went to sku as usual.
at morning assemblyy, mrs tan wanna tok to me, she tok to me for bout 30min sia.
i kept wanna yawn but didnt did it.
i give her face okays=x
LOLS.
todayy we'hv PE & we playedd softball nidd run here run dere.
shi tiredd de lors.
LOLS.
after tht have chinese class, dar pon class go gurls toilet-.-
i didnt know at first dhen fredrick came to ask me go save him, lols~
becos mrs ho ishh just outside dhe toilet so dar&quackquack cant come out.
so i went into dhe toilet findd them but i oso dunno what to do.
so just wait till mrs ho go lors.
dhen andrea came sayy mrs ho go lerx, so deyy all run out.
LOLS.
after tht i went backk class again-.-
recess time spent in class, bought food go up eat.
dhen was sleeping during eng&phy periodd, shiokk lahh~
after sku actuallie gort oral so we went eat lunchh in canteen but in dhe endd dont have lerx cos lam lam nvr come todayy.
so we went hougang mall walk walk norx.
took same bus withh dar wor cos he going counselling near hougang complex de.
he made me cryy luhh~ but gave me a kiss after tht(x
went punggol find dar after going hougang mall.
tot findd him awhile nia, in dhe endd was withh him for 3hours.
dhen forgort todayy nidda go eat dinner withh aunt deyy all.
so quickklyy rushhedd to blk805 de kopitiam for dinner, ate hot plate steakk.
it was delicious narh(:(:
so now i was at aunt hse blogging, wanna go watchh tv lerx.
tml will be blogging again(x
iLOVESdar1314

i'm backk home from aunt hse lerx.
blog again(:
afternoon went dar house, get his hugs andd kisses lerx.
so sweet~~~
i love dhe feeling of youu holding muhh hand tight, i felt so secure(:(:
hope we'll last, i love dar.
19 more dayy to 1st monthh, i'm so excitedd-.-
i excitedd for what sia, LOLS.
i must sleep earlyy lerx, tml gort oral.
cannort be late for sku & gort eng paper 1?
i didnt prepare anyything for dhe exam-.-
die die, jialat liaos.
hais!
nvm, zou yi bu suan yi bu bahh.
i nidda go bathh dhen sleep lerx, goodd nites everyybodyy XD

todayy didnt go sku wor cos i woke up at 7.20-.-
actuallie i wanna go but i scaredd gort detention cos i'm late.
so dont wanna go lerx.
dhen i went backk to slp until 9.30, msged withh jess.
&she sayy dar will come find me after sku wor.
dunno he will mahh>< i miss him lahh~
so boredd at home, dunno lata wan go sku find deyy all mahh.
see first bahh.
hmm, i gonna go eat lerx.
at night see whether gort time dhen tag again(:(:
iloveMENGSOONx33

fuckkedd upp><
he treat me so coldd luhh~
like i'm nort his steadd liddat, i feel so hurt lahh!
he dont even care.
wtf!!!!!
he wont even care how i feel lerx, thts hurt okayy??
i dunno what to do luhh, i'm reallyy tiredd of missing him & he's happilyy playing comp.
fuck fuck fuck!
wo lei lerx, zhen de hen lei lerx.
hais.

finallyy get to chat withh him on fone lerx.
soooooo happie~ XD
he's sickk): but he sayy he felt quite okayy lerx after he sleep.
woke up so late luhh, 9 something sia.
but get to chat withh him on fone ish alrdyy verii gdd lerx(:
although onlyy for 20 min nia cos he nidda studyy, bobian~
he askk me quit smoking worrs><
hope i can do it, kambateh!
& tml he gort tuition, dunno can meet dao him mahh.
i wan his hugs & kisses narhh>< two dayys didnt see him after sku lerx.
hope tml can, really hope so dont wanna get disappiontedd again):

jus now jj, mike & alvin came muhh aunt hse.
jj so funnyy:D he kept dancin, LOLS.
alvin's techno ish nice luhh:D
& mike ish a big big bully XD
at 8pm liddat deyy all went backk lerx & i was sian again.
do wordd search puzzle until sian liaos.
LOLS.

