i love youu boy(:
28thDec2oo7; 11.38pm.
never be forgotten, hehes.
wo ai hubby nah.

well, i forgort what happen ytd le, LOLS.
so lets tok bout today bah.
hmm, i woke up at ard 10.30am today.
prepared & went for muhh cousin's son de birthday.
eat at dhere le jiu faster cab-ed back to 328 rebond muhh hair.
i was so so looking forward for dhe result sia, but dhen dhere's like no difference de lor.
wth!
lucky cost me 15 bucks nia if nort i heart pain luh~
ohya, steph & marcus pei me go de.
dhen after tht we walk back nor, dhen hubby called me.
say he coming find me le.
so jiu went aunt house downstair de bus-stop wait for him nor.
& he bought me popiah wor, cos i wanted to eat long ago le & now i finally get to eat it(:
hehes, thanks nah hubby, muacks(:
reached aunt house le jiu eat popiah & he eat his lunch.
dhen went in room watch Americans' Pie, LOLS.
i watch dunno how many time le sia, but pei hubby watch nah(:
dhen cook maggie at night, i broke dhe small pot sia):
damn suay><
thanks marcus & steph helped me clean up, hehes.
after tht eat le hubby jiu play dota nor.
ohya, he played Cai Quan with chuan ho, LOLS.
win one cigg wor, & he let me have it.
thanks hubby :D
i played with hubby too, fun fun(:
at ard 10.30pm, hubby & chuan ho need to go home le so i pei hubby go opposite de bus-stop wait for bus nor.
after tht slack at aunt house awhile, smked dhen jiu went home le.
now gotta go bath le.
bye peeps(:

hubby, i dunno how long we'll last but i cherishing every moment we're together(: loves & misses, muacks.

2 days(:
{{ woainies<33

well, woke up quite early today.
at ard 10.45am, dhen prepare & went aunt house get muhh cigg 1st dhen went ms house meet him.
slack till ard 1pm+ dhen went for lunch.
after tht bus-ed to hougang interchange pei ms go make his EZ-link.
dhen dhe person says tht dont have IC or birthcert cant make.
sians~
nvm, dhen we went take 72 to JJ cut hair.
we took dhe correct bus sia but dhen we tot wrong dhen alight after a few stops.
dhen decided go opposite take 72 back to hougang interchange lor.
who knows, we missed two 72 bus-.-
wth man!
dhen cant tarhan le, we cab-ed to JJ, LOLS.
reach JJ & saw so many ppl cutting hair sia so we have to wait lor.
ohya, saw xiwei & alex, pei them go kopitiam eat dhen wait again, LOLS.
& finally ish our turn le, hahas(:
& i'm satisfied with muh hairstyle although no difference with muh last-time hairstyle.
hahas :D
cut hao le jiu saw more ppl.
dhere're ziwei, quack, bert, kenny & lulu.
after tht jiu bus-ed back interchange cos ms gort his IC le.
but dhen dhe shop close le-.-
bobian lor, jiu bus-ed back aunt house.
eat dinner & now i'm blogging lor.

& gurl, dont be so LaoLan when youu gort a std.
dhere's no forever de okay?
dont becos your std dont like him jiu must side ur std hor.
i'm your cousin alright?
dont make me dulan!

LOVE Can Change A Person!

Oww~ i finally have dhe time to blog.
everytime gort ppl playing comp dhen cant blog><
but dhen me oso lazy blog le, OH GOSH~
muhh blog will b rusty real soon, LOLS.
today went out quite early, 10.30am+ jiu went out le.
went ms house, slack~
slack till 4pm+ dhen cook maggie.
3 packets of maggie mee sia, eat till damn full but nort i alone eat luh~
eat le jiu felt sleepy dhen jiu fall aslp le.
till 5pm+ wake up dhen went prime mart buy hk with him.
dhen we took cab & he drop me at compass & i took bus home nor.
cos he waiting for his frens dhere mah.
reach aunt house only saw mike, jiunjye & quan nia.
LOLS, others all went out le.
tok with them awhile nia dhen mike & jiunjye jiu went off le.
now waiting for marcus & steph to come back cos dhey help me tarbao.
i abit hungry le><
hahas.
bye peeps~

