IMPERFECTIONgurlgurl

2008-05-19T01:30:00.000+08:00

finally muh comp can play le, hahas.
but very lag ><
nvm, hmmm....
days are happy with darling(:
1st month coming soon, happy luh, hahas.

today woke up & went bugis with muhh mum to sign up for M1 broadband.
after tht walk walk & muhh mum didnt buy me a singly shirt, wth.
sian lor.
walk until ard 5pm dhen headed back to aunt hse & finally can have muhh 1st puff, lols.
meet darling too, & he went muhh house eat dinner(:
had a cold war with darling? ):
but awhile jiu alright le, hehes.
jiunjye came & at ard 11pm went void deck slack.
pei-ed jiunjye home dhen me & darling chat chat awhile & he brought me home(:
hais, tml he's working again.

day after day & more stress coming.
sians sia.
moving to boon keng soon?
& darling was really sad luh.
me dunno what to do oso.
hais.
lesser time to meet him & mayb hv to work after study?
wth, stress lah! D:

Together For 26 days(:

2008-05-11T20:24:00.002+08:00

currently at netforce with Darling(:
very long nvr blog le & no comp play so decided come netforce blog, lols.
nowadays ish bored luh.
sick~ hais.
exams just finish, oh gosh.
i scared all fail=x

suan le, nothing to blog le.
LOLS.
i go watch youtube(:
bye peeps~ :D

2008-04-28T23:37:00.002+08:00

currently at aunt house with darling beside me(:
he watching tv luh-.-
hmm, didnt go sku today becos i woke up late, lols.
tml sure kana scolding again.
sry steph, youu spam muhh fone but still didnt wake up D:
Sorry!
tml will try wake up de(:
today jiunjye, ms, zhikai & sean came.
crap alot luh, damn funny, hahas(:
wait for darling's msg until i sleep-.-
dhen he came awhile & went home bath.
after tht wait for him come again nor(:
rotted at aunt house~
until ard 10pm went down void deck with darling & jiunjye go find yibiao.
slacked~
& dhey went off dhen me & darling went 401 dabao food eat.
he dont let me eat cup noodle T_T
&&&&&& cold water, LOLS! :D

ohya ohya, darling want me post this out.
he want me say i bully him, hahas! :D
cos i pinch his hand, lols.
but until now haven recover yet, sorry luh(:
but hor, is oso he ask me pinch de nor=x
hahas.

thts all for today bah(:
bye peeps.

Together for 5 Days(:
LOVES LOVES! :D

2008-04-27T15:56:00.002+08:00

wow, damn long nvr blog le, hahas.
no mood & lazy too=x
currently at aunt house, waiting for darling to end work><
bored, hahas.
jus now went out eat with aunt, steph, weiwei & guzhang.
dhen when going back home tht time, saw quack & justin(:
thts all i tink?
hahas.
ltr at night see gort time anort dhen blog again(:

Together For 4 Days(:

2008-04-11T12:41:00.002+08:00

currently at aunt house.
didnt go for physics practical, lols.
ltr still nid go back sku, sian.
for dhe stupid oral-.-
very boring luh><
today nvr sleep dao in sku wor, very guai =x
hahas.

ltr dhen blog bah, nothing to say le.
LOLS.

2008-04-10T14:15:00.002+08:00

woke up at 10.30am+
ms woke me up, tired bodoh.
didnt go sku cos today going NYP & HE going same poly as me, so nort going><
hais, nvm.
prepare & went find ms & go aunt house.
actually going buy contact lens today & watch movie.
but dhen steph kana sore eyes so cancel le D:
nvmm~ still gort nxt time(:
currently at aunt house, boring><
mayb ltr mahjong-ing?
bored lah!

why must leave me just like this? hais.
i just couldn't let go.
i cant forget how well youu had treat me.
whatever i do, i just tink of youu.
i really love you, & its true.
i miss your beatbox, your care, your love & your everything! D:
wo hao xiang ni><

2008-04-04T13:27:00.002+08:00

wahh, long time nvr post le sia, hahas(:
lazy luh~ (:

1st April;
Happy April Fools' Day:D
i kana fool lah.
LOLS.
nort fun-.-

2nd April;
i forgort what i have done le, LOLS.
so skip, sorry arh~ (:

