
wonder dar will be coming anort?
mayb nort bah cos i tink he'll be attending bball interclass ltr?
nvmm~
missing him everymoment~
woainies.

went sci centre today, was fun lah.
but dar's class didnt go>< i tink he skip sku & came aunt hse early in dhe morning?
we cook pizza, nice lah:DD
after tht went back sku, dhe bus driver drop us at bus stop. dhen me, jess & jiunjye straight go aunt hse.
dar & vic alrdy dhere le dhen followed by alvin, sean & samantha came. dhen lulu came. crappings~ dar made me angry two times today-.-
firstly, he made muh ear bleed & didnt even care bout it & continued his maple PQ-.- muhh mood change le dhen he came to ask me what happen, wth.
why must alwaes wait till i angry dhen ask sia. dhen he wanted sparring with vic.
i said nicely to him dont fight le & go in with me to eat dinner but dhen he dowwan listen.
dhen muhh mood change again & was dulan alrdy lah.
so i just say if you want fight jiu fight lor. dhen he say dont want le.
i say no cigg izzit, i help youu smoke dhen let youu fight till youu shiok.
dhen i went in aunt hse take cigg & waited for him to fight dhen he say he dowwan-.- & said sry to me after tht.
&&& victor ish very xialan, i'm serious & he still tinks tht i'm kidding.
_|_ him man! & still joke with meD:
i'm worried bout him thts why i ask him nort to fight but does he even care?
when i'm nort in sku, will he ever worried bout me? or ever giv me a fking cor?

he ask me nort to speak vulgar, i try nort to but he?
i now really can sees tht i'm nothing to me & he's muh everything.
dar, you ownself go tink about it bah, its unfair to me you know?
woainies.

mayb nort going sku tml?
depends whether i can wake up anort.

was very boring today without dar><
he cant come out today so was rotting at aunt hse whole day.
nvmm~ tml i can see him le(:
but jess told me tht we're going sci centre tml?
hope ish whole sec 3 dhen tht means dar oso gort go, hehes.
i miss him alot alot lah.

jiunjye, sean & samantha came today.
samantha went off 1st after slacking awhile.
sean went carmen's chalet at ard 6pm.
me & jiunjye watched freddy VS jason till ard 9pm dhen he went off.
& watched transformers too, nort bad luh.
i like~

{beebee, miss me mah? & you haven tell me i love youu so youu gonna say it to me tml(: woainies<33}

dar just went home, ytd ton till 7am dhen sleep, LOLS.
watched dar play maple watch till i goona slp le-.-
watch horror movie too, it sucks lah.

woke up at 1pm today, all prepared & went 805 for lunch.
& jienian dyed his hair, lols.
damn funny, dhe colour so weird de-.-
eat le after tht pei-ed aunt go buyy 4D & headed back to aunt hse.
watch VCDs & i having flu now lah, xinku sia><
hate it!

hmm hope tml can get to see him(:
i love youu dar, muacks:DD

today no sku wor, hehes.
prepared & went aunt hse dhen went 805 eat lunch.
bought alot things back cos aunt today cooking.
headed back to aunt hse after tht.
& dar came aunt hse at ard 4pm:DD
& he today ton-ing at aunt hse wor, me too(:
helped aunt to cook & ate dinner after tht.
&&& marcus ish a big big bully>< idiot~

having a bad headache now lah, how i wish dar can help me massage, LOLS.
he wont de cos he too cu lu liao, will make me more pain, LOLS.
now at home, must wait for father to sleep 1st dhen can go-.-
sians~
i miss dar, i wanna see him faster lah!
woainies(:

didnt went sku today becos i woke up late again.
aiyos, i tot i could wake up de sia but dhen...nvmm~
called steph & told her tht i going aunt hse soon.
&&& dear asked me call him dar in post, okay lor...
i give in>< hahas.
& steph told me tht dar, jienian & sean at aunt hse le, lols.
dey climb fence again-.-
but super happy lahh~ cos dar so early jiu reach le.
me & jienian went 327 buy hk dhen rain sia, omfg.
we ran back & drenched><
& dar didnt even care sia, super angryD:
but at night he told me he did care lah so forgive him lor.
dar say he wont ever let me go & love me alot alot wor, hehes<33
i'm so so in love with him nah.
& he everyday need say wo ai ni to me, LOLS.
ohya, had a haircut today at JJ.
cut spike again, this time cut le abit funny sia.
nvmm, i like~
ate maggie mee for dinner becos aunt nort at home today.
sians~
& today jiunjye damn funny lah, kept mo fang ppl de action.
laugh till i peng, hahas.
dar pei me till 10.30pm dhen go home wor, he's nice lah.
& tml mayb come find me, see whether his father let anort.
please uncle, let him come pleaseD:

