ytd ton again, LOLS.
gonna turn more & more chao lao leD:
ton with baby, steph, sean & alvin.
alvin went off at ard 5am & sean went off at 6am.
actually dont plan to sleep cos we nidda wake up at 10am.
but dhen till 7am+ really cant tarhan le jiu went to sleep lor.
sleep till 2pm+ & baby woke up too.
he rest awhile more jiu went off le.
dhen me & steph sleep till 6pm+, LOLS.
i first time sleep so long sia.
sleep at aunt house really good lah, better dhen sleeping at muhh own house, hahas.
woke up le jiu watch TV dhen went for a bath.
ah chuan & sam came too.
she came awhile jiu went off le.
had muhh dinner le jiu watch tv again lor.
after tht alvin, sean & jiyou came.
dhey played mahjong.
all just went off nort long nia except for ah chuan.
very sians sia.
feel like staying overnight at aunt house again tonight, dunno muhh mum will let mah.
sians~
i miss baby ler><
sometimes, i was tinking baby will love me for long mah? really hope i would last long with him. i dont ask for more de, i just want him to treat me good & love me. thts all>< i love youu.

3 Months & 15 Days
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ytd alvin ton with us till 5am wor, lols.
actually i 3am+ wan sleep le but dhen alvin chat with me & steph mah so cant get to sleep le.
dhen chat till 5am dhen he went home lor.
kana woke up by baby in dhe morning again, LOLS.
prepare le dhen went 805 eat.
dhen cab-ed to potong pasir de MoonStone lor.
cos aunt mahjong-ed at dhere mah dhen youquan wanna swim.
so me, steph & baby slack at dhe playground dhere lor.
sians sia~
quan swim till 5pm dhen we all went back aunt house nor.
watch TV~~~
dhen today baby cook dinner for us wor, quite nice lah.
eat finish le jiu slack till now lor.
& today baby ton-ing with us wor, hehes.
sean coming ltr too(:
i LOVE baby lah:DD
he's cute, hehes.
gonna let steph blog le if nort she scolding le.
she da jie da sia.


3 Months & 14 Days
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ytd slept at 4.30am dhen baby morning woke me up again & called me help him open door, LOLS.
everyday ish dhe same de sia, hahas.
help him open door le dhen went back to sleep lor.
till 1pm dhen wake up & go prepare.
went 805 eat dhen baby & quan went back aunt house.
while me, steph & gugu went NTUC do our mission again-.-
so many things sia, LOLS.
come back le damn tired but cant rest cos need to prepare things for our dinner.
mike came too.
actually he staying at gugu house for dinner too but in dhe end he has gort smth on.
so went off at ard 5pm lor.
prepare hao those ingredients le jiu went watch TV.
watch le jiu went for dinner lor.
today de dinner ish all spicy de dhen baby eat till so funny.
eat awhile dhen stand up for no reason, LOLS.
dhen sit down drink cold water, hahas.
he's silly but cute lah (:
eat le jiu ask baby pei me go watch TV again cos i didnt have dhe time to ask him pei me in dhe afternoon mah.
watch "indian bird" on Channel 8, LOLS.
no lah, ish "heaven bird". (tian tang niao)
hahas.
after tht watch "the pussycat dolls".
dhen baby went off at 10.30pm nor.
have a great time with him today, hehes(:
hope everyday can liddat jiu hao loh><

will be waiting for baby's wake up cor tml, hahas:DD
woainies lah.

3 Months & 13 Days
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ytd ton till 6am dhen sleep, lols.
dhen morning baby jiu cor me wake up & ask me help him open dhe door, LOLS.
he was playing dota lor, dhen i watch.
mike came too.
ohya, me & baby alright le(:
he went off at ard 4pm.
kept feel like sleeping in dhe afternoon nah but didnt get to sleep at all.
LOLS.
cos nidda cook dinner mah & gugu nort at home.
so me & steph need help tkcare of dhe house-.-
till night, ate porridge & crap alot luh~
dunno why, me, steph & quan laugh till gonna die le, LOLS.
1st time laugh so much sia, hahas:DD
nort 1st time lah, is like so long de 1st time-.-
eat le jiu watch tv loh.
ard 10.30pm, ah chuan called & jio us go upper.
went dhere & saw ah chuan, sam, alvin, eunice & yunting.
& ohya, happy belated birthday to EUNICE(:
after tht all went to play bball & left me & eunice, LOLS.
PangSeh sia.
lulu came after tht, crap & rot, LOLS.
at 12am, all went off le & left me, steph, quan & alvin.
chat chat awhile cos pei alvin wait for his cousins to come mah.
dhen we went off nor.