ohya, i sooo longgg nvr see steph lerx.
she tml comin, i guess she have alot alot storyy to tell me bout her.
hahas, i miss steph~~~

dar didnt come sku today><
after tot can go findd him but in dhe endd he saidd cant, was dissapointedd luhh~
msgedd him in a verii badd moodd dhen quarrelledd):
am i irritating him? i foundd out tht i reallyy cant live withhout him.
but i tinkk to him, i'm nort tht important in his heart.
he last time toldd me something & made me more scaredd tht i'll lose him.
hais~ i dunno what to do dhen he'll love me more andd spendd time withh me more.
even now in msn, he talk to me like normal frens liddat.
we dont lookk like stdd at all!
wat to do????~~ ):):):):):
i bought a wordd search puzzle today becos when i miss him i can do something to occupyy me.
so i wont miss him so muchh.
i hate tht feelingg, i wonder he misses me anort.
hais.

to dar: if youu will ever readd muhh blog, i want youu to know tht i reallie love youu alot. i'm just afriadd tht i'll lose youu & nort wan alwaes irritate youu andd askk youu qns tht youu dont feel like answering. sorryy, but i cant control muhh moodd. i wan youu spendd more time withh me but youu said youu cant go out. but whyy can go out withh frens when deyy jio youu out? even if i saidd so muchh youu oso will shoot me backk, i tinkk if youu were me youu'll know. cherishh me can, i love youu):

now i at dar house, i alone sia.
he went downstair with his sister, so boringg~
jus now i went hougang mall withh jess, xiu, adel & ahhboon after muhh srp.
ate LJS andd dhen chat chat dhen deyy tookk bus home andd i came dar house norx.
boredd boredd boredd~
secondd post todayy lerx.
lols.
at night see gort time dhen post again bahh.
he came backk lerx XD

jus finishh muhh recess withh dar, jess, xiuyin, adel & ahh boon.
so full~ now at comp lab so can blog.
hahas.
i miss him): dunno after muhh srp can go findd him mahh.
hope can bahh, dont wanna get dissapoint again.
i so happie when i'm beside him, but miss him when he's nort dhere lerx><
so boringg at comp lab.
ohya, dar morning gave me chocolate, so sweeeeeeeeet~~~ LOLS.
jus now at LIT kaobei dhe teacher, she too xialan lerx XD
dhen at CHINESE kar jienian hk.
hahas.

hmm, i have nthh to write lerx but i'm boredddddddd~~~
sians~
iLOVEhim; 18thJULY 12am x33

so lazyy blog nowadayys, too tiredd to blogg lerx.
yawns~ i'm getting tiredd again-.-
same as dar luhh~ lols.
he's alrdyy aslp & i blog lerx jiu go slp liaos.

todayy went sku normallyy, rain-edd so went classroom.
was laughing all dhe wayy withh jess dhen nearlyy nvr see dao him cos he walkk past muhh class verii fast.
but i tinkk in dhe second periodd he walkk past muhh class again withh his frens, happiie^^
he go shk-.-
class was so boringg, but luckky gort jess pei me crap & laughs^^
i love her narh(x
in chemistryy class nearlyy slp cos quite boringg but manage to understandd what `cher hadd saidd(:
after chemistryy class, huixin askk me&jess go libraryy findd mrs ho.
we tot what happen sia, ohh~ hadd something like counsellingg withh 8 more of our classmates.
cos our grades are.......erm...youu all shldd know bahh.
LOLS.
but it was fun, at least no nidd see mrs tan face.
after tht counsellingg went backk to class, halfwayy saw dar.
he sayy he wan pon D&T dhen after tht dunno he go where lerx.
he gort pon anort i oso dunno cos i calledd him after sku he jus reachh home.
gort so long de mehh? ><
i didnt askk him anyywayy, nvm.
after sku actually gort detention but marhesh toldd me i dont have so jiu went dar house straight away.
slackk at his hse till 4 something, sit sit at near playgroundd de table.
dhen went eat cos i'm hungryy~~
but didnt eat finishh, tht noodle ish horrible><
bought two chicken wings & went to findd dar's fren.
dar fedd me eat worrs, but in a veryy unhygenic wayy-.-
but he's still sweet(:(:
his fren verii funnyy luhh, wan smk but keep scaredd his frens see.
LOLS.
deyy went callingg ppl askk can go their house anort.
in dhe endd went to dar's fren house, wei qiang i tinkk.
watchh his fren playy maple & deyy are so boliaos-.-
went backk home at 8pm(:(:
happie dayy withh darXD
i love him forever~ 18thJULYY2oo7