3rd April;
went to sku as usual.
pon eng lesson in dhe morning, one person pon sia, waas~
damn boring.
after tht going back 3rd floor wait for bell ring & saw him, oh gosh.
damn paisae lah :x
bell ring le jiu byebye dhen went back classroom, LOLS.
recess saw him(: hehes.
& after sku gort srp sia, boring luh~
adeline told dhe whole class tht physics srp cancel.
dhen we all so high sia, after tht she say kiddin de, LOLS lah!
after srp, go aunt house with him(:
dhen mahjong-ed until 9pm dhen watched TV.
until 10pm he went home :D
happy happy luh~
i LOVE dhe song; 我恋爱了(:

4th April TODAY;
woke up by steph, LOLS.
ask me topped up aunt hp prepaid.
after tht go bath & went staircase smoke.
dhen went back home eat lunch.
msged him but until now haven replie sia><
waiting & waiting(:

ILOVEHIM(:

2008-03-26T23:40:00.003+08:00

nort going sku tml bah, actually can go de.
but dhen, aiya, suan le.
go sku = sian-.-
sleep at home beta.
mike was being suspend again today, lols.
he went out with aunt & big aunt go bai bai.
after tht jiu meet him at 805 nor.
ate & headed back to aunt house.
slack & wanted to do homework but just lazy lah.
& i forgort how to do dhe maths qns le, LOLS.
watched VCDs & rotted-.-
MODELS are so cool man & pretty lah(:
at ard 4.30pm, dhen mike went off.
& jiun came, lols.
slacked again until 7pm, ate dinner.
after tht steph, jiun & me meet ms to slack at void deck.
play rubiks cube at first dhen after tht sian liao.
jiu go playground, played blind mice, LOLS.
dunno why kept being caught by ms, wth!
he's really a shytboy lor, LOLS.
play until 10pm dhen went back aunt house.
watch tht korean show, so nice lah(:
dhen went home(:

feelings are weird, hais. what have i done in muh previous life huh? why everything in my present life seems to get so so complicated, hais. i hate studies, i hate love! i hate all those things tht gets into muh life, hais! gort two things tht troubled me right now, hais. sian lah!

Fucked-up Life

2008-03-25T15:26:00.002+08:00

dunno why today so tired sia.
although i slept till 2pm-.-
i'm still tired):
currently at aunt house waiing fo pubor to come back from sku.
haven even eat muhh lunch sia><
hungry hungry.
mike, becareful wor, haiyo. rmb call me after tht thingy arh. BECAREFUL(:

now i have nothing to do leh.
shld i change muhh blogskin?
but i'm lazy leh, sians~

PerFect Is BullShyt D:

2008-03-24T21:49:00.002+08:00

sians~
so damn long nvr post le nah, i'm lazy-.-
hais, kana suspend today.
at first, ms fu called muhh mama, & muhh mama helped me nah(:
after tht, mr sharin caught me for skipping class on thursday-.-
thina wanted gimme 1 week suspendsion sia, lucky tht yeo say 3 days, lols.
thina ask mr yan call muhh mama & she beg him for another chance but mr yan cant decide for it.
& when mr yan told me, nearly cried sia, hais D:
BUT, when muhh mama talked to me, she dont really sounds sad, wth-.-
nvmm(:
LOLS sia, mike & ms tml going back sku dhen me kana suspend, hahas.
i'm sure mike MISS me(:
alright, enough of this suspendsion thingy, i HATE mr sharin lah! Dx

woke up late today, instd of smoking at aunt hse.
i smoked at downstairs-.-
dhen faster rush to sku with steph, chuan & sam.
had PE today & played captain's ball, fun nah(:
but sweat alot><
many ppl fell down sia, lucky me nvr put so much effort in tht stupid game, hahas :D
& abrel ish a BASTARD :D
&&& zhikai ish a PERVERT! (:
didnt eat anything for recess, jus drank ribena><
not really hungry at first but dhen DAMN hungry after tht, LOLS.
had dunno dhe wat sec4 briefing for graduation cert.
so sad sia, i only had one CCA when i was sec 2 after dont hv le.
& muhh grade was D7, wth.
die le lah.
alright, after sku went back aunt house.
slack all dhe way till 6pm+ dhen slept till 9pm, LOLS.
tonight no nid sleep le-.-

wah, damn hungry lah, now cook maggie eat le.
bye peeps(:

2008-03-15T22:51:00.002+08:00

wow, what a full day today, LOLS.
alright, went aunt house after i bathed & prepare.
& sorry mike for waiting for me at muhh house until you nearly fall asleep, hahas(:
after tht went for lunch with aunt, steph, mike, quan & weiwei.
ard 3pm, me & mike headed off to plaza sing to find jiajia, pig & co.
finally meet up with jiajia le(:
happy to see me? hahas.
& happy belated birthday wor, i didnt know it, sorry><
after tht went pool but me & mike didnt go, we went arcade instead.
fun nah(:
i'm noob at all those shooting games, all lose mike, idiot! :D
but i surely win by one game(:
jiajia come find us & say she going back bunk le, fast sia><
nvmm~ (:
dhen pig & co come find us.
& we watched him play dhe drum thingy till ard 5pm.
dhen me & mike headed off to marina bay to eat steamboat.
actually tot dhere have but dhen moved le-.-
so we cabbed to marina square & we walk ard very long dhen found seoul garden sia, wth.
cost ard 60 bucks, gosh~
ate alot nah & was damn full, until now i'm still full alright? !!!
bobian nah, so exp sure must eat alot dhen wont kui ben mah(:
& mikey, I EAT MORE DHEN YOUU OKAY?! :D
hahas.
from 7pm eat until ard 8.45pm liddat, Lols.
after tht shk dhen cabbed back aunt house.
nearly vomit sia><
going watch VCD le after tht go home(:
bye peeps~

muhh 3 wishes:D LOLS!

2008-03-13T23:16:00.002+08:00

Went MalaySia Today(:
anyway, its boring-.-
well, i left muhh wallet at aunt house in dhe morning becos i wanna get tiramisu cake tht mike bought for me.
in dhe end when we went out, i forgort to take muh wallet.
i'm stupid yea?
& i each malaysia le dhen found out-.-
anyway, mike: its nort your fault alright? (: tiramisu ish nice but everyday eat oso will sian de, hahas(: i want Frog Leg Porridge! :D
ohya, in dhe end, i borrow money from pig & jj.
thanks wor(:
didnt bought alot of things.
just ate KFC & play arcade.
& bought a packet of prawn crackers-.-
sians sia!
kept sleeping on bus becos i ate dhe medicine for boat sick & it cause drowsiness.
quite emo today, didnt tok much, lols.
ohya, ate seafood for lunch.
hmm, ish nort very nice & aunt cook de ish much more nicer le.
dhe fish had a heavy fishy smell, nort fresh de-.-
still can had fish farm dhere-.-
but prawns & crab are nice.
i eat alot jiu dui le becos i'm hungry! :D
but nort much time to let me finish dhe food til i'm full.
so i eat until half full only><
if give me 2hrs, i can surely finish all dhe crabs lor!
nvmm~

& very long nvr blog le sia.
became more & more lazy le lah D:
& tml going out with mike to eat forg leg's porridge.
yay!
its one of muhh favourite food lah!
tink of it makes me feel hungry le><
hahas.

gort to go home le(:
good nites peeps!
& i'm really scared one of muh ear will be deaf.
its been 3 days le, & i still cant really hear ppl toking to me, hais! D:
what had happen man?!

Hope Muh Ear Will Be Alright! D:

2008-03-07T17:18:00.006+08:00

meet mike early in dhe morning, talked.
after tht meet sam & steph.
went sku tgt & today we're nort so late (:
xiu didnt come today & i was like so boring luh~
but did crapped with those idiot guys, hahas;D
today lessons almost all free period nor so did sleep for ard 2periods.
after tht get report book D:
ALL fail except for ENG & CHINESE nia!
Oh My Gosh~ D:
really disappoionted with muhself, must really buck up le lah.
but scared i cant do it sia><
& I MUST PASS MY E-MATHS!
really cant afford to fail e-maths lah, hais.
worried~

after sku went aunt house with mike & steph.
rest awhile dhen mike pei me go home cos i have to bath & aunt asked him take things to muhh house.
after he pei me home dhen he went off 1st.
bath hao le dhen go back aunt house, mike called me & ask me go down, LOLS.
bought hk & went void deck slack~
after tht jiunjye came & i went to buy maggie to eat(:
& pizza, hahas! =x
buy hao le dhen dhey went off le.
now so bored~
nort full enough sia, eating dinner soon le, LOLS.
i really eat damn much nowadays sia, oh gosh><
hope i dont turn fatter & fatter D:

i dont know how to cherish you, i'm sorry. but when you wanted to leave me, muh heart really hurts alot. why am i feeling like this, can you tell me? but if we stead, i felt different, why?! imy

2008-03-04T23:10:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry & sorry to everyone tht were disappointed with me.
i dont mind being blame becos thts really muhh fault.
i didnt know things will become like this & i dunno why.
what's love?
what the fcuk is tht?
why is it making everyone suffer?
but sometimes ish sweet.
i reaaally hate it alot.
hais.
i dunno what to do to let him know how i feel, hais.
i didnt mean to make youu sad.
hais.

when we're friends, i can tok & crap happily with youu like no one's business.
but, when we're stead, we like have nth to tok about & i know you're trying to hold muhh hand but i move away.
i'm really sorry about tht.
i just nort comfortable with it, hais.
i really dunno why.
dhe chat we had tonight really ish a nice chat tht we didnt had for so long.

why?
hais.