&&& i'm getting fatter & fatter le, LOLS.
holidays really makes me grow fat sia, even baby say i fat le><
LOLS.
gonna let steph blog le cos we're sleeping soon, tired luh D:

3 Months & 12 Days
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ytd slept at ard 4am.
dhen baby came & i woke up awhile dhen when to sleep again.
ate bread for lunch.
quarrelled with steph again, hais.
dhen quarrelled with baby.
why today so suay sia, hais!
until now haven okay yet, sian lah!
went hougang point meet mike with jienian.
& finally i today meet up with jienian le, chatted alot with him nah(:
kup hk with mike & jienian.
dhen smoked & mike went off le.
dhen me & jienian went hougang point de kopitiam eat lor.
after tht went smoking & jienian called daniel to find us.
but he's working & he came to find us at ard 10pm+
went upper watch steph, quan, jienian, ah chuan, daniel & alvin play bball.
hais, me & baby de quarrel became worser in dhe night><
dhey play till 12am+ dhen all went off le.
currently at muh house now, ltr ton-ing at aunt house again.
dont intend to sleep today le, hais.

tml mayb going out with steph to B Box.
dunno can cheng gong de go mah?
hope can bah, really feel like singing out loud.
hais!

3 Months & 11 Days
{{ woainies<33

ytd night was so damn hot lah, cant even sleep sia.
until 4am dhen get to sleep><
woke up at ard 11.30am.
so early wake up cos nidda go biaojie's house mah.
mike going with us too wor, lols.
prepare le jiu cab-ed dhere with mama, steph, mike & quan.
& dhe cab was so long lah.
dhen muhh mama cor cab lor.
ate le went shk dhen slack till 3pm+ dhen cab back aunt house.
drop mike at kovan dhen went meet baby dhen went JJ cut hair.
but hor, machiam nvr cut dao liddat-.-
sians~
wasted muh 8 dollars.
nvmm~ suan le.
went back aunt house after cutting hair lor.
alot ppl nah.
& aunt cook alot today wor, yummy(:
baby went off at 6.30pm, so early sia.
wo hao xiang ta(:
tonight gonna sleep early le if nort baby dowwan come find me, hahas.
good nites peeps(:
& to muhh baby too, woainies lah!!!

3 Months & 10Days
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ytd ton with steph at aunt house again.
LOLS.
we ytd 5.30am dhen sleep.
dhen 12.30pm+ wake u & saw baby was playing comp, lols.
prepared & went 805 eat.
"bought" alot of things from NTUC again, hahas.
baby was like so nervous, hahas.
after tht went back aunt house nor.
quarrelled with baby, sians.
we one week nvr quarrel le sia but now started again le, really sians.
firstly ish i angry with him cos he nvr pei me dhen i said some words tht make him angry-.-
till night, we was alright le but dhen till midnight...
sean jio me & steph go 401 eat supper.
dhen i told baby tht i going dhen he angry again.
cos i late go out-.-
dhen ask me dont replie him le):
hais.
suan le, hope tml he'll be alright & dont angry le.
baby, i love you.

tml going biaojie's house eat again cos his son birthday.
so many birthday this month sia, LOLS.
mayb mike ish going with us?
nidda sleep soon le.
good nites peeps & sweet dreams to all of youu(:
good nites to muhh baby too, muacks woainies<33

3 Months & 9 Days
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ytd steph stayed at muh house.
dhen woke up at 12.30pm+, prepared & went aunt house.
dar, jiunjye & mike alrdy dhere le.
went 805 eat after tht.
"bought" damn lot of chocolates lah(: hahas.
damn scary sia~
was playing with dar's fone de game whole day lah.
nothing special today oso.
ohya, ah chuan & sean came too.
eat le dinner, was tinking of where to go.
quan say wan go upper.
dhen we say punggol end.
i tink decide for about 1hr+ dhen we went upper-.-
guess what, we went punggol end.
know why?
cos upper too manyy ppl le.
so, me, dar, steph, sean & quan took cab go punggol end lor.
alot taxi drivers dont want take us sia cos too manyy ppl le-.-
slacked~ & played with dhe water till 9pm+ dhen went watch ppl fishing-.-
rotting lah~
till ard 10.30pm, bused home lor.
136 ish so damn long lah!!!
i wonder whats dar doing now, he didnt msg me le><
tml mayb he nort coming gugu house cos he isn't free?
i'll miss him nah(:
ohya, ton-ing at gugu house today:DD

