.Friday, 29 June 2007 ' 5:30 pm Y
todayy as usual, 7am liddat reachh sku.
i todayy damn harddworkkingg worrs.
normally, i'll sleep in class de.
but todayy me nvr slp dao worrs.
kept tryy to solve mathhs qns withh jess andd xiu.
but in dhe endd i still cant solve it.
LOLS~
after all, i done all muhh undone hmwkk.
happie sia, hope everyydayy i can be so harddworkkingg.
but i tinkk cant bahh, me too lazyy lerx.
after sku, pei jess wait fer her dad dhen her dad drive me to muhh aunt hse norx.
me todayy kana PS.
><
sians~
&&i still love him(:(:
.Wednesday, 27 June 2007 ' 9:37 pm Y
todayy still quite sians in sku norx.
learn nothing-.-
nort sleep jiu copyy notes nia.
dhen do nothing lerx.
lols.
die liaos lahh, sure drop stream nxt yr lerx.
aiya, dunno wat to write lerx.
cos now tokin to jiunjye on fone so cant concentrate.
tml dhen write bahh.
&&i still miss him muchh(:
.Tuesday, 26 June 2007 ' 9:22 pm Y
i hate to go sku now!!!
hais.
saw
HIM but didnt dare to tok to
HIM at all.
damn sadd de lors.
hais.
i walk pass secondd floor to see him dhen we are like just walk pass eachh othher like strangers.
omfg!
damn saddx, i miss tht dayy{24thJUNE}
whyy did dhe 4 hours i spent withh youu jus pass liddat?
i tot frm tht dayy on we can finallyy tok in sku or watever.
but, we didnt tok at all after tht dayy.
reallyy wanna cryy.
miss youu so muchh did youu know? do youu even care?
hais, but i'll still be waiting for youu.
ru guo bu ai wo jiu bie dui wo zhe me hao, rang wo you le xi wang.
zi hou you ba wo de xi wang puo mie.
hen tong ku ni zhi dao ma?
wo zhen de zhen de hen ai ni.
{muhh love fer youu ish like your love fer her):):}
fuckkedd upp life~
no moodd now, but still will wishh muhh cousin(weiwei) happie birthhdayy.
your birthhdayy ishh on tml, lao yi sui lerx worrs.
dont be so childishh lerx.
hahas(:(:
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.Monday, 25 June 2007 ' 11:01 pm Y
wake upp at 6.15 todayy.
prepare andd went to sku withh mike.
its boring in sku luhh.
waitingg fer jess to reachh sku.
todayy so luckkyy norx, dye hair but nvr get caught by barthia(i tinkk its wrong spellingLOLS)
dhen todayy tryy nort to slp in class.
but in dhe last thhree periodds, i slept fer two periodds.
lols, tiredd luhh bobian derx.
todayy onlyy saw
HIM in morning assemblyy.
sians~ after tht jiu nvr see dao him lerx.
after sku went to aunt hse, mike andd jiunjye were alrdyy dere lerx.
dhen at night startedd to miss
HIM again.
hais, miserable luhh.
dont dare msg him too.
hais~
waitingg fer tml so i can see him.
hahas.
just now drankk wine, now abit blur blur lerx.
lols.
i want go slp liaos.
byyes~
Labels: kiss me again??
.Sunday, 24 June 2007 ' 10:11 pm Y
wake upp, eat lunchh withh dhe same ppl.
hahas=x
dhen went hougang mall buyy baggs(:(:
dhen boughht a wallet fer muhh mum fer her birthhdayy.
when i was choosingg dhe wallet,
HE cor me worrs.
damn happiie, he jio me go netforce(x
dhen i reachh dere at aroundd 3.30pm.
dont even dare lookk at him at first sia.
scaryy~
but wasn't tht happie after all, hais.
becos he gort stdd lerx but dhen he dont wan me to be saddx so accompanie me todayy.
hais.
mayyb todayy ishh dhe last dayy we tok?
tml sku reopen, dunno we will still tok andd playy tgt like todday anort.
sians~
nvm, i saw qingai andd anna in netforce worrs(:(:
but qingai didnt miss me):
i miss her jiu hao, hahas.
playy two hours of lan dere, dhen me andd him chat at staircase.
dhen bout 8 liddat jiu go home lerx.
cos dont wan muhh aunt to be angryy tht i so late go home.