You Can Put The Blame On Me

2008-03-02T22:31:00.002+08:00

Yesterday
went bugis buy muh black cardigan with Darling.
& watched movie too, The Eye.
alright, its lame.
its quite same with Jian Gui-.-
so regret watching tht movie luh D:
nvm, saw Cao Ge :D
his voice ish power man! <3
after tht meet jiun, alvin, sean, chuan & sam.
dhen bus-ed to geylang eat frog legs porridge, its nice man!
how i wish everyday can get to eat tht, hahas!
after eating jiu went walk ard & Geylang ish quite a scary place =x
bus-ed back aunt house after tht & snapped pics too :D
fun day nah:D

Today
woke up at ard 12.30pm, its soso late=x
& i'm still slping, LOLS.
muhh mama says i'm a PIG, wth.
but its okay, pigs ish cute =x hahas:D
& today aunt gonna open two mahjong tables sia.
so much ppl coming nor.
sians~
after dhey came, me & steph jiu went in room watch Tom&Jerry.
LOLS, long long time nvr watch le:D
& i done muhh hmwk, omg! ><
hahas.
went to sleep & quack called me-.-
jio me go chengkang house play mahjong, diaos-.-
but dhen i nort very good at playing mahjong so i didnt want to go.
& i nidda help those mahjong kahki at aunt house dabao.
so dhey meet me at 805.
& we went dabao nor.
anyway, dhey quite gentleman lah.
help us take those dabao thingy, hahas:D
after tht went back aunt house put things.
dhen went void deck slack with quack & co.
jiunjye called & ask us go his house cos his sis birthday & dhey had buffet.
Happy Birthday XinYee (:
ate & slack.
after quack & co went off.
me & steph jiu went slack with jiun & co nor.
until ard 10pm dhen we went back(:

tml ish alvin birthday wor, Happy Birthday Kor!
you gort read muhh blog de mah?
hahas.
must tag me wor, hahas:D

Confused Love D:

2008-02-29T22:09:00.002+08:00

woke up at ard 10.30am.
cos meeting Darling at aunt house(:
so prepared & went aunt house nor.
after tht jienian called me & say want meet me slack awhile.
so pei-ed him sit outside aunt house.
slack & smoked(:
after tht he went off & i called steph to wake up.
cos we meeting Eunice going city plaza extend hair:D
so when all of us is ready, dhen Darling, steph & me went hougang interchange eat nor.
eunice came & we chatted while eating.
after tht smoked & Darling send us to bus-stop & he went off.
reached dhere le & dhe person asked me re-do muhh extendsion again becos muh extendsion ish at hougang plaza do de.
but dhen nort very good & its EXPENSIVE-.-
so she ask me whether want take out & re-do anort.
so i say okay nor.
& steph oso extend wor.
we choose brown, red & black.
ard 22 bunch.
eunice do 20 bunch, red & brown de.
so dhe person help me take out all muhh extendsion & 40bucks gone-.-
but extend new one de quite satisfied nah.
abit too long?
but no money cut hair le><
after all of us extend hao jiu cabb-ed to J&Jas cos eunice want cut hair.
waited, waited & waited, finally our turn(me & steph din't cut(:) le, LOLS.
dhe auntie dhere ish funny laas.
hahas(:
until ard 5smth hao, dhen we went took bus back to aunt house nor & eunice went off(:
had fun today nah:D
but hate dhe dizzy feelings when we're on cab, LOLS.
mayb nxt week or what, extending another 10? dhen go cut short abit bah, hahas.

reached aunt house le & muhh head ish so fcuking pain laaas!
so reach le jiu jitao lie on bed & sleep le.
sleep till ard 9pm dhen wake up.
& jiunjye helped me cook maggie mee, thanks ya(:
while eating, Darling came & full of sweat nah.
cos he ran here, LOLS.
come awhile nia & he alrdy smoked 2 sticks le.
heavy smoker laas!
after tht he jiu went off le(:

BeatBox Is Loved! :D

2008-02-28T23:45:00.002+08:00

OMFG!
i had fallen in LOVE with BeatBox, damn nice bodoh!
how i wish someone close to me know how to beatbox & show it to me eveyday, oh my~
so HIGH when hear it laas~
hehes :D
especially ish muh hump beatbox, oh muh gosh~
i LOVE it man!
&&& i wanna learn BeatBox!

went to sku as usual(:
after sku pon SRP cos nidda go lavender make passport, 70 bucks sia.
after tht jiu went walk walk with muh mama dhen went back aunt house nor.
jiyou sprained his leg sia, damn swollen luh D:
dhen jiunjye, esmond, steph & me jiu pei him go see tui na.
he ish like so in pain sia, omg.
i dont ever wish to sprain muhh leg! D:
after tht jiunjye bring him home & he went off.
dhen me, steph & esmond jiu went 327 eat nor.
after tht jiu went back aunt house.
now going back house soon(:
bye peeps~

2008-02-27T11:21:00.002+08:00

currently at IT lab(:
gort back muhh physics result, 30/100, LOLS man!
& i still in pure physics, damn xiasuay-.-
but i cant drop this subject becos i had alrdy drop a-maths le, sians.
this post for Darling see de nah cos youu at home nothing to do, hahas.
& i didnt bring muhh hp to sku so cant contact you, sorry><
recess time oso forgort call youu, opps D:
sorry arh.
ltr on mayb taking back muhh SS paper le, hope can pass nah.
sians~
really fail like sleeping sia, tired lah.
but SS lesson cant sleep, so envy Darling can sleep at home nah, hahas(:
after sku eating cake wor(:
& after tht gort SRP until 4pm sia, fcuk!
so late sia, damn sian nor.

hope i dont sleep at aunt house afterwards if nort tml morning cant wake up again.
hahas.
& i feel like going aunt house play mahjong with steph.
so long nvr play le D:

gort to go(:
bye peeps & Darling.
muacks!

2008-02-26T22:18:00.002+08:00

went to sku with steph, sam & chuanho.
without Darling today, abit weird.
hahas(:
pei steph go locker take books & Mr Yan guai lan with steph.
dhen she bang dhe locker so loud, LOLS.
ai zai lah~ :D
today done muh hmwk in class wor(:
but still got one haven finish><
& i tink i pass muhh english?
hope so nah.
& i finally know how to complete dhe Rubik's cube, oh yes!
hehes :D
was cold in sku today nah, & dhe weather ish so nice for sleeping nor(:
but i didnt sleep in sku wor, hehes.
Mdm Chua say i can do better for muhh english if i dont skip class & done hmwk properly, LOLS.
will try lah~ :D
quite happy when gort listen to lessons in sku nor, but hope it last lor.
hahas.
after sku meet Darling outside sku for about 5min, LOLS.
dhen i gort to go for lunch becos i have SRP =x
so went for lunch & went SRP(:
after SRP, Darling came fetch me dhen went aunt house.
bought cigg & he slack awhile jiu went back le(:
bath-ed after tht & watched Kungfu Dunk.
but watch halfway jiu fall asleep le, too tired eh.
steph fall alseep too, hahas.
sleep till 8pm dhen aunt asked us wake up cos nid go 805 dabao & eat.
crapped with her all dhe way nah.
i like it! (:
hahas!
nearly kana knock dao by car, LOLS.
dhen faster RUN!
hahas.

Simple Life I Wanna Have(:
YOUR'RE LOVED BY ME :D

2008-02-25T18:32:00.002+08:00

stead with him le(:
but sometimes thought about it, really very guilty, i'm sorry):
went to sku as usual.
had chem common test today, hais.
flunk again bah><
failed muhh e-maths & i cry like fcuk D:
really sad bodoh, gort study oso fail, wth man!
suan le, hope mid-year i'll pass-.-
nort much confidence luh D:
did run in PE lesson, tired sia!
saw Darling halfway running, he kana suspend for one week-.-
sure kana scold by his mum very jialat de, all muh fault lah.
cos thurs i gort SRP & he went home change slippers & came sku fetch me.
dhen thina saw it, until now dhen want complain about it-.-
fcuking lame lah him.
sorry luh~

after sku went back aunt house with steph.
& saw Darling sleeping at aunt house, LOLS.
he drank beer & smoke alot alot lah!
i told youu nort to smoke so much le rite?
health ish more important than anything else nor, okay? (:

after tht went out eat with Darling & co.
went same place buy things again, LOLS.
headed back aunt house lor.

common test finally over le(:
but when results come out, haisssss~
what will muh life be next term & after tht?
sians!