3 Months & 8 Days
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wow, ytd night i sleep damn early wor.
11pm jiu sleep le sia.
dhen today woke up at 12pm, i can sleep till ltr de wor.
cos dar cor me wake up, LOLS.
prepare & went aunt house.
didnt eat lunch today wor cos nort hungry.
dar, sean came first dhen followed by mike, jiunjye & ah chuan.
mike came back singapore le wor, bought me a small bag for putting tissue de.
purple colour de wor, i like it nah(:
& a soft toy, thanks alot nah(:
i cooked dinner today wor but dhe rice too hard le><
i'm sorry guys.
ohya, steph get back her results le.
gort 192 wor & she going SSS nxt yr, hahas.
yay, gort ppl pei me go sku le:DD
after dinner, jiunjye suggested to go punggol end & we took cab go lor.
i paid for it leh & guess what.
when we reach dhere, started raining-.-
dhen bus-ed back upper play bball.
waste muh money sia-.-
dhen went back aunt house slack awhile & dar went off at 10.30pm.
i'm having a bad headache now lah, mayb ish becos of dhe rain bah.
sians~
& quarrelled with muhh mama again, more sians!
i want respect her de but dhe words she use ish just so...vulgar lah.
example like ask me go be chicken or ask me let ppl fcuk or whatever de.
nb, liddat how i respect her sia.
& say what ask me go help boys icekoleong.
mama, it really hurts me alright but i know you wont even give a fcuking care about it.
hais.

& dar, today ish our 1ooth day anniversary, LOLS.
& sorry tht i scold vulgar again in blog but i really cant tarhan le, hais.

ohya, jiunjye going malaysia soon le, rmb tkcare of yourself alright? (:
dont eat too much in malaysia wor, ltr become fat arh, hahas. JKJK(:
& you said you wanna learn some cut hair de skill, must jiayou wor, you can do it de:DD
tkcares lots, muacks!
we'll miss youu.

3 Months & 7 Days
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YESTERDAY
didnt blog ytd becos tired mah.
but i 4.30am dhen sleep-.-
dhen today 11am+ jiu wake up le so now damn tired sia, LOLS.
ytd whole day at aunt house nor with lots of ppl.
gort me, dar, steph, sean frog, sean shiw, ah chuan, jiunjye & esmond.
aunt nort at home again cos she go mahjong again, LOLS.
dinner eat maggie again-.-
steph cook for all of us wor, so good nah(:
jiunjye, esmond & sean shiw went off at 10pm+ dhen dar & ah chaun went off at 11pm+
dhen left tht frog, lols.
he very xialan lah cos dar take his shoe mah dhen he dont let me use comp & keep of muh comp.
idiot!
when frog went off, me jiu play comp till 3am+ dhen play DS till 4.30am dhen sleep lor.
thts all about ytd:DD

TODAY
today ah ma's birthday wor, HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:
morning prepare hao le jiu went 805 eat dhen bought cake for ahma dhen headed back to muh house nor.
dar came quite early wor & followed by jiunjye.
ah chuan came ltr.
played comp & went upper slack.
saw esmond & his bro too, lols.
dhen slack till 7pm, me pei dar go take bus.
i tink dar sure very touch de nah cos i first time pei him go 401 take bus wor.
after tht came back home eat dinner lor.
eat le jiu eat pizza & cake.
nice luh~ but cant eat too much cos marcus say me turn fat le><
sians~
very tired le, i blog till here bah.
bye peeps(:

3 Months & 6 Days
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ytd ton with steph & sean but i tink nort counted as ton?
cos we sleep quite early ytd.
3am+ jiu sleep le.
morning jiunjye came & bath at aunt house, LOLS.
dhen went out le.
dar came at ard 12.30pm & woke me up-.-
washed up & went 805 eat.
sean eat le jiu went off 1st cos he nidda go work.
dhen dar went back aunt house cos dabao for youquan eat mah.
& once again, watch dar play dota, LOLS.
until 4+ i went to sleep.
at ard 6pm woke up dhen help aunt cook dinner.
ah chuan came dhen followed by jiunjye & sean shiw.
eat le dinner watch dar play dota again-.-
until 9pm dhen he pei me.
& he still have dhe cheek to say he pei me more dhen playing dota.
make me LAUGH OUT LOUD man!
hahas!
but i really did laugh damn loud, hahas.
after tht had a short cold war with steph nah, i'm sorry):
but now alrdy okay le.
ltr me & steph going muh house stay & tml i ton at aunt house again(:
& dar said he tml ton at aunt house oso, dunno can anort sia><
sians~
ohya, dar & ah chuan went off at ard 10.30pm lor.

Dar: i'm sorry, i today vent muh anger on youu two times le, hais. i'm very sorry, i shouldn't have did tht de. i dunno why lah, just too pekchek le, hais. i promise i wont be like this again le. 真得很对不起>< i love youu.

