went to sku as usual, saw adel & xiu so go sku withh them tgt.
was verii coldd towardds dar today cos i tot he dont wan be so close to me mah.
so nvr tok to him norx.
sorryy dar, nort purposelyy ignore youu de.
went recess withh boon dhen eat halfway dar come findd me wor.
happie narh:D
so eat lerx went up to class withh dar & his frens.
after sku jiu have srp, was slping all dhe wayy until srp end.
dhen went canteen eat lunchh while waiting for adel & dar.
deyy came jiu chat chat awhile at canteen jiu went aunt hse.
dar todayy finallyy came aunt hse lerx, hehes.
hope nxt time he still will come againXD
he come till 7pm dhen went home lerx, gave him a kiss dhen he went off(:
now i still at aunt hse slackk withh boon & jiunjye.
deyy comparing whose leg longer, LOLS.
aren't deyy funny, hahas. & garyy, sean, dane, mingyang, deyy are so funnyyyy~
hahas.

i love techno DOG~~~ hahas.
dar dont angryy arhx, youu gort readd muhh blog wor.
happie lah:DDDDD
i love youu & miss youu too<33

went to sku as usual.
dar's moodd was stil alright in sku but after sku jiu different lerx.
mayb ishh becos he didnt know wan pei me or pei his frens.
i made him so stress sia & he gort problems bout mr wong andd ms yee de.
hais, sorryy dar.
his moodd was so badd when we at kovan after sku.
but in dhe endd he pei me go home, its reallyy sweet narh but he wasn't happie.
hais, feel so badd sia.
reachh muhh house downstairs ler saw jienian so jienian pei dar & i went home to pray pray 1st.
dhen askk them to come muhh house sit sit, LOLS.
dar didnt tok muchh, jus keep playying his fone de games.
hais, was so so sad can.
but when i preparedd everyything andd going aunt hse ler, we slackk outside 7-eleven while waiting for jiunjye & esmondd.
his moodd ishh like getting better lerx, mayyb he ishh jus faking a smile? i dont know...
but at least he gave me a kiss when he went off, hehes.
after tht me, jienian, steph & esmondd went 339 de voidd deckk sit sit while waiting for jiunjye.
he damn long luhh~
he came ler dhen we went aunt hse.
at night, i went backk home for dinner dhen jienian pei jiunjye go eat.
after tht go backk aunt hse slackk again.
jienian went home 1st, after tht ishh jiunjye.
at 9pm, mike came.
LOLS.
he ishh funnyy luhh~
came half hour jiu went off ler.
left esmondd, LOLS.
we went off tgt at 10.30 liddat, he quite gentleman luhh.
pei me walk till muhh house downstairs dhen he went off, thhankks wor.
hahas.
i missssssssssss laogonggggggg~~~
hope his moodd will get better tml, i love him}

todayy didnt go anywhere, just stayy at aunt house nia.
was boring lahh, & i miss dar.
somehow, i still feel tht ms have a place in muhh heart.
but i will forget him totallyy de.
& i hate him now, he's sucha bastard lah!
i LOVE cliffredd<33

went sku for chem to pack file.
spent 2 hours packing tht file-.-
waste time sia dhen went hougang mall eat.
eat lerx jess & xiu went kovan find adel so jienian pei me go muhh hse wait me bathh andd change.
after tht went kovan findd dar, boon & sean, jienian went home after tht.
boon bought ring for adel wor cos deyy tml 1st month lerx, hehes.
last longg wor, wonder will i get ring from dar on 1st month?><
adel & jess come ler dhen we went vivo watchh movie; dhe rat chef de(dunno how to spell-.-)
but jess didnt go><
watchhedd lerx went jienian bbq but reachh dere alrdyy 7 smth lerx.
LOLS.
reachh dere jiu kana make dao cake, whole face gort choco smell-.-
eat abit nia jiu sit sit norx.
slackk till 10.30, dar bring me home dhen a goodd bye kiss & he went off.
hehes.
i haven return him his jacket, hahas.
i love dar luhh<33