2008-02-16T20:46:00.002+08:00

woke up at 11am today, prepared & meet mike.
cos we going sku take textbk.
after tht jiu went aunt house & waited for them to bathed dhen we went 805 eat nor.
i ate tomyam seafood chu mee fen & after eating tht i ate cai tao kuay, LOLS.
damn full lah but lucky mike helped me eat abit if nort i peng liao(:
after eating i went for hair extention, nort very nice after cutting lah D:
thanks for helping me pay for it wor, but i return very slow de sia cos need save 1st-.-
sorry><
after tht went back aunt house & watched Men In White, quite funny nah but bored~
watched until 5.30pm dhen went J&Jas to cut muhh stupid hair.
mike & steph cutting too.
cut le dhen became nicer dhen before le(:
& mike like became another person, hahas.
shuai lah :D
& steph cut spike, ah lian bodoh!
hahas(:
but nice nah.
cut hair le jiu went smoking & took pics(:
waited for bus & went back aunt house nor.
mike sit sit awhile jiu went off le.
cooked mee eat today-.-
cos aunt didnt cook, sians~
& sam & chuan came(:

so boring sia, no show watch de.
WHY IS LIFE SO BORING?!
hate it sia-.-

suan le, byee peeps(:
悲伤/快乐

2008-02-15T14:03:00.002+08:00

didnt went to sku today & i slept till 1.30pm, LOLS.
wake up le jiu called mike ask whr ish he.
he was at 805 with aunt dhey all so ask him help me dabao cai tao kuay(:
after tht jiu went bathed & prepare dhen come aunt house nor.
currently waiting for them to come back, im hungry le D:
muhh CAI TAO KUAY, LOLS :D

ltr on aunt, chuanho, alvin & mike playing mahjong?
sians~
i dunno how to play-.-
i'll learn it someday(:

~~fcuk LOVE~~

2008-02-14T22:39:00.002+08:00

& ohya!
guess what happen today?
I FAILED MY CHINESE PAPER!
FCUK!
i first time fail sia, OMFG!
lucky i didnt cry becos i slept for 30minutes during dhe paper so failed ish i deserve it de):
but dhen really sad tht i fail lah, hais!

2008-02-14T22:18:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentines' Day To All Couples(:

went to as usual & today ish our class CIP wor, selling donuts(:
today morning assembly our class sit infront, xiasuay sia!
dhen i talk to xiuyin, tht yeo yeo saw & ask me stand up, wth!
more xiasuay, lucky stand awhile nia, assembly jiu finish le :D
recess sell donuts & ask alot friends help me buy lah but very less buy><
thanks steph & mike, dhey help me buy alot (:
after recess jiu slack in class nor.
after sku actually gort SRP de but dhen i ran away, LOLS.
tml mrs tan coming find me liaos, mayb nort going sku?
went home after sku lor, change clothes le jiu meet mike & jess.
dhen went AMK hub watch PS I Love You, nort very nice de.
no ending de-.-
but dhen i cried alot cos think of last time):
hais, dhen mike keep gimme tissues, LOLS.
i stop crying le oso gimme tissues-.-
but dhen in dhe end cry again D:
after movie jess & her std went off le so me & mike go ard walk walk nor.
& actually going sakae sushi eat de but dhen cant find it but we saw ichiban sushi, LOLS.
dhen we go dhere eat nor.
very nice lah & damn full, LOLS.
& its very very exp-.- ard 80 bucks, OMFG!
& mike can still say nevermind, rich lah him.
& thanks wor :D
sam & chuanho oso go watch movie so we wait for dhey all nor.
cab-ed to hougang mall, sam & chuan go eat KFC.
me & mike go buy fireworks cos he want play, LOLS.
childish hor? but fun lah(:
he bought me a glitter eyeliner, really thanks sia & i'm craving for tht nor.
i'll buy youu present too de(:
dont worry, hahas.
after tht went upper play fireworks & burn dao muhh hair-.-
shi pain de lor~
dhen i dont dare stand nxt to mike le cos he play fireworks very chu lu! :D
no offence arh, hahas.
play le jiu go aunt house slack, mike & jiunjye went off 1st dhen sam & chuan went off.

dunno want go sku tml anort sia, sians!
tml morning dhen decide bah, going home soon le(:
good nites peeps & bye~