3 Months & 5 Days
{{ woainies<33

was raining heavily today wor.
cold nah, i like it(:
reach aunt house at ard 4.30pm.
took cab back wor.
dar alrdy at aunt house le, he so wet sia.
cos raining mah dhen he run cab ?
LOLS, naughty boy lah him.
hmm...same thing again nor, watch dar play dota & dunno what mafa TD.
LOLS.
i like tht game wor but i dunno how to play-.-
can see tht dar today quite pro? hahas.
he so haolian lah, but i like it:DD
at 7pm, went in room watch VCDs.
& steph cook mee for us wor, so good luh~
ohya, chuanho, sean, jiunjye & alvin came too.
but jiunjye & alvin came awhile nia jiu went off le.
chuanho & dar went off at 11pm.
dhen sean ton with me & steph tonight at aunt house nor.

currently at muhh house with steph waiting for muhh father to sleep dhen can go aunt house-.-
he still haven sleep sia, sians~
faster sleep nah!!!!
hahas.

currently at muh BiaoGe's house.
just ate finish muh lunch dhen biaoge gave us mini cornetto ice-cream, LOLS.
cute luh~

woke up at ard 11.30am dhen ytd night sleep at 2.30am sia.
so damn tiredd nor.
slack awhile ltr dhen go back aunt house bah.
cos ltr dar coming mah so must go back asap.
i write until here bah(:

3 months & 3 days.
{woainies<33

ytd sleep very early wor, 1am+ jiu sleep le.
didnt get to watch 1oo% Entertainment ><
woke up at 10am cos aunt nidda go play majong at 12pm so gort to go eat earlier lor.
dhen in dhe end dhe auntie say 3pm dhen start-.-
can sleep longer de lor.
msg dar & he didnt replie sia, cor him oso nvr ans dhen i tot what happen.
ohhh...yuan lai he gort bball training & his hp put at home.
dar came at ard 2pm nor.
watch him play dota for very long nah.
until night i tink??
jiunjye, ziwei & sean came too.
steph miss sean nah, two days nvr come find her le sia(:
for dinner, we ate last night de leftover food nor cos aunt nort at home mah><
eat le dhen watch TV & slack lor.
& dar went off at 11pm nor.
hmm...nothing much to type le.
sians~
ohya, tml going Yi Ma's birthday party.

3 months & 2days(:
{woainies<33

today nvr sleep dao.
hmm, actually gort sleep abit nah.
total i tink three hours nia-.-
morning slept from 9.30-ard10.30 while waiting for dar to come.
dhen he come le, me jiu wake up le, lols.
after tht went bath & prepare dhen gugu ask me & dar go 805 da bao come home eat.
dar dont have feng du de lor cos i take so much things he nvr help me take de, LOLS.
must wait till i say dhen he take.
hahas.
i keep suan him today sia, sorry nah.
dont angry wor, hehes:DD
reach aunt house le jiu eat lunch dhen he play dota & me pei him nor.
pei him till ard 4pm dhen i went to sleep.
6pm, gugu called cos i nidda help cook mah.
cos gugu nort at home><
damn tired nor.
hmm, dar say nice wor, hehes.
dunno say real de mah but still happy lah(:
steph slept frm morning 10+ sleep till night 7+ dhen wake up, LOLS.
didnt even eat her lunch-.-
after tht watched TV & shk nor.
10smth dhen dar went home le.
currently msg-ing with him(:

{woainies<33
happy 3 month & 1 day with youu too:DD
youu shld know what i mean, hahas.
everyday must say wor, LOLS.

wow, until now me & steph haven sleep wor.
she going sku ltr at 6.30am.
so pei her until tht time nor.
dunno want to sleep anort leh.
dont feel tired & i wanted to wait for dar to come if he gort come lor.
LOLS.
so boring~~~
who can come aunt house pei me~~~~><
hahas.
i'm just bored luh~
i miss youu & love youu lots nah(:

Firstly, happy 3rd month to me & dar(:

ytd ton again, with sean & steph until ard 4am+ dhen sleep.
dhen morning 10smth aunt jiu cor us wake up go out eat le, tired sia.
dar came ard 11am.
went 805 eat nor dhen boutght things jiu came back aunt hse.
didnt celebrate much for our 3rd month cos we didnt go out or whatever><
but had a happy time with dar luh~ (:
we cooked maggie mee together & it was dhe 1st time wor.
cos before tht we watched youtube de ghost video mah.
dhen some ish scare people de, dhen me tio shock.
LOLS.
so was scared lor dhen ask dar pei me cook.
was very tired in dhe afternoon luh but dar wants me pei him so didnt manage to sleep.
ard 6pm, dar jiu went off le cos he nidda go police station mah.
ohya, jiunjye came too.
cor for Mac & thts our dinner lor.
smoked le dhen jiu felt very tired jiu went to sleep liao.
sleep until now dhen wake up sia becos muh mum called me.
dhen decided nort to go home le.
sians~
i tink i tonight stay tml cannort le.