me more&more lazyy blog lerx.
lazyy write things tht happen in sku so i jus write bout after sku de bah.
after sku went hougang point take hk from muhh gan mei; kairu.
withh dar, boon, adel & dane.
dhen shk lerx went hougang point de kopitiam eat.
waitedd for sean & mingyang to come.
dhen went boon house, fun fun:DD
but me & adel angryy withh our std.
hahas, cos of smth narh.
but after tht dar keep sayying sryy so i soft-hearted jiu forgive him><
adel went home at bout 5.30 dhen me slackk withh them till 7 dhen went for dinner.
after tht sean & dane ps dar>< so badd lahh.
dhen dar bobian pei me home himself norx.
gort a kiss from him dhen he went off lerx(:

tml going jienian bbq wor, bought hk for him.
now 7th monthh sia, scaredd~~~
morning have to go for chem lesson, sians~

went to sku as usual but was verii emo-.-
i kept singing songs from PE lessons all dhe wayy till recess.
& even after recess still singing, LOLS.
dunno whyy luhh, was in a badd moodd.
& i kept repeating singing wo nan guo over andd over again.
& keep askingg adeline for hugs, LOLS.
she needds me luhh, hahas! i needd her too:DD
when i was in badd moodd, dar dont care at all sia.
quite disappointedd but i understandd tht he dunno how to comfort gurls-.-
so cant blame norx.
after sku went jess house & dar went to watchh movie again withh garyy deyy all.
5 more dayys to adel & boon 1st monthh, fast wor, last long arhx:D
dar didnt pei me todayy but he promise to pei me tml(:
hehes, i love him more & more eachh day<33
gotta go slp lerx, gdd nites everyyone.
tkcares<33

after sku went plaza sing withh dar, boon, adel, xiu, gary, justin, dane, sean & mingyang.
went to watchh movie:DD
finallyy watchh dao bu neng shuo de mimi.
nort badd luhh, watchhedd le adel & xiu went home 1st.
dhen we walkk walkk in plaza sing.
dhen went super bowl after tht, damn tiredd dunno whyy.
& i finally kiss dar lerx(: our first kiss.
LOLS~
todayy ishh a fun dayy after all(:
but jess nvr go withh us narh><

now at IT lab for physics lesson wors.
was boringg luhh~
missing him:DD
looking forward for ltr's outing(:(: bu neng shuo de mi mi, hehes.
wonder whats dar doing now><
msg-edd him halfwayy he nvr replie lerx, sians~
& i LOVE hugging adeline:DDD
i bet she love to hugg me too, hahas~
ltr at night dhen blog again bahh, scaredd teachher scold XD

actuallie todayy going studyy withh jienian.
in dhe endd cancel it lerx cos we diff subj to studyy wat.
so i decided to go aunt hse studyy beta norx.
went to eat lunchh & go backk aunt hse dhen mike was comin too wors.
revise awhile dhen sian liaos.
so until now haven studyy yet, LOLS.
tml going to watchh movie too wors "secret"
LOLS, until now haven watchh yet sia.
hope tml can watchh dao.
todayy 4th dayy lerx, iLOVEShim more & more narhhs:DD

woke up at 10+, bathedd andd preparedd dhen go aunt hse mit mike.
cos we todayy going watchh movie~
went eat lunchh withh aunt deyy all norx dhen went vivo.
waitedd for HIM, boon, xiu, adel, gary, sean & justin.
actuallie wanna watchh bu neng shuo de mi mi.
but sellingg fast so watchhedd "alone" norx.
dhe tickets were actuallie $8 but dhe person charge us $9.50
in dhe endd garyy foundd out dhen go tell dhe person dhen i tinkk dhe manager came.
& in dhe endd, dhen guyy was caught byy dhe police sia.
& we gort 9 more free tickets after we watchhedd "alone"
hahas:DD
so we decidedd to watchh anothher movie.
& we watchhedd "rushh hour 3"
it was a fun & tiredd dayy narh, & i love him(:(:
however, i still didnt get to watchh bu neng shuo de mi mi.
sians~ but he askk me whether wan go watchh on mondayy anort wors.
hehes, happie happie~
tml he gort tuition, cnt get to see him lerx.
nvm~ still gort mondayy:DD
& tml mayyb going studyy withh jienian.