Don't Judge Muh Life

wow, quite a few days didnt blog le cos nort in a gd mood luh~
well, lets talk about ytd(:
Yesterday
woke up at 9.30am dhen prepare & went ms house help him wash his skinny using vinegar, LOLS.
cos his skinny gort stained mah but dhen no use luh.
in dhe end make till me full of vinegar smell-.-
bout 3pm+ went compass eat lunch & i asked him help me get a free bowl of fishball soup without fishballs, LOLS.
dhe i'll give him 8 cigg.
dhen he really get it sia, LOLS.
but dhen he take from me ard 5 sticks nia lah, nort much(:
dhen we went arcade play games nor, its fun can.
dhe small kid so cute luh, was really happy(:
went outside smoked & went in arcade find his friend.
slack in arcade till ard 5pm dhen i pei him go sell icecream nor.
damn tired lor even though i didnt do anything, just walk with him nia, LOLS.
but he manage to clear his stocks within one block luh(:
sell till 10pm+ dhen he pei me take bus till punggol park dhere & he went home nor.
reached aunt house at ard 11pm.
thts all(:

Today
woke up at ard 12pm today & today ish Christmas Eve wor(:
Merry Christmas To All :DDDDDDD
went out eat with mike, steph, weiwei, quan & aunt.
dhen went hougang mall buy things dhen went back home.
waited for aunt to bath hao dhen went MoonStone Condo.
slack dhere luh, sians~
until 5pm+ jiu cab-ed back nor.
from Potong Pasir to Hougang cost ard 10 bucks sia, OMFG.
damn expensive lor, WTF.
saw mike, jiunjye & chuanho alrdy at aunt house le.
dhen jiu blablabla~
now all went off le & daniel & jienian just came(:
bye peeps.

what should i do now? sians~
LOVE Isn't A Simple Thing

slept at 5am last night, LOLS.
chatted with ms last night, it seems so long since i last tok to him.
hmm, he did change abit luh~
but still so jiao, LOLS.
woke up at ard 11.30am?
prepare & went 805 eat with steph.
aunt, big aunt & mike went Si Ma Lu while me & steph went hougang mall de TimeZone.
tot it will be quite big, but dhen so small nia & nothing fun to play de-.-
saw Siqi wor, ermm she's a small kid; muhh aunt babysit her last time de.
her looks didnt change much but her hair longer le, i still prefer her short hair last time(:
& she dont rmb us le wor><
sad~
after tht walk ard lor jiu cab-ed to opposiote SSS de bus-stop dhen took bus to punggol.
meet up with ms awhile.
funny luh~
ms ask steph for her penknife dhen he straight away take le jiu throw down from 17th floor.
LOLS.
lucky steph nvr very angry, LOLS.
& we force him eat damn lot of kinda bueno, fun sia.
hahas.
we nearly forget tht we meet jienian oso sia.
dhen when ms went off le & me & steph take other bus & we saw jienian alighting from a taxi.
hahas.
lucky we haven board dhe bus yet, LOLS.
after tht jiu went 805 find aunt dhey all nor.
& went back home together.
took a short nap dhen eat dinner & watch TV nor.
& tml ish Big Aunt's bithday wor, Sheng Ri Kuai Le(:
gort to go le, bye peeps :D

LOVE.NoMore

wow, days seems to pass so fast?
its alrdy 18th today, oh gosh~
holidays are ending faster & faster le, hais~
so sians~
i HATE school, OH GOD~
well, today woke up at ard 1pm.
mama buy for me eat dhen went aunt house.
actually buying W910i today but dhen no stocks for red colour de><
steph buy le wor, LOLS.
but i tml gonna buy it xD
going plaza singapura buyin tml?
hope buy de dao at hougang area bah cos dhe ppl say dhe stocks will be coming tml(:
after tht muhh mama jiu went to work while i go hougang plaza meet mike & go back aunt house with him nor.
cos he went pool-ing with marcus & weiwei mah.
blablablas~
helped aunt cook dinner & dhere was quite alot ppl at aunt house.
gort mike, steph, me, marcus, weiwei, esmond, quan, ahma, big aunt, big gu zhang & aunt wor, LOLS.
eat le dinner jiu watch TV nor.
dhe chnl8show make me LAUGH OUT LOUD man!
it was really funny can, hahas.