&&& dar told me tht his police case ish getting worser le cos he nidda report after another two weeks. hais, so worry for him sia. i hope nothing will happen to him, haisD: & he told me tht after he bath he'll msg me sia but in dhe end didnt): dhen i woke up so late so i tink he's asleep now lor. i miss youu nah. hope this police case wont drift our distance apart again. 我真的爱你， 我会为你担心和难过，这就证明我真得很在乎你也很需要你的。我爱你<33

ytd steph ton at muhh house until 4am dhen went to sleep.
woke up at ard12pm, prepared & went aunt house.
dar, aunt, weiwei & quan went 805 le so me & steph waited for them to come back at aunt house lor.
dar lend me his PSP play wor, fun nah.
i like it(:
i want buy one too, LOLS.
hais, ate maggie mee for dinner againD:
sians~
hope aunt can cook for us><
watched dar play dota & he oso gort pei-ed me watch tv, happy nah.
hope this wont end soon.
today ish me & dar de 3rd month wor, hehes.
hopefully nothing will happen in dhe morning when dar coming.
ton again tonight, lols.
now everynight ton sia, gonna have panda eyes & eye bags real soon le><
& i found a job at cineleisure, dunno want it anort leh.
sians~
liddat i 2 weeks cant see dar & i alone work dhere sia.
& hor, so far & so long hours sia.
sians~~~
ohya, dar went off at 10.30pm.
starting to miss him so much le sia><
i love him more & more each day nah<33

tml dunno want go where neh, mayb stay at aunt house whole day bah.
holidays are so boring nah.
but school days oso boring, LOLS.
sians lahhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~

{ woainies<33

& lastly, one more day to me& dar's 3rd month(:
hope nothing will happen><
hais~
i'm really scared i'll lose him, i want him to be mine forever de.
i really love youu alot, trust me please.
woainies(:

ytd ton-ed with steph & sean till ard 5am dhen sleep.
actually wanna sleep earlier de but steph dont let me sleep, LOLS.
but in dhe end i oso fall asleep, hahas.
i tink sean went off at ard 6.30am?
early rite?
cos he nidda go pai xi mah.
i woke up ard 1pm+ & saw dar & samantha, lols.
they saw my sleepy face, paisae nah:DD
didnt went out eat today cos gort laksa at home.
so aunt cook laksa for us nor.
me & dar until now haven alright yet.
i wonder when will this end?
his moodswing ish getting worser & worser le, hais.
i such a failure, dar so stress but i cant even help him, hais.
whatever i do ish just making him angry.
mayb i'm his burden?
or he doesn't need me at all?
i dont want suspect him de but his attitude towards me makes me feel like he's hating me, hais!
suan le, i'll just tolerate till his case over bah & see howD:

& today a cb kia cor me & scold me.
nabei, i let you scold de arh.
_|_ you lah!
dont ever cor me again i tell you, nabei!

YESTERDAY
went Cathay watch movie The Game Plan.
its nice & funny(:
after tht went Orchard walk walk, me bought a jean shorts wor.
dar & dane went Food Junction eat & pangseh me, steph, sean & minyang><
dhen we went Billy Bombers eat our dinner lor.
total cost bout 70 dollars sia & dhe food isn't tht nice after all-.-
didnt really tok to dar becos he's in a bad mood, hais.
mingyang & dane went off 1st followed by dar becos me, steph & sean nort going back so early.
dhen we went Cineleisure walk walk lor.
all dhe shops going to close le lor, & actually wanted to take neoprints but dhe shop closing le-.-
dhen decided to watch another movie but nort enough money take cab home after tht.
so we went arcade lor.
played dhe ParaPara Dance de, LOLS.
sean so pro lah, me noob><
damn fun at dhere but quarrelled with dar.
hais.
he wants a brk up again but in dhe end didn't brk><
nearly brk sia, damn sad, hais.
reached aunt hse at ard 12am.
& ton with steph & sean till ard 5am.
we drank beer & play poker, LOLS.
dhen went to sleep lor~

TODAY
woke up at 11.30am & saw dar lying on sofa playing his PSP.
didnt tok much with him till he talks to me lor.
cos ytd happen so much things thts why i dunno how to tok to him, hais.
jiunjye came back from malaysia le wor.
went 805 for lunch dhen bought things & headed back to aunt hse.
was still alright with dar & i can sees tht he wants me to pei him.
but i dunno why today i kepy on playing games & neglect him.
i'm sorry dar.
i wont be like this again le, i know you're worried bout your case.
but can dont vent your anger on me mah?
hais.
when you want treat me good jiu treat me very good but when you dont feel like treating me good jiu find smth to quarrel with me.
i alwaes give in becos i know you're having alot of stress & i dont blame you at all de.
i just want you to know tht i'll alwaes be with you no matter what.
i really really wanna know what you're tinking, why alwaes keep it to yourself?
me, aunt, steph & lots of ppl are caring for you de, why dont tell us how you feel?
hais.
dont becos of tht case you want break alright?
hais, woainies.