in dhe endd, she didnt scoldd.
aiya, shldd nortt so earlyy go home><
lols.
thts all bahhs.
opps, i did nortt do muhh hmwkk at all=x
Labels: i'll be right here waiting for youu(:
. ' 1:57 am Y
todayy so tiredd, slp at 3or4 something last night dhen todayy woke up at 11 something.
tiredd luhh~
i now oso damn tiredd; alrdyy 2am now lerx.
hmm, todayy went to muhh aunt hse at 11 something.
go pei mike mahhs.
in dhe endd, he playy comp wif muhh cousin-.-
nvm.
dhen i went to eat wif muhh aunt, steph andd youquan.
mike didnt go cos he tiredd so stayy at aunt hse norx.
came backk lerx me damn tiredd oso.
jiu rest awhile, andd watchh
zathura.
funnyy andd nice luhh~ althoughh watchh before lerx.
hahas.
after tht cookk andd eat dhen go punggol endd walk walk wif mike at 7 something.
i tot it will be coldd at night at punggol.
but, it was hot-.- no windd at all lors.
sians~
dhen went hougang mall buyy things.
dhen went backk aunt hse.
watchh tv, eat sushi, eat cheese hotdog.
at 10 something he go home lerx.
dhen i alone in room watch tv le norx, wait fer muhh aunt come backk.
cos she went potong pasir to get things.
she brought wine come backk worrs.
get to drinkk again.
hahas.
at 1 am liddat me jiu went home lerx norx.
i miss youu damn lots.
hais.
holidayys endding lerx.
get to see youu again but...i'm still saddx.
cant be withh youu anyymore.
hais):):
.Saturday, 23 June 2007 ' 1:18 am Y
todayy went sku earlyy in dhe morningg to take muhh e-mathhs wkbk><
&& pass adeline's mathhs notebookk to mama thia.
tiredd luhh.
dhen go eat wif mike, muhh aunt, steph, yq andd weiwei.
mike eat lerx jiu go home liaos.
dhen after i go home change clothhes dhen go netforce wif steph andd weiwei.
so noisyy in netforce, those guyys infront of us on dhe f**kking shootingg soundd so loudd.
dhen i on muhh songs louder, lols.
ear drums nearlyy burst, LOLS.
me andd steph playy finishh le jiu go kovan walkwalk.
cos weiwei still have a hour more to go.
dhen weiwei cor andd toldd me tht he saw
HIM.OMG~
but didnt get to see him in dhe endd.
one wordd; disappointedd luhh.
dhen nvm lors, jiu go backk aunt hse lerx.
andd, jiunjye came backk frm malaysia lerx.
he still didnt change, kept bullyyingg me.
hahas.
andd he quit smokingg lerx, GRATS(:(:
he come to aunt hse awhile jiu nidd go lerx so see him awhile nia lors.
todayy so tiredd lahhs, do hmwkk do one qn nia jiu slp lerx.
lols.
i tinkk i wont do it anyymore lerx.
sku reopen dhen copyy bahhs.
hahas.
i bet tht i will drop strem this yr, hais.
i hate
A-MATHS, GRRS~~~~thts all fer todayy bahhs.
iloveyouu(:(: treat me beta can youu? hais.
.Thursday, 21 June 2007 ' 11:11 pm Y
todayy 1.30 liddat wake upp, dont wan wake up de lohh.
muhh mum keep nag nag nag beside me askk me wake upp.
so fan~
dhen bobian wake up, lols.
went out eat wif muhh mum dhen go aunt hse.
aunt todayy bout crab worrs.
yay, gort crab eat lers.
but hate washingg dhe crabs, so smellyy derx.
dhen still will move de sia, SCARYY~
hahas.
andd dhe side of dhe crabs so sharp.
but dhen dhe crab ishh nice luhh XD
when me andd stephh washingg plates.
we kept sing songs, damn funnyy de lors.
i sing kong qiu qian dhen she askk me sing in diff voice.
damn funnyy, hahas.
thts all fer todayy bahh, nthh to write nehh.
lols.
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. ' 12:01 am Y
woke up, eat at home cos mum cookk porridge.
dhen after tht go aunt hse again(:
hahas.
todayy cookk alott wors {fishh, sotong, prawns andd hotdogs XD}
mike came to aunt hse oso.