{we'll be staying like this forever, wo ai niies<33}

gort muh results back today & guess what?
i failed all except for chinese-.- wth~
haven tell muh mum yet, if i told her, dunno how she'll react.
hais~
was very disappointed in muhself lah.
nvm, dont tok bout it le.
after sku went 805 eat lunch with aunt, dear, boon, steph, gu zhang, youquan & dane.
after tht dear, dane & aunt went buy hk dhen we headed back to aunt hse.
rotted again~~~
dhen was abit unhappy luh><
cos dear kept xialan me><
& dont ever will give in de, wth~
nvm bah, i'll still say dhe same thing; xi guan jiu haoD:

blog again at night bah, tkcares all...

ton with sean, steph & boon ytd night at aunt hse.
deyy say ghost story nah, damn scary sia.
dear nort with me, nobody can hug me><
we all slept at 4am & woke up at bout 1pm, LOLS.
boon wash up le jiu went home liao.
sean followed us go 805 eat dhen went back aunt hse slack.
actually wanted to go punggol end de but rain lah~
& at first dear cant come aunt hse de wor but he came at 7pm:DD
happy nah.
& he did pei me & i can feel tht he love me more & more le, hehes.
i love him more and more too<33
at 9smth, dear, jiunjye & me went staircase tok.
tok awhile nia jiu pei jiunjye to upper dhen me & dear go back staircase again.
he holded muh hand while walking wor, damn damn kaixin:DDDDDD
very rare he'll hold muh hand de sia, hahas><
took pic of our shadow, LOLS.
tok alot nah & was so happy jiu dui le(:

piao eh, i love youu forever, yong yuan de ai<33

today was me & dear de 2nd month wor.
but, wasn't very happyD:
first...
actually we going fareast to buy clothes with steph, sean, dane, mingyang & boon & with dear too.
but in dhe end dear cant go & he said he'll wait for me at aunt hse.
dhen i was like so disappointed sia.
cos today 2nd month & he didnt go out with me-.-
nvmm~
muhh mood was like quite happy after buyin all those clothes.
i bought 2 cardigans, black skinnies & 1 lil miss naughty shirt.
bought dhe two cardigans at fareast & dhe others at bugis.
went kovan de pool after tht, called dear to go oso.
saw alot ppl at dhere sia, celebrating ziwei's birthday i tink?
wanted to tok to dear de & dont wan quarrel with him le but he play pool-.-
when he came to find me, i tried to tok to him in a good mood le but he xialan me.
dhen i dulan just walk away lors.
went shk dhen went to eat at 805 with steph, sean & boon.
dhen dear just went aunt hse without telling me cos we cold war-ing again-.-
eat le went back aunt hse.
& i saw dear was like he-want-to-tok-with-me tht kind of face?
LOLS.
dhen jiunjye came tok to me bout what happen dhen i told him lors.
dhen he went tok to dear & he let both of us tok alone.
lols.
slowly slowly, dear told me what happen & he said he had stress luh~
so i was like soft hearted le so just comfort him norx.
when okay le, we celebrate our 2nd month at staircase, LOLS:DD
i xialan him he xialan me, hahas.
i said happy 2nd month & gave him a kiss & he did dhe same to me too<33
LOVES him nah!
he promise tht he wnt make me sad again, hope so bah><
dhen we went back aunt hse sit sit until 11.30pm dhen dear went off & i went home too with steph pei-ing me.
cos i ltr mayb ton-ing at aunt hse(:
with sean & boon, hehes.

was a long day today nah & hope dear tml can come out find me(:
i love youu dear, i cant bear to leave youu><

woke up at 12pm today, was damn tired lah.
went aunt hse after preparing.
ate lunch dhen went potong pasir with aunt, steph & youquan.
aunt go play majong with her frens in xuelin auntie's condo while youquan went swimming dhen me & steph go playground slack.
was damn sian lah, nearly sleep.
at bout 4.30pm, ask youquan go change dhen went plaza sing meet dear & mingyang.
dear de tuition today end early wor so we went arcade play games.
fun narh & mingyang shi pro de lor~
saw natalie, lynn & jaron(:
played till 6smth dhen mrt-ed back to aunt hse & mingyang went home.
blablabla~
& dear pei-ed jiunjye go downstair chat chat dhen come up le jiu pei me watch "the 19th gate of hell"
wasn't concentrating luh~ cos gort dear pei mah, hehes:DD
dear 10.20pm jiu went off le.
boredom comes~ hahas.
i reallyy want him every min every sec beside me sia if nort i'll be bored to death=x
i love youu dear, tml second month wor.
hope i can ton again(:

{happy second month, wo ai si ni le}
everlasting LOVE<33

woke up at 12pm, steph woke up earlier dhen me wor.
1st time sia, LOLS.
prepared & went 805 eat lunch.
dhen youquan called to say tht dear at aunt hse le so quickly pei steph go take her memory card dhen went back aunt hse.
&&& dear today pei-ed me more dhen playing dota wor, hehes.
love him narh<33><
sians~
hahas.
yay, tml after dear's tuition he'll come aunt hse again, happy narh.
& yup, a day just passed like this.
{2 more dayys<33}

ytd night finally get to ton with dear le:DD
dear, sean, boon & dane came gugu hse & ton(:
dey play blackjack till so happy, lols.
but i tink dane wasn't happy cos he lose dhe most money, LOLS.
i was bored lah but seeing dear so happy me oso happy nah<33><
actually dont wan slp de sia but buay tarhan, sians.
woke up at 9am today, cor dear & sean dey all wake up.
dhen aunt cook us boiled eggs.
damn long nvr eat le, i like~
chat chat till 11am dhen boon & dear went off 1st cos dey going home change dhen meet them at kovan at 12pm.
mingyang came after tht dhen dhe rest of us went kovan 1st.
ate lunch dhen jess, adel & darren came.
boon & dear came at bout 1pm, LOLS.
mrt-ed to vivo to watch movie.
fun fun at cinema narh, hehes.
dhen went walk walk awhile jiu go kovan de pool with dear & sean dey all lor.
ohya, gary came too(:
jess & adel went off after watching movie.
after pool jiu went aunt hse with dear, steph & sean.
eat le dinner jiu went playground play.
long time nvr play blind mice le, i played one time jiu tired le, LOLS.
old le lah~
slack at playground till 10.30pm dhen sean & dear went off le.
steph today stay overnight at muh house wor:DD
tml going punggol end? steph suggested it.
mayb going bah, hehes.

3 more days<33

yay~ EOY endd le:DD
but scaredd i drop sia><
alot of ppl say e-maths 2 very easy but how come i tink ish so difficult huh?
hais.
ltr going out with sean dey all, sians.
dear nort going.
sians.
at night dhen blog again bah.

had SS paper today, didnt manage to finish it.
sians~
cos one qns i tink bout 10min dhen start doing, wasted damn lot of time lah~
nvmm~ i'll fail anyway.
after sku went hougang mall eat dhen ask a uncle help me buy hk, was scary lah.
but he didnt say anything, just help me buy nia><
jess deyy all still in hougang mall while me, dear & sean dey all walked to aunt hse.
was quite happy today with dear? LOLS.
slack all dhe way till night & had dinner{ maggie mee-.-
i was sitting on dhe same chair with him dhen he watching dota.
& suddenly he play play play with gary dhen accidently make me fall.
i was like walao eh, dhen i dulan cos he's like dont care bout me de lors.
still tot i kidding at first-.-
dhen i sit at one side dhen he & gary started to quarrel.
& dear wanna fight with him><
lucky jiunjye stopped them dhen i wasn't so angry after tht le.
& dear 1st time come tok to me when i emo wor, happy lah(:
thanks dear.
others went off 1st dhen dear & sean went off at 9.30.
&&& dear ish very dhe jiao~ hahas:DD
but i like~~~
hahas.
5 more days wor, woainies<33

