.Friday, 27 July 2007 ' 3:51 pm Y
dar didnt come sku today><
after tot can go findd him but in dhe endd he saidd cant, was dissapointedd luhh~
msgedd him in a verii badd moodd dhen quarrelledd):
am i irritating him? i foundd out tht i reallyy cant live withhout him.
but i tinkk to him, i'm nort tht important in his heart.
he last time toldd me something & made me more scaredd tht i'll lose him.
hais~ i dunno what to do dhen he'll love me more andd spendd time withh me more.
even now in msn, he talk to me like normal frens liddat.
we dont lookk like stdd at all!
wat to do????~~ ):):):):):
i bought a wordd search puzzle today becos when i miss him i can do something to occupyy me.
so i wont miss him so muchh.
i hate tht feelingg, i wonder he misses me anort.
hais.
to dar: if youu will ever readd muhh blog, i want youu to know tht i reallie love youu alot. i'm just afriadd tht i'll lose youu & nort wan alwaes irritate youu andd askk youu qns tht youu dont feel like answering. sorryy, but i cant control muhh moodd. i wan youu spendd more time withh me but youu said youu cant go out. but whyy can go out withh frens when deyy jio youu out? even if i saidd so muchh youu oso will shoot me backk, i tinkk if youu were me youu'll know. cherishh me can, i love youu):