sometimes, i was wondering why he can just forget me like this & i'll still be tinking of him everyday, hais. & is love SEX? if it is, dhen why dhere's still ppl saying love? why dont dhey say dhey want gurls only for sex. hais, everytime i tink of this, i'll be dulan, i just duno why, hais. i hate this! do guys get bored in relationships without any sex involve? & dhen feelings fade? is it really like this huhh? why?!

nvmm, forget about it, hais.



Lost Of Words!
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wow, ton whole day today wor, until now haven sleep dao-.-
tired sia~
we ton till 5.30am+ dhen go bath dhen 6am jiu went out le.
actually planning to walk to hougang green cos i tot sean wont be so early reaching mah.
how i know he reached earlier dhen us, LOLS.
so we took bus go nor.
didnt eat in dhe morning becos i hungry until dont feel like eating le, lols.
dhen jiu went playground slack with steph, sean, gary & weile.
slack till 8am dhen we walk ard to buy things nor.
sean wanna buy his own things while me & steph buying penknifes (x
dhen go staircase smoked & slack again lor.
after tht mike came at ard 9am.
slack for quite long nah dhen went for our breakfast.
eat hao le jiu cabbed to hougang MRT dhere dhen mrt-ed to VivoCity.
cos we going dhere watch movie mah.
hmm, overall dhere were me, steph, carmen, sean, gary, mike, jienian, mingyang & his std(:
alvin actually going with us too de but he woke up too late le, LOLS.
so we meeting him after watching movie nor.
dhere's still so much time until dhe movie start so we just sit near to dhe cinema hall dhere lor.
me & steph too tired le nah.
dhen dong buay diao le jiu sleep at dhe chair dhere, LOLS.
after tht kana woke up by those managers sia, damn paisae><
tht movie ish nice lah~
those Chipmunks are so cute lor :DDDD
watch le movie dhen mingyang & his std jiu went off le, dhey wanna have their er ren shi jie mah(:
hahas.
crapp alot luh~
dhen kept walking circles round vivo dhen dhey decide to eat at LJS.
jienian & sean eat so so slow can.
eat le jiu went kovan meet alvin nor.
saw jiao friend at KFC, hahas.
chat a little nia jiu went off to pool le.
but dhen we cant go in><
anyway, i watched them play nia, lols.
we cant go in mah, jiu decide to go NetForce & i'm in here now lor.
mike, sean, gary & carmen went off 1st.
while me, steph, alvin & jienian come here nor.
was quite fun today but TIRED~
hahas.

Should I?
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ytd slept at ard 4am+ becos cant get to sleep><
know why? cos i watched horror TV shows dhen after tht kept tinking bout it dhen jiu cant get to sleep nor, LOLS.
ain't i stupid, muh mama told me dont watch le but i insist watching, LOLS.
dhen woke up ard 1.30pm.
bathed & went aunt house.
ate nasi lemak for lunch & ish steph dabao for me de.
thanks(:
but eat abit nia jiu full le, dhen put in dhe kitchen nor.
cos when hungry again can eat mah(:
after tht went in room watch TV with mike & steph.
after sing songs & crappings :D
& we watched American Pies The Naked Mile, LOLS.
horny show, LOLS :D
after tht i took a nap till 7pm dhen woke up cos Star Awards start liao.
5566, KimJeongHoon & Show gort come sia.
OMG, dhey're so so shuai can ((((((((((((((x
even though i dont understand a single word of KimJeongHoon's singing but i love his voice nah :D
& so long nvr hear 5566 sing le nah, & ppl who ish close to me shld know i LOVE 5566 so much last time nah(:
hahas.
but i still LOVE ZaxWangRenFu dhe most :DDDDDDDD
watch dhe show all dhe way till 11pm dhen fabian called me & chat.
chat for quite some time nor & he's funny luh~
went back to muhh house after tht to get muhh clothes cos i staying at aunt house tonight.
& tml outing with steph, mike, alvin, sean, mingyang & gary(:
watch movie wor, Alvin & The Chipmunks.
hehes.
happy happy :D
gort to go sleep soon le, its getting late liao(:
bye peeps & good night to all<33