had a-maths paper today, ppl use 5 or 6 pages of paper, i use 2 nia & went to slp le, LOLS.
and out of the 2 pages, i ans 3 qns nia others ish just write qns dhen skip le.
sure get zero de, LOLS.
sean didnt do at all, he pro lah.
actuallie goin heartland mall after sku but dhen aunt suddenly ask me & dear & sean deyy all go aunt hse.
cos she gort smth to tell us.
so we went, & kana scolded.
dont wish to mention it.
& bla bla bla...
after bout 3 hours, everything was alright le dhen we went hougang plaza dere eat lunch.
its was 2pm le sia, damn hungry lah.
when came back, dear like hack care me liddat.
dhen i emo, he jiu ask me wat happen but i didnt tell him dhen he dulan.
hais, he went bball court play bball dhen we all went oso.
saw leilei & chatted with her, she's nice lah(:
& saw her cousin, leibin, & i know him oso.
cos he's zhan yi's fren, OMG.
damn qiao sia.
until 7pm, we still didnt tok.
i tried toking to him but he dont wan & say wan watch dota.
was disappointed lah.
dhen suddenly felt very dulan dunno why & shouted at jienian.
i'm sorry luh.
dhen jiunjye ask me go staircase cos he wanted to tok to me.
& dear wanted to go home without telling me sia dhen jiunjye ask him say bye to me.
dhen he just said byebye, was damn sad dhen i cried DD:
went kovan for dinner & ate dhe korean food, dhe soup sucks okay?!
but dhe noodle very nice lah.
eat till damn full sia dhen walk walk awhile go back aunt hse & dear ask me go see muh blog.
& i tot he wanted to break up with me, but didnt luh.
but i felt tht he want it sia, ish just tht i dont wan nia.
dear, dont leave me can? i love youu alot de><
youu said youu'll love me forever & tht's our promise isn't it?
please dont leave meDD:
wo hen ai ni de<33
but now i guess we're alright le?
hope so bah(:
slack at aunt hse with steph, sean, dane & jienian.
dey went off at 11pm & me too.
very tired le, going sleep le.
good nites all & to muhh beloved dear:DD
WO AI NI~

today had e-maths & pure chem exams.
was quite difficult lah.
didnt finish doing dhe questions, hais.
tml ish a-maths, i didnt study at all-.-
cos i know confirm fail de & i dropping it le so study oso no use.
after sku went aunt hse with dear, sean & vic.
dear actually going home at 7pm de in dhe end 10pm dhen go home:DD
afternoon was bored but dhen at night was fun, hehes.
at 4pm liddat, me, dear, sean & steph went serangoon sell hamsters.
& dear took one of dhe hamsters & he said he wants it, LOLS.
he keep saying dhe hamster so cute, funny lah.
& he called it hamstertooiee{PS tht i spelled wrongly}
LMAOS.
went to shk dhen took bus go back aunt hse.
had muhh dinner le dhen we all go aunt room chat chat.
its was fun:DD
dear ish sooooo ***** XDDD
at 9pm, me, dear, sean & dane actually sending jiunjye home.
dhen jiunjye suddenly suggest to slack at void deck awhile.
slack & chat, funny lah.
after tht send jiunjye home le & we went back aunt hse.
sit awhile dhen dear sent me home & went off with dhe others.

he's mine forever(:
i today can finally felt his love towards me le<33
i LOVE youu, everlasting wor.

ytd night sleep at 4am dhen woke up at 10am, LOLS.
tired sia.
went eat lunch & bought birthday cake for mike & went back aunt hse.
waited for mike dey all to come, damn long sia.
nearly sleep.
when dey came dhen i go take dhe cake out.
sing birthday song, eat cake dhen slack awhile jiu went cathay meet sean & gary with steph.
dhen meet dear & mingyang, mingyang ish still so funny lah:D
went pool after tht & dear ignore me, hais.
dhen cold war again, when dey go play lan still cold war-ing.
after tht went take cab dhen slowly slowly okay le.
dear, dont alwaes ignore me can mah?
i'm in a bad mood this few days bout exams & you dont comfort me nvm but just pei me can mah?
let me know tht you're alwaes by muh side supporting me.
when you dont wan tok to me i didnt tok to you but when you gort dhe mood to tok to me dhen i can tok to you.
what ish this man?
can dont sometimes cold towards me dhen sometimes good to me mah?
please, i beg youu, hais.

went back aunt hse le, cookk maggie eat.
& alot ppl came nah, lazy type.
dear play games & i just sit at one side lor.
waiting starts again.
tried to study but nothing came into muh mind.
dear play finish le & it was about 9.20pm?
teach me maths awhile & i dont understand it!
i'm stupid lah!
he went played daidi dhen i tried to understand those maths qns.
but still cannort, hais!
so i dont wan study ler.
at 10pm dhen i went home & dhe others including dear went off too.

hais, damn damn stress now.
why maths seems to be so easy but to me its so damn difficult.
i really dont understand why.
mayb i'll drop to normal bah.