maybe tonight ton at aunt hse again bah.
i wonder tml dar will come aunt hse mah?
i guess we gonna quarrel again, hais.
i'll try muh best nort to & give in to you de, hais.
i love you<33

nort in a mood to do posting today, hais.
tml dhen post bah><

{i still love youu.

ytd actually steph staying at muh house de but dunno why mama ask me go aunt hse sleep.
LOLS.
dhen it was alrdy 2am le so steph suggest tht dont sleep until morning dhen we go prepare dhen go POSB bank dhere lor.
dhen we watch Top on the Forbidden City till ard 5.30am.
dhen tot gu zhang going wake up le so we have to act tht we're asleep lor.
but i buay tarhan le so sleep 1st dhen put alarm at 7.30am.
but dhen we woke up at 10am-.-
so have a quick bath jiu faster rush to meet steph's father.
make dhe card le jiu went for lunch lor.
meet aunt at 805 dhen bought things jiu went back aunt hse.
waited for dar to come(:
he today quite good wor.
played his PSP & pei me at dhe same time, last time he only will concentrate on one thing nia & thts game-.-
but today he so weird de, hahas.
but i like it:DD
was sort of showing steph attitude luh~ sorry><
dhen i went play comp, dar pei me again wor.
OMG~ 1st time sia, hahas!
however, we quarrelled again cos of someone luh, sians~
i shldn't have tok bout him de, i'm sorry dar.
he just simply ignore me dhen i went out to tou tou qi.
& dont answer their cor dhen i msg dar.
he just keep ask me come back nia & didnt even answer what i've asked him-.-
dhen he angry again dhen me jiu lan lan come back lor.
LOLS.
he still didnt tok to me & i cried & cried at one side.
he didnt care at all><
its obvious tht he wont care lah cos he doesn't know how to comfort meD:
when i stop crying le dhen he came tok to me & eventually we're alright le(:
now i so sleepy sia, mayb ish cry too much le T_T
steph cooked dinner for us today cos i'm nort in a good mood mah.
dar did help oso, lols.
dhey dunno cook what egg inside gort mushroom de, LOLS.
dar suggested to put it de, diaos~
at 10pm, dar went off le.

& now i waiting for steph to bath hao lor cos she tonight staying at muh house.
dhen tml we going watch movie:DDDDD
actually dhey plan to watch on monday cos tml sean cant go.
but dhen minyang & dane cant go on monday.
so we change back to tml, LOLS.
all sean's fault! FROG~~~~
hahas.

guess dar ish sleeping now le cos tml he've to wake up early for his tuition with mingyang.
i miss him nah.
& love him(x
muacks dar, woainies<33

woke up at 11.30am today.
dar kept msg me & woke me up><
tired de sia, LOLS.
went aunt hse with steph dhen until ard 2pm dhen went out eat lunch with dar, steph & aunt.
bought things & dar was angry with me bout smth.
& i dont wish to mention it here(:
so i just follow him wherever he goes lor.
reached aunt hse le, he straight away go play dota le.
so i just watch tv with steph nor.
ohya, i didnt went for class BBQ today wor.
firstly, too tired le so dont wish to go.
secondly, today nort free.
help aunt do house work & cook lor.
after tht when sean came, dar came in room oso.
but he didnt tok to me lah, was like treat me transparent liddat lor.
so start to feel abit dulan.
i just lie at one side alone watching VCD lor.
dhen he came & tok to me.
was happy lah cos at least he did notice tht i'm unhappy(:
today "bought" 3 packet of sweets, all finish in one day sia, LOLS.
& was snatching with dar lah, hahas.
fun fun(x
eat dinner le, he smoked dhen jiu went off le.
i tot he wont give me goodbye kiss & just go sia.
but dhen he gave me(:
hahas, so unexpected lor, LOLS.
i didnt msg him until 11pm he msg me wor, happy happy(:
but a few msg nia, he jiu went to slp le.
i tink he tml nidda go for basketball training, thts why so early sleep bah.
ohya, sunday going to catch a movie with dar, steph, sean, minyang, dane & mayb boon wor.
looking forward for it lah cos damn long nvr watch movie le.
hais, 6 more days to our 3rd month.
but tht day ish whether dar will get probation nia or go boys' home.
really very scared he'll go boys' home sia.
i really dont wish him to leave me alone for 3 whole weeks, hais!
so i wish to have more time with him.
baby, you understand mah? woainies(:

tommorow gonna wake up at ard 8am cos steph wanna go do smth.
& i pei-ing her go mah.
now waiting for her to bath hao dhen go muhh house.
i love her nah, alwaes pei me(:
give you a kiss, muacks.
dont say i nort good, hahas:DDDDD

hmm, dont feel like going tml's intensive cos its so damn boring lah.
& i rather sleep at home><
ytd ton with dar, steph, sean & jiunjye.
but dar & steph sleep very early.
cos dar sick thts why he sleeps early & steph i tink she's too tired?
so i ton with jiunjye & sean lor.
at ard 2am plus, alvin came awhile dhen went home-.-
dhen jiunjye says he came to smoke nia, LOLS.
was boring lah cos dar sleeps so early lor.
& tml mayb nort going to see him?
saturday feel like watching a movie but dunno who's free, sians~
so long nvr watch movie liao lahD:
ohya, tml gort class bbq wor & i dont even know what time need to go sia-.-
& i dont even know where's dhe place.
i only know ish near rivervale?
boring lah~

ytd slept at ard 4 plus dhen woke up at 11.30am.
dar went off at ard 9am plus, he did tell me when he's going off lah.
suan ta wuxim, LOLS.
jiunjye & sean i tink dey slept till 3pm plus?
prepared & went home wait for muh mum.
cos going muh grandma's birthday & of cos steph & youquan pei-ing me go.
cabb-ed dhere & ate steamboat, nice luhh~
one year one time only sia, LOLS.
& muhh 'jiu mu' cook-ed tomyam wor, its very nice luh~
cos she's from thai.
eat le play-ed daidi with steph, youquan & a cousin from muh mother's side.
ard 3pm, we headed to steph's ahgong house.
it's oso ard Sims Drive, so very fast we reached dhere le.
tok awhile dhen went off le.
waited for bus 80 & it was so damn long lah so we took 62 home.
saw jiunjye downstair & he's bringing steam fish for ahma so i took 2 from him, lols.
cos i'm hungry luh~
eat 5 'shui jing bao' & tht 2 steam fish lor.
smoked le & ate ice-cream, i like it(:
damn nice.
but so expensive if nort i buy alot to eat le, LOLS.
watched tv whole day after we came back.
until ard 7.30pm, i fall asleep till 9smth dhen wake up.
steph slept oso & woke up after me.
watched dhe 9pm show dhen sturn with steph & now blogging lor.
didnt get to contact dar cos his handphone ish switch off-.-
sians lah.
i wonder what he's doing now lor, hais.
suan le, i'm giving upD:
now steph wanna blog le, bye everyone & dar.
hais, i'm nort gonna wait for your msg anymore.
wo fang qi le!

very happy today wor cos didnt quarrel with dar(: LOLS.
i'm stupid lah, liddat oso happy-.-
but sad too cos today dar sick wor):
& i tink he dont have dhe energy to ton le bah, hais.
currently at home now, ltr going back aunt hse ton.
& dar was sleeping right now le><
& ltr i tink alvin coming too?
very sians sia, must wait for muh father to sleep, hais.

today went hougang mall bought lots of things wor(x
cook-ed & eat dhen slack~
everyday ish soooo relax lah(:
hope this holiday wont end so fast, pleaseeeeeeeee~
& i want jobs, jobs & JOBS!!!!!
i want moneyyyyyy~
i want more clothesssssss~
LOLS.
{woainies<33

hmm, had a small quarrel with dar just nowD:
but i tink was alright le bah & he tml morning will come find me wor.
didnt eat since morning sia, eat a few kaya toast nia.
until ard 5.30pm dhen eat muh lunch cum dinner sia><
nothing to do now sia, all of them went back chalet le.
faster tomorrow can??????? ><
i want see dar & go b box (x
lols, dunno they want anort, i wanna SING-OUT-LOUD!!!! :DDDDDD
tml dhen blog again bah(:


&&&&&&& i want JOBS lahhhhhhh~

pon sku with jess, LOLS.
now at spencer's house blogging(:
bored lah, dar nort with me>< & didnt ans muh cor or msgD:
mayb ltr going back aunt hse slack with steph, hahas.
i miss dar so much nah, faster wed can? =x
nothing much to blog sia.
ohya, just now morning went for breakfast with boon, kenneth & chitwan.
chitwan ish a bastard lah! :DD
hahas.