ytd too tiredd lerx, so nvr blog.
hmm, oso nthh to tok bout ytd cos its a saddx dayy narhh):
dont wishh to tok bout it.

now i at netforce withh youquan, ahh boon, cliff, mingyang & weile.
its coldd de lors even though i wore long sleeve.
hope can get his hug><
dar ishh nort withh me cos he went swimming withh his frens><
sians~
dunno lata want go where lehh, sians muhh moneyy almost finishh lerx.
mama nvr give me allowance fer todayy derx, fk~
life ishh so boring~ hope i can be with dar everyy minute everyy sec & everyy moment.
dhen i wont feel boredd anyymore):
i love him narhhs~

{hope can see youu lata, but mostlyy ishh no bahh):):}

hmm, i dont wanna tok bout things in sku lerx.
cos sku ishh just so damn boringg~
gort srp after sku until 2pm.
dhen went kovan withh muhh three gurls & ahh boon, go eat dhen pei jess order birthhdayy cake for her dad.
dhen deyy pei me go buyy jeans.
i lookk so suckk in tht jeans sia, uglyy luhh~
but in dhe oso bought it actuallie cost $28 but in dhe dunno wat discout dhen cost $10 nia.
LOLS.
actuallie i cor dar to come too but muhh mum sickk dhen i'll be going backk home after buying dhe jeans so askk him nort to come lerx.
regret sia, i wanna see him><
shldd have askkedd him to come, hais~
i tinkk tml cant get to see him oso lerx, i tinkk he wont be coming to sku & will be going lan bahh.
mayyb after sku go lan find him??
i miss him so so so so muchh luhh, he miss me mahh?
sians~
he haven replie muhh msg, wonder what he doing now. sleeping? at bball court? at lan?
stop tinking lahh, xiujun! can trust him more mahh, stupid!
hais, keep telling muhhself all this.
i shall stop tinking bahh~

tml can wear home clothes to sku worrs, i'm afraid i'll be looking fat in tht jeans.
i mean muhh leg will be looking damn fat.
i hate muhh legs sia-.-
{xiang xin ming tian hui gen hao><}
wo ai ni laogong(:(:

he's so sweet luhh, ytd night tot he went to slp at 10 something lerx.
so i was waiting till 12am to msg him.
but while i was msging him, he msg me lerx.
he haven slp worrs, happie luhh~
dhen at 18th julyy, 12am, we steadd :DDDDDDDDDDDD
happie happie~~
i'll never leave youu, i love youu.