finally get muh mum's permission to let me stay at aunt hse & kana scolded by her too & she didnt give me allowance><
& tot dear & sean can come aunt hse ton.
but in dhe end dey cant, hais~
totally disappointed & mayb after today muhh mum wont let le?
wtf sia, i know i shld be more understanding but but...
hais, just hope a miracle will happen, but i tink its impossible.
now alrdy so late le.
but i cant get to sleep lahDD:
i'm just afraid tht muhh mum wont let me stay at aunt hse anymore le, thts why i'm so agitated.
i'm reallyy sorry, hope you can understand.
hais.
i love youu & miss youu damn damn MUCH!!!

wake up at 9am cos dear called me><
but i today oso must wake up early narh, cos have to go study with mike.
meet mike at hougang mall dhen all dhe shops haven open, LOLS.
dhen went 327 meet jiunjye & ziwei, ate lunch dhen slack at void deck.
after tht went hougang mall find dear & sean with mike.
went for ear care dhen went popular buy pens.
dhen gary came oso.
dey discuss veri long wher to go sia, in dhe end go with us to mike condo, LOLS.
meet steph & youquan oso.
youquan went swimming dhen we went bbq pit dhere slack dhen nvr study dao cos dont have dhe mood to study><
& deyy kept disiao sean & steph:DD
dear today nvr ps me(:
stay at dhere till 4 smth dhen me, dear, sean, steph & gary went kovan play pool.
& i know how to play pool le, LOLS.
sean ish muh shi fu & gary ish muhh shi xiong, hahas!!!!
fun going out with them narh, hahas.
& i today learn alot indian words from mike, fun narh.
play finish le dhen dey all went out dhen me & steph went netforce dhere de coffee shop eat.
dhen crapping on the way home narh<33
&&& sean & steph stead le~~~
hahas, last long wor.
& sean arhx, must tkcare of steph hor, if nort i'll smack your balls:DD
& HAPPIE BIRTHDAY FEI MAO(((((((((((((((((((((((((:

dear: 1 more week & 1 day ish our second month wor. wonder you still rmb mah>< i love you narh alothough you veri jiao sometimes but i oso veri jiao. hahas(: dont alwaes shout at me nah, i'll sad de neh. okay mah? :DD love youu & miss youu lots.

muhh third post today le, LOLS.
dear just now came aunt hse wor.
take bball dhen went upper-.-
dhen awhile came back again, played darkness & lightDD:
hais, play finish le, guess what~
he didnt pei me at all, he gort to go home.
nort surprising at all huhh?
i had to keep waiting every single day.
he said after exam will pei me more, hope i wont get disappointed again.
anyway, i'll wait de...
i love youu<33

张惠妹 - Bad Boy

你说的是我不想走你说的是我从来不放手
我不会问你为什么你不用教我怎么做
我要抹上最鲜艳的口红喔~
原来你是这种Bad Boy
难道我曾经默默纵容难道是我喔~

你说的唯一有很多你说的专情像烟火
你其实骗了自己骗了我
我不想再挽回什么你不必再疲於奔波
我要找到最亮眼的自我喔~
原来你是这种Bad Boy

Bad Boy Bad Boy
你的坏让我不明白
Bad Boy Bad Boy
我必须要离开
你是Bad DOG Bad Boy
你的坏让我太无奈
Bad Boy Bad Boy
让我对你说bye-bye

你说的是我太软弱你说的是天的捉弄
你说的是我离不开优柔我不能证明是与否
也不想证明是与否
这不是你我分开的理由喔~
原来你真的是个Bad Boy
我一直无心纵容那全是你惹的祸喔~

i love this song nah, hahas:DD
dear ish a bad DOG~~
i kept singing this song & he looks so pissed off(:

today i post early wor cos nth to do now.
as usual, slack at aunt hse:DD
but today nobody came aunt hse><
dear & dhe others nid go police station becos of their case, hais.
hope dey will be fine>< & dear dont get probation or whatever.

today had chinese paper 1 & 2, can say ish quite okay bah.
hope can get A2, but i tink difficult for me lah cos muh chinese ish deproving leDD:
after sku went hougang mall with sean & gary find steph.
ate pepper lunch, expensive lah~ $14.80-.-
eat le dhen sean & gary had to go back home so steph pei me go buy bag.
but cant find any bags i like dere, sians~
so headed back to aunt hse nor.
tml going mike's condo dere study?
dhen had to go ear care & buy bag.
looks like tml veri busy sia(to me lah:DD)
hahas, at night mayb will blog again(:(:
i miss dear & hope he'll contact me soon.