2008-02-13T11:20:00.002+08:00

sians~
now in IT lab, jus finish recess nia(:
i've an urge to SING OUT LOUD, LOLS.
i dunno why, hahas.
today went to sku as usual nor & mike woke up late again, LOLS.
so we went his condo find him, pass him hk & we went to sku nor.
tml ish valentines' day wor(:
no stead D:
but going out with jess & co.
hope we'll have lots of fun, hehes:D

ytd didnt cos no time, & i'm doing muhh hmwk.
OMG! i first time did muhh hmwk, LOLS~
hope i can perservere & nort san fen zhong re du =x
ytd ish just after sku went aunt house put bag.
& went 805 eat with aunt, steph & mike.
i eat too slow le lah dhen steph & aunt went POSB deposit money & mike wait for me nor.
thanks(:
went shop & save buy things & headed back to aunt house.

watched KungFu Dunk & Ah Long Pte Ltd le.
nxt movie - PS I Love You & CJ7 :D
bye peeps~

原来爱情这么伤！

2008-02-11T11:30:00.000+08:00

currently at aunt house nor. {suspended from sku-.-
sians~
wednesday dhen can go back sku & tml have common test.
hope mrs tan let me take dhe test.
i tml sure going sku de, & hope wont see thina, LOLS.
just now went sku with aunt cos someone called steph's father tht she didnt go sku-.-
& he called aunt & nag at her, LOLS.
so we went so find steph lor.
& so qiao, we saw mike & he helped us find steph.
& i saw thina & being gan out of sku-.-
he only know how to say OUT, OUT & OUT.
sometimes i wonder what else he knows sia.
outside so hot still ask me OUT, wth.
but dhen security guard good lah, let me sit at dhe side gort shades de.
dhen waited for aunt to come & we went back home nor.
now aunt went out le & left me & weiwei.
he's sleeping-.-
so i alone, shi sian de lor, LOLS.

what am i thinking huh? i give up him le mah? i like him le mah? hais, very confusing sia. it seems so easy to get dhe answer but dhen i still cant find dhe answer. i always tell ppl to follow their heart & heart will lead dhe way but dhen why cant muhself do it? sians~everyday i'm trying nort to think so much but dhen this problem stays for so long le & i must solve it but how? can anyone teach me how? hais. what a failure i am!

2008-02-10T13:10:00.000+08:00

currently at muhh Grandma's hse.
reach here at ard 11.30am dhen eat lunch nor.
after tht watch TV with muhh cousin, WeeMan.
he's dhe cousin tht i LOVE most at muhh mother's side.
cos he most guai & nort xialan like others cousins, LOLS.
watch-ed him play audi & he's quite pro wor(:
& ltr going hougang dhere find mike, steph & aunt.
dhey buying ingrediants for tonight de steamboat wor, hehes(:
yay~
but didnt get to eat sakae sushi today le):
nvm, still gort chance de :D
gort to go le, bye peeps~

2008-02-09T13:56:00.000+08:00

1st Day Of New Year
morning woke up jiu quarrel with muhh parents, wtf!
becos i using muhh handphone & nvr help muhh mama?
dhen muhh father leh?
he's a man yet he just use his mouth to talk & didnt even help.
wth, i really dont want him to be muhh father.
sians~
but he still gives me ang bao lah, LOLS.
after tht headed to boon keng & mama cooked & eat lor.
dhen at night jiu went back home.
bored~

2nd Day Of New Year
stay at home take ang bao, LOLS.
dhen went downstair smoked with steph, really buay tarhan, LOLS.
rotted~
& jienian msg me & ask me go mingyang's hse dhere slack dhen me & steph go lor.
after tht waited for jienian to come.
saw mingyang & he told us tht he going plaza sing to watch movie with his std-.-
& i didnt bring muhh wallet out D:
but dhen in dhe end we oso gort go nah, cos mingyang lend me money(:
thanks ya.
cab-ed to cathay & all full house-.-
so we went plaza sing lor.
watch KungFu Dunk @ 8.25pm de.
was quite nice lah~
Jay Chou so cute(:
movie end le jiu went smoking & slack in dhe carpark lor.
had fun nah(:
dhen jienian treat us cab go back home wor, so nice of him :D
went back home jiu play PSP & chat with steph on fone.
after tht jiu sleep nor.