didnt go sku todayy cos when wake up i'm still feeling sickk.
& it was 8+ i tinkk?
forgort lerx, nvm.
msg-edd withh xiuyin & HIM.
dhen went backk to slp again until 12pm.
bathhedd, eat lunchh, eat medicine dhen went aunt hse.
mike going aunt hse too so went up withh him.
aunt, youquan&steph came backk too, iLOVEsteph~~~
after tht blablablas, lazyy type.
dhen at night JJ came dhen i eat dinner dhen at 8pm eat medicine again.
i hate it luhh.
HE was sickk wor, fever oso):
hope tml he'll be fine andd can go watchh movie withh us.

yay~finallyy saturdayy lerx.
& tml going watchh movie, hehes.
gonna watchh "bu neng shuo de mi mi", heardd tht it was nice.
gotta wake up earlyy tml.
so have to slp lerx>< goodd nites(:
iLOVEhim:DD

aiyos, i so long nvr blog lerx.
cos no time><
i forget him lerx(: thts great.
mayyb ppl will tinkk tht i'm flirt but i dont care, i ownself know i did dhe correct thing jiu okayys lerx:DD

todayy went to sku as usual, xiu & adel kana caught byy thina-.-
luckkyy i nvr, hahas.
gort lit todayy but ms yee nvr come, tml exam sia dhen she nvr come.
idiot de.
after tht ishh chinese, done some of muhh chemistryy.
gort muhh "crystals" which ishh done on chemistryy lesson de.
quite nice luhh after tht jiu gort e-mathhs common test.
dunno how to do those qns sia.
die liao die liao, i wan passsssss~
hais, nvm~
todayy fever sia, damn xinku.
go out withh jess deyy all dhen go findd someone~ (:
dhen reachhedd aunt hse jiu go slp lerx.
JJ come aunt hse jiu keep calling me up, i damn tiredd de lors.
slp till 6.30pm liddat muhh aunt jiu giv me panadol eat.
so nice of her(: slp awhile more dhen muhh fever getting beta lerx.
ate maggie mee dhen watchh tv while crappingg withh steph & JJ.
dhen JJ was so funnyy luhh, keep speakking in weirdd language.
dhen steph wan throw things at him to keep him quiet, LOLS.
fun fun(x

tml dhen blog again bahh(:(:
go watchh tv lerx.

we broke up lerx, hais.
nvm bahh, mayybb we are nort suitable for each other.
i'll forget him derx.
jus nidd a few more dayys.
hais...
reallyy saddx.

hais, was damn sadd lahh.
so dont feel like blogging things bout todayy.
mayyb tml bahh.
hais.
wo zhi dao ni yi jing man man de li kai wo lerx.
dan shi wo hai ai ni, bu yao li kai wo hao mah?
hais!

dar finally came findd me lerx, happie happie luhh:DD
he came muhh aunt hse at 1pm.
he was slping-.-
but ishh lie on me when slping narh, hehes.
whyy he everyydayy everyy moment nidd slp nerx><
sian~
slp & tok & slp & tok until 4pm liddat, he nidda go home lerx.
so i pei him go bus stop wait bus cos i wan be withh him longer.
dhen 74 came, i saw muhh ah ma dhen i was like ohhh goshhh~
dhen faster run, LOLS.
if muhh ah ma tell muhh mum bout it i sure hong gan.
LOLS.
so dar askk me go backk aunt hse 1st norx, dhen i must guai guai listen to him andd go aunt hse.
hahas><
i was so reluctant to go sia but bobian.
reach aunt hse lerx, calledd steph & askk wher ishh she.
dhen she sayy she at hougang mall withh kairu ahmei so decided go dere findd them norx.
cos i was hungryy i from morning until 4pm haven eat dao.
lols.
all JJ fault, cor me at 10 something askk me go aunt she pei him.
nvm, its gdd to wake up earlyy.
hahas.
came backk aunt she again at 6pm liddat.
dhen watchh tv, dhen at 7m nid eat dinner again, damn full sia.
after tht took cab to moonstone condo cos we go aunt's fren de house mah.
go dere watchh tv andd drinkk beer but drinkk abit nia cos i damn full.
scaredd drinkk too muchh lata vomit again.
watchhedd tv until 11pm tookk cab backk home again.
its nice to go out withh steph narhs, she's so nice.
& i wnt forget dhe hug she gave me, hehes:DD
tml still have to wake up earlyy sia.
cos nidda go rivervale plaza revise social studies withh jienian deyy all.
scaredd i cant wake upXP
so i todayy gort to slp earlyy lerx.
& lastlyy, i miss dar:DD