well, now tok bout things happen in sku bahh,
LIT; do lit class test, i dont understandd at all so didnt finishh it on time. nvm, hackk care & just hand upp norx.
CHINESE; gort chinese class test too, but verii late dhen go in. chat chat outside class 1st dhen verii long dhen go in, LOLS. but do half wayy jiu dont wan do lerx, jienian do so fast lors. he do finishh jiu go out of class lerx. dhen i toldd teachher i wanna go toilet but go lerx jiu nvr go backk class liaos. hahas, jess came out withh me too.
after tht went to find ms with jienian but cant find him in class jiu askk chengkang dhen he sayy deyy now ish PE lesson. ohh~ dhen jiu go canteen findd him, help him buyy foodd but he cant eat cos still in PE, lols dhen me andd jienian eat it while going to 3ec class. slackk in 3ec until 10am dhen ishh recess time lerx.
RECESS; saw him dhen buyy foodd share withh him cos i cant finishh it, but he bought foodd oso. so eat half nia dhen all giv him eat lerx, lols. so i spent muhh recess time withh him, jess, adel & xiuyin(:(: after tht jiu go up toilet shk=x tookk photo withh him dhen went backk class=p
PHY; copiedd notes~ mdm lu sayy we too noisyy dhen askk whole class standd outside, so coldd luhh~ but worth it cos i saw him come up, he went shk again-.- standd outside for bout 10min jiu go in lerx, so fast>< LOLS.
CHEM; do experiment in chem lab, fun luhh~ but some verii disgustingg, eeyyers~ sit with belle & tok to her, she's quite nice luhh. do worksheet dhen clear up jiu go backk class for maths lesson, hate it man><
E-MATHS; learnedd tengents & dunno wat thing, forgort liaos. lols, after tht wen for lunchh cos gort srp.

sians luhh~
actuallyy todayy going findd him after srp but he cant come out cos his fathher at home><
sians sians sians~
miss him alot lahh although saw him andd tok to him but those time nort even 1 hour):
msg him but he didnt replie, mayyb he's sleeping bahh.
until now haven replie me):):):):):
shldd reallyy nort tinkk of him so muchh, its me who will be hurt more><
but its worth it isnt it XP

do e-maths class test, dunno how to do, omg~
dhen i do three qns jiu slp lerx, i tinkk going to fail lerx bahh.
aiya, i dont care~~~
after srp jiu went aunt hse norx.
thts all, hope he'll replie muhh msg soon bah.

{i love him(:(:}

quite slackk in class todayy, actuallie everyydayy ishh quite slackk.
cos none of our teachers are fierce-.-
for PE; softball ishh quite nice to playy luhh, but xiuyin dunno how to throw derx, LOLS.
she throw so high lors, nearlyy hit dao me.
hahas.
CHINESE; slackkedd~ went out of class dhen go in dhen go out again as if like no teachher in dhe class liddat, lols.
RECESS; he made me jealous-.- nvm~ its okayy oneeeeee~ LOLS. ate prawn noodle andd act dao to adeline becos we dulan her, lols. blahhblahhs~ went backk to class with him, jess, xiuyin & adeline after recess.
ENG; smokkedd in toilet dhen went backk class chat chat dhen sleep, Zzz...when woke up, jiu saw him outside muhh class, happiie(:(: but dhen nort even for 5sec jiu go lerx cos saw mr low>< after awhile saw jiunjye, him&quite alot of ppl running past muhh class. ohh, deyy are running from mr low-.- diaos~
PHY; copyy notes, chat chat & playyedd with huixin's devil(x so cute, gort soundd derx. i wan buyy one soft toyy go sku playy oso. LMAO~ after tht sms-edd andd lie on table rest until bell rings for nxt periodd.
E-MATHS; wow, finallyy studiedd for this periodd. LOLS. now i gort ABIT interest in mathhs lerx, but still cant understandd too complicatedd lerx.

finallyy after sku lerx, gort abit dulan withh him cos he alwaes go lan andd hadd no time for me. but in dhe endd i felt so stupid to be angryy, i shldd be more understanddingg derx. sorryy>< went kovan KFC eat dhen ahh boon came, di siao-edd him HAHAS^^ tok on fone with him when going home, but nort toking happilyy): its muhh fault luhh~ i have no right to sayy him at all, i shldd giv him more freedom derx. andd it was alright after tht. went aunt hse, eat, now wan go watch tv lerx andd waiting for him to msg me(:

nearlyy late fer sku todayy, woke up at 6.50am-.-
but dhen didnt late & i was like so happie, yay yay no nidd get offence slip andd detention.
but dhen, something happen at recess time.
i tio caught byy rafi for nort tucking in shirt & thina askk me cut muhh finger nails-.-
saddx lahh~ in dhe endd oso kana offence slip andd detention & muhh nails were cut off.
sians~
after recess dhen ish chem lerx, went to lab & mdm chia gave me jiaobin!
hate it okayys?!
dhen was like badd moodd norx but awhile jiu okayys lerx.
after chem ishh value edd, two china student came & intro themselves dhen awhile jiu went off lerx.
diaos-.-
but tml deyy coming again luhh~ until fridayy bahh.
in class i was like sian diao, after sku nid go for 1 hour detention & until dhen was like 2.30 lerx.
but xiuyin toldd me tht todayy 12.30 jiu fang xue lerx.
so happie, cos 1.30pm jiu can go lerx.
dhen after sku i go fer detention & oso sit dere for 20min dhen marhesh let me go lerx.
he verii goodd narh, nxt time must treat him chocolate lerx.
but he keep di siao-ing me-.-
after tht went out sku findd him & was like sort of quarrelling.
but awhile jiu okayys lerx(:(:
went out withh him until 4 something dhen he went netforce withh his frens dhen i came aunt hse.

thts all bout todayy bahhs~
{i love youu more & more, youu're so sweet but xialan=x}

went aunt hse earlyy in dhe morning, went out eat after tht.
cos aunt gonna playy majong lata so must faster eat le jiu go home.
at aunt hse waitedd for him to come & go netforce.
i wait until sleep, LOLS.
andd then hadd a badd dream bout him><
luckkily marcus wan go take muhh fone dhen i woke up.
i dont wanna continue tht dream, thankks marcus!
LOLS~
slept for one hour he still haven come.
dhen at 4pm he calledd me andd askk me go netforce meet him.
andd i was like wthh~ sayy wan meet me 1st dhen in dhe endd go netforce meet.
nvm bout tht, just sometimes dont like ppl dua me.
but after tht was okayy lerx.
playyedd lan for 3 hours but i playyedd 2 hours jiu dont wan playy lerx.
cos it was damn damn coldd lors!
he didnt caredd at all, went on playying maple andd i was at dere shivering-.-
dhen i go staircase sit for 15min liddat dhen he didnt even come findd me.
i so saddx lors dhen msgedd him sayy i dont wan playy lerx.
he quite you liang xin, he oso dont wan playy le jiu come findd me.
he saidd he wait for me to come in find him & i was waiting for him to come staircase find me, LOLS.
dhen i at dere sadd sadd de, he jiu askk me yy at a verii badd manner.
dhen i crieddT_T but in dhe endd alright lerx(:(:
slackk until 8.30pm liddat, he sayy wan go home lerx.
took 119 dhen reachhedd le i pei him wait 136.
but in dhe endd he pei me go aunt hse, hehes.
happie luhh~ (x

cookkedd marcoroni fer him, steph, marc, garyy, jiunjye&weiwei.
alot rite? i ownself cookk lehh.
but deyy did eat it.
hahas.
while eatingg, garyy, weiwei&jiunjye keep sayyingg jokes andd tokingg craps.
was funnyy luhh~
i laughh until nearlyy chokedd sia, LMAO.
at 10pm, he wanna go home lerx so i pei him wait bus norx dhen i went backk aunt hse until 12.30am liddat dhen go home.
lols.
thts all~ wow, i type until so tiredd; go sleep lerx(:(: goodd nites everyybodyy~