SarangHaeYo.
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woke up at ard 1pm+, bath & prepare everything.
dhen went hougang green with steph & quan.
cos we going B Box today mah, ohya, with marcus & wewei too(:
ate our lunch 1st dhen me, steph & quan went B Box check dhe price 1st while waiting for marcus & weiwei.
after tht dhey say tht dhey haven eat wor.
so dhey went LJS eat 1st nor while we go sing 1st :D
dhen we from 2pm sang all dhe way till 7pm nor, weiwei dance so funny lah(x
mike & alvin came too, but just awhile nia dhen dhey went off le.
actually going Swensens after tht de but dhen marcus nort feeling well.
so, we decided nort to go le nor.
& we went 805 for dinner.
cost me ard 15 bucks eating muhh dinner, LOLS.
ate chicken chop, tomyam seafood soup & dabao clams go home eat.
so expensive sia, regret eating so much nah.
& nort full de-.-
marcus & weiwei went off 1st after eating cos dhey eat faster mah.
reached aunt house ard 8.30pm.
lie on bed watch TV dhen smoked dhen watch TV><
sians~
i msg-ed him today, hais.
& of cos dhe conversation ish nort really happy.
cried again D:

hais, why cant you give me another chance? i really regret brking up with you. dont you rmb how happy we are together le mah? i really dont know why you lost feelings towards me, i really dont understand. & you couldn't even give me an answer, hais. why, why? is our love really so fragile in dhe begining? i really dunno. but those tears i shed for you ish worth it becos I LOVE YOU D:

New Cuts On Muh Wrist?
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ytd night ton again, lols.
alvin ton with me & steph till 5am dhen went off le.
after marcus wake up jiu chat chat again till 7am dhen sleep.
actually didnt plan to sleep de cos going steph house mah.
but dhen i too tired le & we scared aunt scold so didnt go in dhe morning lor.
woke up at ard 2pm, lols.
mike alrdy came le & i tink he was sleeping too? LOLS.
wake up jiu prepare dhen went 805 eat nor.
after tht went NTUC buy things again, lols.
mike very hiong lah, he just take dhe bag of rice & walk out of dhe NTUC, LOLS.
i dont even dare sia-.-
buy le things, me & steph jiu went off le lor.
while mike & aunt went home.
was damn tired while at steph's house sia.
she finding things & i playing comp, lols.
i couldn't help anyway><
until 6pm jiu lie on dhe sofa dhen jiu fall aslp le, lols.
ard 7pm, steph jiu cor me wake up dhen we headed back to aunt house nor.
dhe bus ish so cold sia, kept shivering, LOLS.
reach aunt house le jiu straight away take dhe mattress to rest jiu fall aslp le.
i sleep till 10pm jiu wake up le cos i wanna watch dhe chnl U show, lucky i nvr miss it(:
but i missed dhe 9pm show):
nvmm~
steph slept till 11pm, lols.
i bet she tonight no need sleep again le-.-
just finish muhh dinner only sia, lols.
i'm so so looking forward to tml's outing with steph, marcus & weiwei.
LOLS.

& 30 more min ish 15th le, hais.
wonder if he still rmb this date mah?
so so miss him, he knows mah?
hais.
all those memories are so unforgettable, i can't forget him at all, hais.
i want him back!
i love youu<33