jus now went slackking withh jienian & ahhboon.
actuallie ishh jienian nia.
in dhe endd we calledd ahh boon dhen he oso came.
hahas.
hadd a nice chat withh them narhs.
sometimes, dhe past withh ahh boon deyy all ishh quite nice.
tok bout dhe past withh them & lots.
so muchh memories......
nvm bahh.
i miss dar alot alot lahh~
hais, gort a feeling his feelings towardds me has fade.
he dont sayy i love youu to me anymore lerx.
hais.
hope he wont leave me & breakk dhe promise.
i love him.

woke up, bathhedd & prepared everything.
dhen went aunt hse.
shk dhen went 805 eat.
hais, tot todayy can mit him in dhe endd dont have.
& he woke up at 3pm sia, damn dulan.
cos i know he woke up so late means cant mit lerx><
quarrelledd wthh him dhen he saidd tml dhen mit, & ishh sure can mit de.
of cos can lah, he tml gort tuition leh after tuition sure can wat.
verii sians sia, everyydayy wait & wait in dhen disappionment again.
hais, can he love & care for me more mah?
aiya, dont wanna tok bout it lerx.


....so, after eating went backk aunt hse.
slackkk~
dhen went serangoon northh sell hamster dhen go dere de pasamalam walk walk.
bought a small cigg case & it cos $4
anothher stall sell $3.50 & dhe cigg case ishh bigger lors-.-
nvm, i alrdyy bought it lerx.
hahas.
after tht tookk cab backk & now playing comp norx.
at night see gort time anort will blog again:DD

woke up at 12.30 todayy, bathhedd andd went aunt hse.
shk dhen went for luchh with steh & aunt.
after tht went backk playy comp.
at 4pm, me andd steph went kovan buyy clothes.
she bought short jeans, a shirt & a bear bear necklace.
i bought one tube, a red strip top, heart heart necklace, hello kity wallet & a pair of ear stud.
cost me 40+ dollars, LOLS.
was satisfiedd luhh:DD
cos quarrelledd withh dar so bought alot things to vent muhh anger.
after tht bought nail polishh, nail stickers, polish remover.
dhen went aunt hse, ate dinner dhen start polishing our nails.
we used 2 hours to polishh our nails sia.
but dhe results ishh badd-.-
hope can get to see dar tml & we gort one week nvr chat on fone lerx.
hais, was sadd but have to act happie infront of him.
i reallyy dont wanna lose him, i wanna last withh him de.
this few dayys keep quarrelling, i dont wan de.
but....hais...he keep doing things to make me suspect.
but oso cant blame him, dhe quarrel ish i start first de.
sorryy dar.
i'll tryy muhh veryy best to trust youu.
i love youu...

woke up at 5.20am todayy.
bathhedd andd prepare everything dhen went bus stop take bus find dar.
waitedd for bus at 6am but dhen wait until 6.30am bus dhen come-.-
i reachhedd lerx, he's still sleeping.
i woke up so earlyy jus for him, he like dont even care.
sadd luhh):
dhen went to sku tgt lors.
in sku, assemble & hadd performance in hall.
after tht went canteen sell float & choco fondue.
& i wanna thhankks gordon, murphy, kelvin, anthonyy deyy all luhh.
bought so manyy cups of floats from me.
touchedd touchedd(:(:
after selling jiu went to rest lors, was in a badd mood.
dunno why...
hais...
after sku jiu went hougang mall eat dhen dar go buyy hk withh chengkang.
dhen we all jiu go vivo 1st lors & waitedd for him at vivo.
actuallie ish go vivo walkk walkk nia.
in dhe endd decidedd to watchh movie, LOLS.
we watchhedd simpsons movie.
was so headdache throughout dhe movie><
until i reachhedd aunt hse, sians~
was sleeping at aunt hse, dhen steph & JJ so noisyy.
lols.
sleep till 8pm, JJ was still at aunt hse.
dhen shockk dao, LOLS.
ate dinner withh JJ & crappedd~
i miss dar, i feel tht he gort smth hiding from me.
i'm gonna find it out, i dont wan being hurt or cheatedd><
hais......