1st thing he do when he come ishh SMOKE.
hahas.
actually wanna do hmwk todayy
but muhh ten yrs series wkbk left in sku lockker.
andd i now dhen noe-.-"
sians, dhen must wait until fri dhen take norx cos i gort chem remedial on tht dayy mahh.
at 4 something; me, aunt, steph andd mike watchh tv{zong yi da ge da}
dhen funnyy de lors.
hahas.
i laughh until crazyy, LOLS.
after watchh finishh dhe show, we nthh to do lerx.
so playy daidi norx.
hahas.
mike keep losing=x
dhen aunt sayy he cant playy moneyy de.
if nortt lose alot moneyy.
lols.
we playy until dhe time to cookk lerx dhen i go cookk norx.
hehes, i love cookkingg so muchh narh.
but i hate dhe oil.
hahas.
mike eat lerx sayy nice worrs, of cos lahh, i cookk de lehh.
wahahahas{me bhb XP}
hais, how i wishh i couldd be wif HIM again.
i wan him to tryy i cookk de foodd andd seeingg him sayy its nice.
but i noe its impossible.
hais hais.
i reallyy miss him damn damn muchh luhh.
i wan listen to his voice!
sians~
in dhe holidayys i onlyy get to see him one time, its so miserable.
cant even get to tok to him, i dont have dhe courage):):
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.Tuesday, 19 June 2007 ' 10:37 pm Y
todayy so headdachhe, hais.
frm 6 something headdache until 10 sia.
so pain.
hate headache luhh.
but after muhh aunt help me rub muhh neckk wif medicatedd oil i felt beta lerx.
thankks aunt(:(:
andd thhankks to dhe panadols too XD
hahas.
nothhingg happen muchh todayy.
just wakeup, eat, go aunt hse, at night go backk home eat dhen go backk aunt hse watchh tv.
dhen 10 or 11pm go home.
lols.
everyydayy oso liddat.
hahas.
but its beta luhh.
at muhh aunt hse ish quite relax andd dont have saddx thinggs happen.
(:(:
nothingg to write muchh bout todayy.
tml dhen write more bahhs.
Labels: qi shi hai ai ni
.Monday, 18 June 2007 ' 11:45 pm Y
todayy arhx...eat at home cos i woke up late dhen muhh mum bought lunchh fer me norx.
dhen everyydayy after eatingg i'll go aunt hse.
dhen muhh mum jiu will like keep scolddingg me sayy i nvr pei her.
dhen i felt quite saddx.
cos she's oldd alrdyy yett i didnt pei her more.
haiis.
but she at night jiu kept scolddingg me andd shoutingg at me.
dhen i dont felt saddx anyymore.
wat's she tinkking?!
hais.
nvm, dont wishh to tok bout tht lerx.
hmm, todayy went buyy things wif muhh aunt, muhh ahh ma andd steph.
dhen muhh aunt askk me take more plastic baggs.
dhen i tookk 10 of dhe small plastic baggs andd 5 of those big plastic baggs XDD
buyy finishh lerx dhen we went home.
at boutt 6pm we went out again to chinatown.
take thinggs frm muhh aunt de fren.
dhen on dhe wayy crap withh steph on mrt norx.
hahas.
dhen at night at aunt hse eat mangosteen&&durians.
eat until so full luhh.
hahas.
ohya, i done smthngg badd ytdd night.
i dunno wat happen, i midnight playy comp halfwayy.
dhen hadd an urge to cut muhh wrist.
hais, dhen i went to toilet andd tookk a few cuts.
dhen stop andd dhen pain comes.
hais.
if he was backk to me i wont do suchh things anyymore.
hais hais):):
i just miss him so muchh luhh.
hais, wantedd to msg him but just dont have dhe courage.
i was afraidd tht he will be expect fer his stdd msg but in dhe endd was me andd he'll be disappointedd.
hais.
but reallyy wanna tok to him.
andd understandd him more.
we didnt tok fer so so so damn fukingg longg lerx.
hais.
i wan his huggs i wan his kisses i wan his care i wan his love!!!!
thts all i wantedd.
withhout them, i'm just an imcomplete gurl.
arghhhhhhhhh!!!! so fuckkingg stress.
sians!!!
Labels: i just want your love.