15thAugust, IWantYouBack
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ytd steph stay overnight at muhh house(:
slept at ard 3am+?
woke up at 2pm today, lols.
was dreaming bout him, steph & sean, LOLS.
a very funny dream-.-
prepared & cab-ed to bugis cos go dhere huan tai sui & buy clothes(:
went dhere with muhh mama & steph.
ate our lunch 1st dhen shop shop shop(:
bought two short jeans, one black cardigan, black heels, one golden-coloured belt & a red long-sleeve shirt.
hehes, satisfied le :DDDDDDDD
buy le dhen huan tai sui lor.
after tht walk walk awhile jiu went aunt house while muhh mama went boon keng.
reached aunt house ard 5.30pm.
ate maggie mee for dinner today, lols.
cos aunt nort at home.
crap alot with weiwei & steph lah~
LMAOS~
after tht jiu watch TV till 11pm dhen bathed.
dhen went home wait for muhh father get to sleep dhen me, steph & marcus went 401 buy supper.
bought 8 chicken wings, 1 chickenchop & 1 packet of fries(:
steph coup alot tomato sauce from them, lols.
cos they very "cat" de :P
sians~
now waiting for alvin to come & everybody going to sleep le><
LOLS.
will it be a good day tml?
lols, lame me~
1 more day to 15th, hope tht i wont cry luh~
i just love him so so much nah.
waiting for his return, waiting for his love.

Waiting For You No Matter What
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hmm, just went down 7-eleven bought "Takoyaki", strawberry milk for steph & potato chips for both of us, LOLS.
ohya, & two packets of "free" sweet xD
stupid cashier lah~

ytd ton-ed at aunt house wor.
until 4am+ jiu sleep le, steph ownself ton till 7.15am dhen sleep, lols.
pro lah her.
woke up at ard 1pm & mike alrdy at aunt house le, lols.
bathed le dhen went 805 eat lunch nor.
eat le dhen went hougang mall de Starhub shop cos guzhang want see handphone mah.
dhen i saw W910i & thts dhe phone i want it!
gosh, so so hope muhh mama will buy it for me, i'm craving for it lah~
after tht bought a cone of Green Tea Ice-Cream, quite nice(:
dhen went NTUC "buy" crabs & went Shop&Save "buy" cooking oil & etc etc :D
went back aunt house after tht nor.
watched 881 again-.-
fourth time le sia but its still so nice luh~
i like~
after tht helped guzhang make crabs.
& helped to cook too(:
its nice overall :D
ah chuan & jienian came today too.
watch TV till 11pm dhen went home with steph nor.

i feel tht muhh life now is happier le(: i'll just wait for him silently but i still yearn for his love D: i'm still wondering how's he's doing now? was he alright? or became more paikia? sometimes really scaredd sia, i dowwan him turn bad, hurhurs~ hope he knows what is wrong & what is right bah. i feel tht i grew up le :P hahas.

Will You Be Mine Again?
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slept till 1pm+ today, actually didnt plan to wake up so early de.
ish becos mike came to gimme muhh lunch, lols.
dhen bobian must wake up le.
so he came in & wait for me to bath dhen go over to aunt house.
eat le lunch jiu smoked.
dhen slack~
watch TV & blablabla~
until 6pm dhen hlp aunt cook dinner.
zhan yi today come wor, its has been quite long since i last see him le.
didnt change muchh, still so guai(:
after cook hao jiu start eating dinner with steph & zhanyi.
dhen aunt jiu ask me dabao dinner for muhh papa dhen bring over dhe 881 Vcd.
came back le jiu lie on bed watch TV again.
was sneezing whole day luh~
so xinku, how i wish he's by muhh side now caring for me, sians~
dont feel like going back house stay sia.
cos if muhh mum heard me sneezing dhen she'll be pekchek & scold me again le, hais.
mama, i grow up le, i know how to tkcares of muhhself de. i know youu're worry about me but dont alwaes dong bu dong jiu scold me can mah?
now waiting for muhh mama's cor nor, see whether can stay at aunt house mah.
hope can bah & she wont scold me again D:

Muhh Happy Ending
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ytd ton-ed till ard 5am dhen sleep.
cos alvin came ton too mah.
& when i'm going to sleep, steph kept disiao marcus dhen marcus tickle me.
dhen cant get to sleep, LOLS.
they're lame rite? :D
dhen morning 8am+ marcus said he called me wake up but dhen he said i dowwan wake up & i didn't even know it, LOLS.
so slept till 10pm, steph called me up & i went back to sleep again:P
dhen mike called me at ard 10.30pm to wake me up & again i went to sleep, LOOOOOLS.
he called me total bout 3 times till 11.30am+ dhen i wake up & went for bath.
dhen prepare lor.
when i bath hao, mike alrdy reach aunt house le.
ohya, sean, samantha & limyi came.
after preparing everything dhen me, steph & mike bus-ed to hougang green & meet boon 1st lor.
ate our lunch le jiu went B Box-ing(:
really Sing Out Loud sia.
me & boon ish use shout de lor, LOLS.
until 4pm+, marcus came & sing lor.
he very what sia, i was singing dhen he kept disiao dhen i cant even sing dhe song properly.
nearly cried too): when we're singing "Ni Zhe Me She De Wo Nan Guo".
lucky nvr cry out sia, if nort muhh make-up will be all ruined, LOLS.
until 6pm, mike jiu went off le.
dhen we continue sing till 7pm dhen went boon's house downstair wait for him.
cos he giving me muhh chem hmwk, lols.
i guess i wont even want to touch it-.-
wahhhh, today weather ish sooooo cold luh~
until now still raining but gd lah, can sleep very comfortably:D
ohya, after tht we took bus back to aunt house lor.
sleep in dhe bus sia, lols.
too tired le><
reach aunt house jiu change clothes dhen quickly hide in dhe blanket cos damn cold lah~
after tht jiu went for dinner lor.
dhen watch TV till 11pm & chat with aunt.
its really nice to chat with her nah.
but i still dont dare to talk to her about him cos muhh tinking & her tinking ish different D:
nvmm~
chat with aunt & watch S-POP till 1am dhen went back home nor.
its quite a nice day today(:

youu told me to give up on youu but i really cant do it. youu can dont like me but dont stop me from loving youu alright? even if i anyhow find a guy, but muhh heart ish still with youu dhen whats dhe use? hais, youu understand mahh? & now everytime i felt sad ish when i tink of those happy memories with him & nort those things he did to hurt me so guys, dont misunderstood alright? i'll live muhh life as happy as i can but dhen i'll still miss him(:

JiaYou Amika(:
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ytd didnt get to ton at aunt house but get scoldings from muh mama-.-
watch 881 after tht lie on bed jiu starting to tink of him again.
cried again, hais.
i tink i should solve this problem muhhself instead of asking ppl.
it will makes me more pressured, hais.
dhen cried till 4.30am dhen fall asleep.
woke up at ard 12.30pm bah.
prepared & went aunt house dhen went for lunch lor.
bought things dhen went back.
helped aunt with dhe cooking ingredients until ard 4pm.
dhen waited for chuanho to come cos he going bugis buy things mah.
so me, steph & marcus pei him go nor.
i go dhere jiu buay tarhan want buyy clothes le, LOLS.
jiu bought one shirt lor.
after buying all those clothes le jiu went eat.
dhen bus-ed back aunt house.
watch TV till 9pm dhen eat dinner.
after tht went back home take muhh clothes for tml's outing.
cos staying over at aunt house today mah.
& of cos quarrelled with muhh mama again, LOLS.
i dont care le D:

i wanna let go but i still cant do it, hais D: i know he's nort worth for me to love but..but..i still have lots of memories in those three months i spent with him. why must he just leave me like this without any good reasons? no feelings? why everytime he just leave me like this with this reason. its so so much hurting dhen any other reasons youu know mah? hais. those things he say, those games he played & those songs he love to listen; all these things make me think of him. how am i suppose to let go, hais. i love youu alot & i mean it.

I Can't Live Without You
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ytd night 5am dhen sleep sia cos chatting on fone with daniel.
& he told me so much things.
mayb i'll consider of giving up him bah.
he oso wont come back to me le, hais.
thanks daniel(:

woke up at ard 1pm today, prepare & went aunt house.
after tht went out eat lor.
& again, "bought" things today cos we're cooking curry today(:
LOLS, dane smsed me today & keep forcing me go clubbing with him-.-
in dhe end oso nvr go, hahas.
reach home le jiu start cooking lor.
finally cook finish now, dhe curry ish nice luh(:
so boring lah~
actually tml going B Box but dhen now change to monday le><
nidda wait for another day liaos, sians~