todayy slept fer three periodds after recess.
but didnt get a goodd slp.
ivan deyy all ishh so noisyy><
after tht gort assemblyy & ahh chuan ishh funnyy luhh.
teachh me how to sleep while standding, LOLS.
dhen in assemblyy, i kept lookkingg at him&he was sleeping.
lols, cute~
after assemblyy i hadd physics practical test&me, jess andd xiuyin were so pekchek.
cos i wanna eatt cos i was damn hungryy dhen jess nidda go tuition dhen scaredd no time go home change, xiuyin i dunno.
hahas.
during phsics PT, i was sms-ing withh him.
lols.
dhen halfway, jess msg me andd saidd her std askk fer breakk up.
hais!
tht guyy was like so fuking bastardd.
sians~
& she criedd, hais~
sayy bout other things bahh.
after phsics, i went to aunt hse andd after tht steph came.
we went to playygroundd slackk&we chat for so long.
we were like have alot alot of things to chat bout liddat lors, LOLS^^
i love her luhh~
at 6pm liddat, he sayy he'll be comin after playying lan.
so happie~(x
dhen he came aunt hse, watchhedd wei wei deyy all playy maple andd i pei him.
dhen when i wanna watchh tv, i askkedd him pei me.
hahas.
ate dinner tgt dhen i chi bu wan, askkedd him help me finishh it.
lols.
dhen he stayy awhile more jiu went home lerx.
at night i ate sooooon kueyyy~
nice luhh but dhe chilli nort spicyy derx.
after i eat finish muhh mum jiu cor me go home lerx, so zhun sia.
dhen jiu went home lerx lors.
&tml dunno wan go where lehh, sians~

&lastlyy,
TO JESS AHMEI: dhere are still alot of guyys worth for your love derx, dont becos of one tree giv up dhe whole forest. dont be so saddx, i'll tell alot jokes to make youu laugh derx(:(: &if youu wanna wait for him, pls wait happilyy. i'll be your listening ear alwaes; SISTER FOREVER(x

todayy kana suspendd, all mrs tan fault!
i was caught byy thina todayy cos of improper attire.
actuallie no nidd suspendd de.
dhen mrs tan noe tht mr thina didnt know i dyed muhh hair jiu go tell him.
thts y i kana suspend-.-
go sku fer wat?! go lerx oso must come backk, diaos~
but oso goodd luhh, i tinkk todayy gort srp dhen i dont nidd attendd.
hahas!
sians~
hope todayy can see him, but he nidda go dunno wat changi thingyy.
so must see wat time he come backk norx.
hais, when can i be withh him?~
i must holdd on & wait><
lata going to cookk, hehes.
so long nvr cookk liaos.

me at night see gort wat interesting de things happen dhen blogg again bahh(:(:
LOVESx33

went sku & todayy nidda take temperature.
muhh temperature was 37.3 degree, how i wishh i gort fever andd no nidd studyy.
anyywayy, i dont nidd to studyy in class derx.
sleep in class teachher oso wont care, sians~
he gort come sku todayy worrs, hehes XD
but didnt tok to him muchh.
we'hv PE todayy but didnt run so just watchh ppl playy bball norx.
after tht chinese, i hate ma yi lao shi!!!
he made me sit in front><
but in dhe endd jess come pei me sit.
so goodd narh her; LOVESx33
after recess jiu start slpingg in class lerx cos too tiredd lerx.
i guess tml i'll be slping agian in class.

dhen after sku jiu go kovan withh jess, adeline&xiu.
crappedd aroundd andd its fun(x
sms-edd him & he was going to lan.
andd i said i wantedd to go too so went home bathh andd went netforce.
he was with anna too, deyy playedd 3 hours&i playyedd for 2hours.
after tht i waitedd fer them to finishh.
its was damn boring~
lols.
finishh lerx jiu went his house slackk.
until bout 8pm jiu take cab, he went for tuition&i went aunt hse.
first time go his house until so late, happie enough luhh~(:

-i wont tinkk so muchh lerx, will control muhh own feelinggs andd wont cryy so easilyy lerx(:(: i shld hv confidence in muhhself derx, andd i'll rmb wat youu hadd saidd to me<33

went to sku, didnt concentrate in class again-.-
onlyy concentrate in chem class.
dhen slp all dhe way till bell rings after chem class.
LOLS.
nort muchh fun in sku.
quarrelledd withh jiunjye todayy, he alwaes must make me angryy dhen he happie izzit?
diaos~
after sku went serangoon withh him to order nametag.
hais, he's so coldd towardds me todayy or i too sensitive lerx?
went aunt hse after tht dhen at night msgedd him.
& he was like hinting me something.
andd gave me a feeling it was a badd thing.
mayyb we jus coulddn't be tgt, shldd i let him go?
& let him go backk to her?
i dunno, hais.
i love him so muchh but yet he was like just pity me?
or wat?
i dunno luhh.
sians~
see how tml bahh, hope he will come sku><