.Sunday, 17 June 2007 ' 11:33 pm Y
todayy went slackkingg withh jienian.
dhen after awhile jiu felt verii sians norx.
dhen i cor alvin andd askk him where were him dhen he sayy he at home dhen askk whether we want go his house anortt.
dhen we so happiie sia.
cos go his house dhen we wont be sians lerx.
hahas.
after reachhingg his house dhen we go playy o2jam.
so longg nvr playy lerx, became so noobb lerx sia.
but its still fun(x
at 5 smthng dhen mike cor me andd askk can come alvin hse anortt.
andd its of course a yesh.
hahas.
dhen i saw him ishh like so awkwardd, we like nortt dhe same as before lerx.
so weirdd, izzit becos of what he sayy?
suan lerx.
we playy o2jam till bout 6.30pm dhen must go lerx.
cos alvin's parents coming home soon.
after tht jienian jiu go home lerx.
dhen mike pei me go home make muhh fone for sms derx.
we like dont have so muchh fun as before lerx, i tot we were still goodd frens?
or just frens nerx?
nvm.
mike after tht pei me go aunt hse dhen awhile more he jiu go home lerx.
after tht i was in room watchhingg horror movie withh marcus deyy all norx.
dhen gortt a goodd news worrs.
muhh aunt tio 4D, whoohoo~ XD
hahas.
dhen we bought mac to eat.
hehes.
thts all fer todayy nors.
tml dhen write again(:(:
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. ' 1:07 am Y
todayy ishh quite boringg lohh.
nort muchh fun thinggs.
but, i todayy gort a new fone fer sms de(x
hehes.
when i no fone to sms, deyy wan sms me but now i gort fone to sms lerx.
nobodyy sms me):):
saddx luhh.
ohya, just now pei muhh cousin go her hse take her uniform.
dhen when coming backk tht time so fun lahhs XD
we saw so manyy vehicles dhen i keep actingg like i gort car liddat.
dhen i keep making dhe horn de soundd dhen ishh like so loudd lors.
hahas.
dhen she laughh until 'pengg'
wahahaha(x
fun fun withh her(:(:
hmm, mayybb tml go out slackk wif ahh boon.
cos i dont want whole dayy stayy at home do nothhingg.
dunno who will come instdd of ahh boon nia.
more ppl dhen fun mahhs.
hahas.
i tinkk thts all fer todayy bahhs.
tml will write again de(:(:
{ woaiiniies }
Labels: temptation in muhh heartt(:(:
.Thursday, 14 June 2007 ' 12:07 am Y
todayy sickk sia, so suayy.
keep sneezingg andd coughhingg)x
andd still gort sore eyes sia.
i wan faster recover, i wan go jess birthhdayy luhh!
lols.
todayy mike just came backk from gentingg.
andd he boughht me a present; CROWN necklace&& bear bear.
hehes XD
thts all bout todayy le bahhs.
nothhingg happen muchh todayy.
tomolo dhen write again bahhs(:(:
iLOVESgurlfren XD
but she nvr cor me derx):):
hahas.
.Monday, 11 June 2007 ' 11:50 pm Y
todayy dyye hair worrs.
me&&muhh cousin dye tgt.
hahas.
finallyy gort colour lerx.
hahas.
todayy sit lorryy go potong pasir take wine andd cakes.
so nice those cakes XD
in lorryy so cool sia, dhe windd so big dhen makke muhh hair messyy><
todayy me, muhh aunt andd cousin cookk too.
so fun luhh, i LOVE cookkingg lahhs(x
nort muchh sadd thinggs happen nowadayys, so goodd.
hehes.
HOWEVER, i'm still confusedd bout love.
sians~
nvm narhhs.
zou yi bu suan yi bu bahhs(:(:
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. ' 2:03 am Y
todayy so busyy at aunt hse, hahas.
help her to cookk&&dhe rice so heavyy sia.
but its worthh it luhh.
dhe rice so nice wif those chicken, porkk, driedd mushhroom&&driedd sausage.
i ate one bowl in dhe evening andd two bowls in dhe night sia.
hahas.
going to turn fat after june holiddayys.
hahas.
now muhh aunt hse so quiet lerx.
no mike, no jiunjye.
all travellingg.
hahas.
andd muhh cousin's frens oso didnt come lerx.
cos comp spoil.
hahas.
hope this holidayy dont endd so fast.
i still wanna have fun wif steph andd tht's muhh cousin.
i thinkk thts for todayy bahhs.
tml dhen write again(:(:
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