at night see whether gort anything happen dhen blog again bah.
bye peeps(:
I Can't Hold On To You Anymore
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drank beer last night, was drunk & vomited 3 times sia, damn damn xinku.
hais):
cried & cried~
thanks steph & marcus for your shoulders, really thanks alot(:
ohya, i rmb-ed alvin & sean came too.
cant pei them drink again nah cos i alrdy drunk le, sians~
until ard 5am dhen i went to sleep nor.
in dhe morning marcus wake me up cos i promise to pei him go dye hair mah.
actually he wanted to highlight grey & blue but who knows dhe colour turns out to be green-.-
he damn unhappy with dhe colour lah, but bobian.
i "perm" muhh hair, hahas.
it only last for one day nia, LOLS.
& cost me 10 bucks-.-
& it really dont suit me at all><
after tht i went 805 find aunt & steph for lunch dhen marcus went back aunt house nor.
cos he dont want go out in tht hair colour, LOLS.
eat le pei steph go see doc cos her stomach pain.
& muhh stomach oso pain but cant see doc cos nort enough money le, LOLS.
however, now alright le so nvm lor(:
reach aunt house le, rest awhile dhen watch aunt help marcus dye red colour, LOLS.
wow, dhe red ish nice luh~
after tht went in room watch TV till 6.30pm dhen fall asleep.
& i tink mike came after his tuition & bought us dinner?
wake up le jiu eat dinner & continue watching TV.
until now dhen have dhe time to blog but dhen i going watch TV again le.
cos "Ai Qing Muo Fa Shi" start liaos(:

& i miss youu boy, hais.
was wondering when youu nidda report again & i dont have dhe courage to ask youu.
mayb youu dont nid muhh care anymore le.
must tkcares alright, hais.
i love youu.
& days without youu are really lonely & i'm missing youu every moment.
everything i do i still think of youu, dhere so much unforgettable memories, hais.

Life Without You Is Incomplete
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hais, we broke up le D:
is really sad even though is i ask de.
but he dont love me anymore so i gort no choice, hais.
mayb he'll be more happy without me.
but i really wish he'll love me once again.
i really need him alot, hais.
i have change so much for him le, cant he see it?
我做得还不够多吗？
i'll just simply wait bah, hais.

i gort nothing much to type le becos really nort in a good mood, hais.
bye peeps.
i still love youu...

No More Countings Of Days We're Together Le
回到我身边好吗？

just came from sku cos just now go buy books with mike & muh mama.
hais, baby didnt come today & ytd night i sent him de msg oso didnt even bother to replie.
suan le bah, i dunno what to do le.
should i or should i nort?
i'm confuse lah!
HeLoveMeNort.

3 Months & 21 Days
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well, today isn't a good day for me.
i can say everyday isn't a happy day, hais><
actually going sku buy books today de but dhen it was raining luh.
so muhh mum says tml dhen buy lor.
so i went back to sleep & woke up ard 1pm.
prepared & went aunt house.
mike was dhere as well.
baby didnt come again><
sians~
after tht went 805 eat lunch dhen went NTUC buy things.
dhen went back aunt house nor.
tired lah~
helped aunt awhile with those cooking ingredients dhen went for a rest.
was waiting for baby's msg whole day but none was his D:
ohya, ah chuan came too.
ate muhh dinner le jiu watch TV lor.
cried when aunt kept toking bout baby, hais.
really wants a shoulder for me to lie on & CRY OUT LOUD, hais~
& mike, i'm sorry):
i didnt mean to make you sad, hais.

baby, last time youu still will visit muhh blog but now? are youu tired of me le? i feel tht your love for me doesn't exist anymore le & i cant feel it anymore le. i really dont wan end it so fast, youu know mah? i really wanna tell youu how i feel & i want to let youu know how much i love youu de. dhe phone accessory ish alrdy fix hao le, ish still with me. youu still want it mah? hais. 为何你要这样伤害我？不要再折磨我了可以吗? 我真得快要崩溃了. 你还爱我吗? 一直好想问你这句话,却又怕听到你真实的回答. 你还爱我吗? 为何你总是不说话,眼看我为爱不爱挣扎.你爱我吗? hais, i love youu.