sians~~~~~~

today was a very sian day lahD:
but quiet, LOLS.
cos only me, steph, youquan & guzhang at home.
dar, sean & jiunjye dey all went for chalet le.
looking forward to wed lah, cos dar ton-ing at aunt hse(:
hehes.
highlight muh hair today, can say ish quite satisfied luh(:
bought foundation & lip gloss oso.
dhen went back aunt hse with steph, slack~
bored bored bored...
oh god, i realised tht chem lesson i only attend once sia.
hais, mdm chia confirm very dulan me><
suan le..
i miss dar so much nah.
hope time faster pass.......
woainies(:

today was a short day to me?
lols.
went for lunch at 2.30pm & bought things.
dhen went back aunt hse.
rest & listening to songs while waiting for dar to come.
he gort tuition with mingyang mah.
they reach at ard 5.30pm.
hais, really hope can have more time with dar lah, i'm really afraid tht he'll ended up in boys homeD:
but he need to go for chalet for 3 days sia.
nvmm~ i must be positive(:
wo zhen de hen ai ni><
dar stayed till ard 9.45pm jiu went off le.
tml, tues & wed cant see him le.
but wed night he ton-ing at aunt hse, hehes. & me too:DD

i wanna go eat muhh chocolate le.
i LOVE hershey's chocolate(:
but i LOVE dar more of cos:DDDDDDDD
wo xiang ni~

steph tonite oso staying at muh house wor(:
went for lunch today dhen went back aunt hse nor.
dar came aunt hse alrdy le, & of cos dar was playing dota, LOLS.
today gort alot ppl wor.
jiunjye, samantha, chuanho, sean, steph, weiwei, youquan, marcus, me & dar(:
aunt nort at home again so me & steph must tkcare of dhe house nor.
dar & marcus cook luncheon meat & make dhe whole kitchen so oily sia.
dhen make steph damn dulan, LOLS.
in dhe end marcus did help to mop dhe floor nah(:
chuanho went off 1st dhen dar went off at 4.30pm.
so early nah><
others quite late dhen go off.
hais, tml last day meet dar le dhen 3 days cant see him le sia.
cos he going kenny's chalet.
but he says tht those three days, he morning will come find me.
happy nah, thanks dar(:
wo ai ni lah<33
tml dar gort tuition, mayb going find him after his tuition with steph(:
i felt tht muh days are getting happier le, hope this will nort end soon.
gonna go eat supper le if nort mama will kp, LOLS.
nites everyone & muh baby(:

didnt go for intensive today becos i was still sick.
went to see doc & gort dhe MC. LOLS.
was still cold war-ing with dar today so didnt tok to him.
when me, aunt & steph went out eat dhen came back, smth happen...
hmm, cant mention out here but he was caught by police again lah-.-
dunno today ish a bad or good day wor cos when dar in lock up, his attitude towards me change le.
like we're returning back like last time & really happy about it(:
but sad tht i scared dar will ended up in boys' home, hais.
& at our 3rd month, he's going court?
sians lah~
hope dar will be alright soon><
went for interview for jobs today with sean, jiunjye & gary.
actually shld be dar going de but dhen he tio caught mah so i replaced him.
tml need to go for 2nd interview de but dar nort doing tht job so i decided nort to go for it le.
mayb tml going find jobs with dar?

dar: i love you alot de, dont leave me alright? walk with me in muh life will you? woainies<33

didnt i treat you good enough?
didnt i love you more enough?
why do you wanted to leave me & said tht you dont love me le.
i tink he's wanting to ask me for brk up for a long time but i didnt want it.
mayb there will be a silent brk & mayb tht will be better for me, hais.
boy, you forgort all dhe memories we had le mah?
you loved me so much last time but now you said feelings fade & hurt me once again.
why must you liddat, izzit so difficult to love me?
i dunno how to let you know tht i really love you alot & dowwan you to leave me just like this.
we're alright in dhe afternoon de but why suddenly like this.
why? i really want to know, hais.
i put you first in muh heart & did everything for you.
you said you know it de but why throw me away in dhe end?
you ask me nort to hurt muhself le & i didnt le.
you ask me nort to scold vulgar & i didnt le.
but now just becos i didnt tell you why i look like angry today dhen you want a brk up with me.
i just mean so little to you mah?
there's really no more hope for us to be together le mah?
hais.

wo hui deng ni zai ai wo de.
wo yuan yi wei ni er si wo ye yuan yi wei ni er huo.
wo hai bu gou hao ma?
wei she me yao zhe me shang hai wo?
wo zhen de hen tong ku ni zhi dao ma?
zhen de hen tong ku...

dont really feel like posting today becos i'm tired & sick><
i went for intensive today wor but pon lesson at 10am with jess cos me really too xinku le so went aunt hse to rest.
didnt quarrel with dar today(:
but now, nearly lah, hais.
dar went off at 7pm dhen me eat finish dinner jiu went to slp le.
slp till 9pm & now damn headache lah, hais):
steph more pro sia, just came back from kayaking jiu from ard 3pm slp till now haven wake up, LOLS.

i now go rest bah, damn tired.
i miss you & i love you alot alot<33

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