.Monday, 10 December 2007 ' 12:58 am Y
ytd didnt get to ton at aunt house but get scoldings from muh mama-.-
watch 881 after tht lie on bed jiu starting to tink of
him again.
cried again, hais.
i tink i should solve this problem muhhself instead of asking ppl.
it will makes me more pressured, hais.
dhen cried till 4.30am dhen fall asleep.
woke up at ard 12.30pm bah.
prepared & went aunt house dhen went for lunch lor.
bought things dhen went back.
helped aunt with dhe cooking ingredients until ard 4pm.
dhen waited for chuanho to come cos he going bugis buy things mah.
so me, steph & marcus pei him go nor.
i go dhere jiu buay tarhan want buyy clothes le, LOLS.
jiu bought one shirt lor.
after buying all those clothes le jiu went eat.
dhen bus-ed back aunt house.
watch TV till 9pm dhen eat dinner.
after tht went back home take muhh clothes for tml's outing.
cos staying over at aunt house today mah.
& of cos quarrelled with muhh mama again, LOLS.
i dont care le D:
i wanna let go but i still cant do it, hais D: i know he's nort worth for me to love but..but..i still have lots of memories in those three months i spent with him. why must he just leave me like this without any good reasons? no feelings? why everytime he just leave me like this with this reason. its so so much hurting dhen any other reasons youu know mah? hais. those things he say, those games he played & those songs he love to listen; all these things make me think of him. how am i suppose to let go, hais. i love youu alot & i mean it.I Can't Live Without You{{ woainies<33