went to sku as usual.
i was emo-ing whole dayy-.- sians~
discussing bout national day celebrations on wed, troublesome luhh.
nort in a moodd to talk todayy, dunno whyy.
recess spent withh dar, nearlyy quarrelledd><
went for chem lessons after tht dhen went backk class for chinese paper 2.
quite difficult, alot wordds dunno how to readd, muhh chinese reallyy deprove lerx):):
after teacher collect paper me, jess & xiu jiu ran off dhe class.
& headed to jess house.
on dhe wayy quarrelledd with dar becos he nvr prent time withh me after sku de.
onlyy sat nia so i was sadd.
izzit me too sensitive? sians~ dont wishh to tok bout it lerx.
went kovan meet adel & ahh boon withh jess & xiu.
hadd lunchh dhen go walk walk.
at ard 3.30pm, ahh boon, adel & xiu went home.
so me & jess go void deckk slack slack cos jess 5.30pm gort tuition.
so pei her norx.
after tht went home bathedd dhen meet dar.
cos he near hougang mah & today ish rapheal birthdayy.
so went to his bbq withh dar.
was happyy withh him:D fun fun~

ohh~ now so late lerx.
i nidda go sleep lerx, tml dhen blog again(:(:
LOVES him lots lots.

today woke up, bathed.
went aunt hse take hk dhen took bus went steph house.
reached her house, i playedd comp she go bath.
after tht went hougang point eat.
crappedd~~
eat till damn full narh after tht went shk at her house de staircase.
& steph toldd me she saw a couple at staircase hug tgt.
LOLS, funny~
went her house again, played maple & read comics.
its nice.
playyedd till 7pm liddat went hougang point eat dinner again.
i ate mushroom soup nia cos nort hungryy.
after tht steph andd her dad pei me go wait bus.
dhen went aunt hse, eat porridge & shk.
LOLS.
watchedd tv dhen mum askk me go home norx.
now msn-ing with dar(:

ohya, i still didnt get backk muhh fone wor.
but mum bought me a new fone, thank mum(:
i askk her buyy K750i cos dar using tht fone too.
so i wantedd it.
hahas.
bought it lerx, hehes.
hey botak thina, youu tinkk youu confiscate muh fone i dont have fone le huhh? chibye youu, askk rafi fuck your backside lah! dont make spoil muhh fone i tell youu, nabei.

todayy went JJ find dar.
actually ish i go eat first dhen go find him but in dhe end nvr eat jiu go find him le.
lols.
wait for him cut hair & he keep showin off his hair-.-
after tht went dar house, i watch tv he playy maple.
so sians, he nvr pei me lors.
after 1hour, he dhen pei me><
but gort pei me jiu hao, i'm happy(:
we now go out tgt so less sia, damn scared when 18th come we cant go out tgt.
dhen i sure sian ji bua~
go his house until 8pm dhen we go shk dhen went for dinner.
brought me to bus stop dhen pei me wait bus.
bus camed, gave me a kiss jiu went off lerx (: LOVES*
tml cant see dao him lerx cos he isn't free.
its okay de, still gort mondayy(:
i love dar 1314, muacks.

{ FUCK YOU BITCH ! }
today was a bad bad day, hp kana confiscate & other things dont feel like sayying.
fuck tht botak thina, i askk muhh mum come down he nort in sku lerx-.-
chibye waste muhh time, nabei.
today gort oral worrs, lam lam ishh dhe examiner.
i was so gdd gurl infront of her lors.
dont wan bully her.
hahas.
actually gort detention but in dhe endd dont hv.
LOLS.
thts gdd.

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