Your Kiss is Pink

For you, kissing is pure happiness... simple as that. You definitely get a little blissed out from kissing, even if you're a bit shy about it. You won't kiss just anyone. Your kisses are special! Young at heart, you still get very excited the first time you kiss someone. Kissing Type: Generous People See Your Kisses as: Sweet You Kiss Best With: A Black Kisser Stay away from: An Orange Kisser

You are SO Jealous

You can't help but doubt your boyfriend, friends, and even family You've been burned before - and it totally shows But acting like a guard dog won't keep your guy... it will only push him away Learn to trust a little more, and *all* your relationships will be better

The Candy Heart You Should Give Is:

To: muh beloved boy From: You

Your Relationship is Still Building Strength

You're relationship is fairly strong, but you're still working on making things solid. Make sure you're both treating each other with kindness and respect, even when things aren't going well.

You Are 79% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you're very addicted to love. But you're not really getting the deep love you seek. Short lived, dramatic relationships are more your style. Let go of needing someone, and you may find someone you actually want.

i'm bored luh~ :DD

having a headache now luh, shall post a short post.
becos muh head damn pain & feel like vomiting lah~
had lit & pure phsics exams today, difficult lah.
fail for sure le.
after sku gort chem SRP till 2pm & i tink i failed muh chem mock exam.
sians~
went aunt hse wif steph & go find sean, dane & gary at kovan becos dey nort enough money to pay dhe pizza hut-.-
dhen still wan go eat, diaos lah dey all.
walk walk awhile & went back aunt hse.
dear today like didnt pei dao me at all, was disappointed lah.
but he didnt know it><
went upper court with them cos dey wanted to play basketball.
slack till 6.30pm dhen we went back aunt hse.
eat dinner with dear & quan dhen others went back followed by dear.
really veri sians today, hais~

i ytd nvr post nia dear say muhh blog ish rotting.
hahas, funny lah him.
sku was alright lah but still cant concentrate in class only chem lesson can nia.
hais.
tml gonna get back chem mock exam results le.
scared sia, hais.
& mayb i'll drop stream?
reallyy stress lah!
i wanna study de but now i guess dere's nort much time for me to buck up le.
hais!
no SRP today as mrs tan was so mad with us, LOLS.
went kovan with jess, adel, boon & steph(:
darren came after tht.
walk walk dhen me & steph went back aunt hse cos dear & dhe others were at aunt hse alrdy.
as usual, dear was dota-ing if nort ish watching ppl play.
like dere's no time for me, hahahahas><
but at least he did pei me awhile lah.
alvin, mike & jiunjye went out dhen after tht me & dear & dhe others went upper court.
saw esmond & ask him helped me buy hk.
dhen we went back aunt hse.
slack & slack dhen dey went off.
hmm...dunno what to post le.
i go eat dinner liao, damn hungry sia~

went to sku as usual, dear ish still dhe same lah.
in sku nvr tok to me & damn dao lah~
nvmmmmm~
today mrs tan didnt come wor, hehes.
5 periods free~ sleep sleep & slack slack.
dear & gary dey all skip class go watch under dog-.-
PS me lah, hmph~
but bobian, i gort things on.
after sku gort chem mock exam, fail for sure.
hais, damn difficult lah.
test till 4pm dhen went hougang mall with dane & vic.
meet dear, sean, gary, boon & mingyang.
we go pierce ear, hahas.
dear, me, dane & sean pierce.
i finally gort 4 ear holes le, LOLS.
me, dane & sean went upper court find mike & jiunjye.
dhe others went off, dear & i tink mingyang went tuition?
slack at upper dhen went back aunt hse, son alrdy dere le.
bathed dhen eat dinner with jiunjye & son.
was waiting for dear to come lah, tot he wont come le cos getting late liao.
but dhen he 9pm came wor:DD
at 10pm pei-ed jiunjye go home with dear & son dhen walk back aunt hse.
LOLS.
dear go change to ear stick-.-
dhen change back stud, dhen cant pierce in le.
aunt help him put in, lols.
wasted so much time sia.

at 11pm dhen dear & son walk-ed me home dhen dey went off.
yay, i love tuesday, ish a slacking day.
hehes.
& lastly, 14 more days<333333
i love cliffred lim(((((((((((((((((((((((((:

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