{love me again pls)x}

continuedd~
he came netforce fer two hours dhen i watchedd him playy norx.
dhen ishh so coldd andd standingg sia.
he left bout 30min liddat jiu quit lerx cos he knows i'm SIANS~
so goodd luhh:D
lols.
dhen pei me chat&&shk at staircase.
dhen he went to meet someone, me jiu go backk aunt hse.
ate dinner dhen watchh tv.
after tht aunt andd steph came backk home lerx.
steph ishh a BIG BABY, LOLS.
she askk me feedd her eat-.-
dhen i kept asking her faster swallow faster swallow.
hahas.
after tht askk me help her massage.
LOLS.
i'm herr MAIDD huhh, lols-.-
dhen she chat withh me chat halfwayy jiu slp liaos.
she's too tiredd lerx lahh, cannort blame.
so kelian, she todayy 5.30am jiu woke go sku lerx.
i see her slp lerx me jiu nth to do lerx.
jiu went home norx.

ohya, i todayy video down hamster mating=x
LOLS.
its funnyy lors, dhe male hamster damn hornyy luhh!
dhen mike sayy me biantai, he sayy me lao bian tai-.-
badd lahh! XD
{tomorrow will be better(:(:}

sians~
now alone in netforce.
someone PS me luhh, hahas.
but its okayy lahhs.
he has gort something on.
wishh he lata can come findd me bahh.
i go playy maple lerx, at night will post again(:(:
missing him in progress~ XD

todayy quite a boring dayy.
went sku, dhen ish ncc day-.-
dhen standd so long, jiao suan sia.
after tht gort a 'cher tok to me.
dunno wat name, LOLS.
she verii lame, even muhh bra strip wat colour she oso wan care.
diaos lors.
walao ehh, nthh beta to do sia.
lols.
was slping in class andd didnt learn anyything todayy-.-
sians~
dhe after sku jiu go aunt hse lerx.
playyedd maple dhen alvin, sean andd mike came.
alvin help me playy maple dhen awhile jiu go withh sean lerx.
dhen i go
out eat withh muhh aunt left mike andd aunt hse slp.
dhen tickle his feet, LOLS.
funnyy~
was tiredd luhh, but dont feel like slping{missing someone}

- muhh love for youu will NEVER fade(:(:

i now in sku posting.
lols.
jinyu andd jiunjye, thhankks fer your concern(:(:
i'll tinkk bout it derx.
but i dunno whyy i like him so muchh.
mayybb its our memories bahh.
hais.
he last time nort liddat derx, i can confirm.
but now,its a different him lerx.
hais, i dunno whyy he wouldd become liddat.
reallyy miss last time de him.
verii sweet andd caringg derx.
sians~

&&sorryymike):

i just wanna love him, cant i?
whyy everyyone sayy until like everyythingg ish muhh fault.
reallyy fedd upp okayys?!
izzit wrong to love someone?
i sayy lerx, {ru guo ai ni shi cuo de, wo yuan yi yi zhi zhe yang cuo xia qu}
even it ish wrong to love him, i'll still love him.
as long as i couldd!
hais!
reallyy angryy todayy!
f**kk!
whyy i feel like evryyone ish controlling muhh life.
i live fer muhhself okayys?!
i dunno wat to sayy lerx, but reallyy cant tolerate anyymore lerx.
whatever i do ish wrong, i wan love him oso cannort.
i might as well die andd let them control me as muchh as deyy wan.

sorryy tht i saidd all this but i cant tolerate lerx.

although youu treat me so goodd when i askk youu out but youu dont love me.
i know):
but whyy i kept givin muhhself hope when deres no hope at all.
shouldd i be happy? or shldd i feel saddx?
i love dhe wayy youu treat me like a babyy, i love everyything youu do.
but i cant get your love.
can tell me things more bout youu?
i sometimes feel tht i'm so cheap, snatchhing youu from your gurl.
hais.
i love youu too muchh andd i triedd muhh best to make youu love me again.
i dunno how youu feel bout me now.
playy me onlyy? or wat?
can youu tell me?
wat youu sayy ishh truthh or i heardd wrong or youu just making me happy nia.
i reallyy wan know all this.
hais):):
reallyy saddx andd confusedd!


