.Thursday, 6 December 2007 ' 12:15 am Y
well, today isn't a good day for me.
i can say everyday isn't a happy day, hais><
actually going sku buy books today de but dhen it was raining luh.
so muhh mum says tml dhen buy lor.
so i went back to sleep & woke up ard 1pm.
prepared & went aunt house.
mike was dhere as well.
baby didnt come again><
sians~
after tht went 805 eat lunch dhen went NTUC buy things.
dhen went back aunt house nor.
tired lah~
helped aunt awhile with those cooking ingredients dhen went for a rest.
was waiting for baby's msg whole day but none was his D:
ohya, ah chuan came too.
ate muhh dinner le jiu watch TV lor.
cried when aunt kept toking bout baby, hais.
really wants a shoulder for me to lie on & CRY OUT LOUD, hais~
& mike, i'm sorry):
i didnt mean to make you sad, hais.
baby, last time youu still will visit muhh blog but now? are youu tired of me le? i feel tht your love for me doesn't exist anymore le & i cant feel it anymore le. i really dont wan end it so fast, youu know mah? i really wanna tell youu how i feel & i want to let youu know how much i love youu de. dhe phone accessory ish alrdy fix hao le, ish still with me. youu still want it mah? hais. 为何你要这样伤害我?不要再折磨我了可以吗? 我真得快要崩溃了. 你还爱我吗? 一直好想问你这句话,却又怕听到你真实的回答. 你还爱我吗? 为何你总是不说话,眼看我为爱不爱挣扎.你爱我吗? hais, i love youu.3 Months & 20 Days{{ woainies<33