3 Months & 20 Days
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YESTERDAY
ytd too tired le so nvr blog nor.
& nort much things happen too.
& baby finally came aunt house le-.-
but didnt tok to him much becos he was playing maple, sians~
dhen bla bla bla, lazy type bout ytd nah.
stay at aunt house whole day nor(:
tht's all.
i love youu.

TODAY
stay-ed at aunt house ytd night.
woke up in dhe morning today when baby came lor.
mike came after tht.
prepared & we all went 805 eat lunch.
dhen baby, mike & aunt went back home while me & steph went bugis.
bought 4 shirts wor, no shorts><
cost 66 bucks, LOLS.
actually wanted to buy skinnies but dhen nort enough budget.
so just bought lil`miss jealous, a brown tee, superman tee & a white shirt.
& dhe superman tee cost me 33 bucks, LOLS.
so scared tio gan by muhh mum sia D:
steph bought two lil`miss tees & cardigan.
buy le jiu went TTSH see steph's ahma awhile.
dhen went hougang mall cos steph wanted to buy wallet.
after tht jiu went back aunt house nor.
ate & smoked dhen watched TV till now lor.

me & baby de distance ain't getting nearer at all, hais.
i've no chance at all to tell him how i feel, who can tell me what to do?
i really dont wanna lose him but i'm really miserable D:
baby, can give me a chance to tell youu how i feel mah?
i really love youu so much & so much tears were shed for youu?
do youu understand how i really feel?
hais.
wo zhen de hao ai ni.
everyday i was looking at youu, wondering when youu'll take a look back at me.
but you wont, how long can i hold on to youu?
please, i beg youu.
dont neglect me alright?
you're muhh dream & i dont want to end it so fast, hais.
i wish you'll be muhh neverending dream, i love youu.

3 Months & 19 Days
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sians, baby didnt come again today.
he's avoiding me or am i tinking too much ner?
hais.
hope nothing will happen bahD:
woke up at 2.30pm+ & tot aunt & steph went 805 eat le but dhen they were still at home.
cos ytd dhey too late sleep le as jiyou, jienian, alvin & bert played mahjong till morning, LOLS.
reach aunt house le jiu smoke dhen went 805 nor.
"bought" things again-.-
after tht went back aunt house nor, alvin came too.
hais, was in a bad mood whole day lah.
sians~
really hope his LOVE for me wont change, hais.
mayb i'm tinking too muchD:
cook at 7pm dhen ate dinner lor.
watch TV & rot.
& tml going sku buy books le.
dhen mayb going bugis?
everyday rot at home really too sian le, hais!
gonna go sleep le, good nites peeps><
& to muhh baby? hais.

3 Months & 17 Days
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wow, ton again with steph ytd(:
till 7am dhen went downstairs walk walk.
dhen walk till canel dhere dhen went to sku saw marhesh jiu shun bian ask him whether can go in pack locker anort.
he helped me ask MR. Low & he said can lor.
dhen me & steph went in wait lor.
so much books to take home sia but oso threw away alot of books nah, LOLS.
till 8am+ went muhh house downstair de vegetarian shop eat Roti Prata.
nice(:
so long nvr eat le.
after tht went back aunt house lor.
went crunchyroll.com watch I Nort Stupid Too.
till 10am+, cant tarhan le dhen went to sleep.
sleep till 1pm+ dhen mike came & gang gang hao i wake up nor.
prepare & went 805 eat lunch.
after tht went NTUC "buy" alot alot things again.
this time really damn heavy sia, LOLS.
after tht went back aunt house sleep, hahas.
tired lah~
sleep till 8pm+ & saw jienian at aunt house le.
played his PSP awhile dhen went for dinner lor.
after tht alvin, jiyou & bertrand came & played mahjong with aunt, lols.
alvin went back at 10pm & ask jienian help him play lor.
until now, dhey are still playing.

& today baby didnt come today wor. didnt see him for one day ish like so weird sia. i miss him nah(: jiayou for your tournament wor, hehes. wonder if he tml will come mah? wo hao xiang ta wor. baby, i loveyouu:DD

3 Months & 16 Days
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