okayys, i'll now sayy bout wat i was doing in sku.
didnt late todayy, slp in class.
andd didnt concentrate on studies at all><
didnt see him too andd in dhe endd i know tht he tio suspanddedd.
didnt see him fer just one dayy, i'll feel saddx andd no moodd at all.
sians~
went fer srp after sku dhen went aunt hse.
thts all.
{imissyouutons)x}

nothing muchh to sayy today.
late fer sku, tio offence slip dhen nidd to go detention after sku><
triedd to studyy but slept in eng lesson fer half hour.
dhen go toilet smk, after tht studyy again.
until sku endds dhen go fer detention norx.
onlyy go fer 35 min dhen marhesh{dunno how to spell luhh-.-} let us go.
he goodd luhh~
tml sure will buyy chocolate fer him, hahas XD
went to eat in canteen withh mike.
dhen he went home after tht, i stayyedd in sku listen to "tall guyy" lame jokes.
LOLS.
dhen i was alone in dhe endd, calledd HIM pei me but he was at his fren house.
no chance to see him, sians~
dhen bobian go aunt hse norx.
playyedd maple, cookkedd andd ate dinner dhen watch tv awhile jiu go home lerx.

i now go playy maple lerx, 2X exp ;DD
{ilovehim(:(:}

tommorow sku nidda go sku lerx.
sians~
dunno will he go anort, hope so(:(:
went netforce findd jess, her steadd andd joeyy.
playyedd fer a hour dhen went to jess hse wait fer time to pass dhen go JJ findd him XD
slackkedd andd wait fer his fren to cut finishh his hair.
dhen went to punggol wait fer his fren to bathh andd came down to findd us.
went kovan; walkwalk, buyy mac andd went 7-eleven eat.
dhen went aunt hse withh him.
his fren went home dhen.
we made steph angryy worrs, cos he kept di siao steph):):
feel so badd luhh, sorryy steph><

{iloveHIM(:(:}

i just reachh home from aunt hse.
lols.
manman todayy tok to me in a so-good manner worrs.
happyy luhh(:(:
he nvr scoldd me dao.
jus now drankk beer again, drinkk until wanna vomit.
lols.
i'm noob in drinkkingg luhh.
to manman: youu gort view muhh blog izzit? how come youu know so manyy things derx, lols.
tml can anyybodyy jio me out?
i'm boringg at aunt hse everyydayy.
XDXD


i'm tinkkingg whethher i still have anyy hope fer him?
i kept tinkkingg of dhe negative side.
nvm, as long as he's happy jiu okayy lerx(:
{ilovehim(:(:}

i'm happyy todayy(:(:
while me, aunt andd muhh cousins were coming backk home.
he calledd me andd askk me whether want kup cigg.
but i sayy i no nid.
dhen he jiu bobian askk muhh aunt help him buyy norx.
dhen he went up to muhh aunt hse andd playyedd daidi withh us worrs.
fun luhh XD
at 4pm we'hv to go out lerx.
andd i tot he will nort be going withh us.
but, he went home change andd came out.
wow, happie lahh~
hahas.
dhen we went to muhh aunt's fren condo.
while muhh cousins went swimming, me andd him just chat chat lors.
steph andd i kept singing his msg tone song{~to dhe left to dhe left~}
andd he nearlyy drop into dhe swimming pool, LOLS.
fun fun(x
dhen went in to dhe "suana" in dhe toilet.
LOLS, damn hot~~
after tht drinkk beer, ju went backk aunt hse watchh tv.
he went out withh us until night worrs.
damn damn happyy luhh.
hahas.

{i love him more andd more eachh dayy passedd<33}
&& he's cute(:(:

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