Today; 3rd Day Of New Year
went muhh Jiu Mu's Hse
take ang baos again(:
muhh parents chatted with them & me listening to songs & play PSP lor.
after tht jiu went for lunch & headed back home.
now waiting for muhh big cousins to come & take angbaos again, hehes :D
& steph come le, i wont be bored liaos, hahas(:

bye peeps~
&&& HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL~

2008-02-04T18:02:00.000+08:00

Saturday
went AMK hub with jess, her std, sean, gary, steph & justin.
just slack dhere & rotted, LOLS.
finally bought purple contact lens, nice(:
jessie bought blue one.
after buying jiu walk walk nor & jess & her std went off 1st.
dhen dhe rest of us just walk ard AMK hub, shi sian de lor.
went for dinner after tht, sean still eats so slow(:
after eating, smoked~
sean & gary kept calling ppl to lend them bicycles but cant found anyone tht can lend-.-
& wasted alot of time.
dhen bus-ed to kovan cos gary finding his fren.
slacked until ard 10pm dhen me & steph bus-ed back home & dhe rest of them went other places.

Sunday
wait for mike at aunt house until ard 4pm, LOLS.
late sia, after tht jiu faster bus-ed to bugis cos i buying clothes mah.
actually wanted to buy only one jacket but dhen in dhe end i didnt bought dhe jacket.
& i bought one tee, skull de shirt & mini skirt, LOLS.
buy hao le jiu tinking of where to go, dhen we tot of going kovan eat frog leg's porridge cos we frm very long ago wanted to eat le, LOLS.
so we took cab nor, halfway we tot of going geylang eat cos dheres a place tht sells frog leg's porridge very nice(:
i LOVE eating nah~
& it was really very nice, hehes, so satisfied.
but dhere gort alot of CATS, hate it man! D:
i dont even dare to put muhh leg down on dhe floor when eating, LOLS.
after tht went smoking & we cabb-ed back to aunt house nor.
slack awhile & mike went off.
thts all bah(:

Today
woke up late & reach sku with steph & co at 7.30am.
kana scolding from thina & gort offence slip too but lucky no need go for detention(:
after tht had chem lesson, didnt really concentrate becos i was reading muhh storybook, lols.
& was PE lesson after tht.
run up & down dhe staircase, run finish le jiu feel very giddy & hot.
pon a-maths lesson & sit at canteen.
until recess time i feel really unwell & gort stomachache D:
so tarhan dao after recess jiu went general tell thina about it & he dont seems to care de lor-.-
i told him i was unwell dhen he say"dhen you call your parent to fetch you home la."
as if i dunno liddat lor-.-
just trying to inform him about it & he gave me this kind of attitude><
what kind of TEACHER is this man? D:
suan le, after tht i call muhh aunt nor.
& she brought me home.
& sorry mike, you kana detention becos of me, sorry D:
sleep for bout 2hrs at aunt house but alot of calls coming in nah-.-
all is from muhh mama, i know you're worry bout me but i'm trying to get some sleep, LOLS.
after tht chuanho, sam, mike & steph came.
dhen me, aunt, steph, quan, mike & weiwei jiu went 805 eat nor.
ate 海鲜粗米粉, dunno why suddenly so feel like eating tht lor, nice nah :D
after tht jiu went back aunt house le.
slack slack & slack~~~
(:

fcukOFFbitch! & thtBASTARD! D:

2008-02-02T15:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday
went to sku as usual & kana in-house suspension becos i didnt go detention.
LOLS, dhe bartiar dunno how to cor muhh name de lor.
make me xiasuay, idiot!
dhen thina oso dunno how to cor de dhen i ask him cor me Amika, LOLS.
& he reallyy cor me Amika, stupid sia(:
after suspension dhen had recess & went back english class for Paper 1.
dhe paper quite okay nor but still scared i fail, LOLS.
HAIS, after sku gort a BIG thing happen.
Someone Backstab Me, sibei du lan lor.
can't say in details, sorry(:
but i HATE him damn damn much, BACKSTABBER!
was in a damn back mood since after sku.
but still went kovan with jess, her std, steph, sean, jienian, minyang, suxuan, suwen & branda.
sean ish funny lah~ (:
eat dhe congee for ard 40min, LOLS.
becos of his tongue piercing, i want too:D
but 60 dollars sia, damn exp><
went back aunt house & saw HIM, fcuk!
so dulan lor!
why everytime i'm dhe one who is wrong, did wrong things, blame wrong person or whatever shit!
can't i choose muhh life muhhself?!
hais, suan le, i'll just be controlled by them bah.
EVERYONE of them!
i have no life anymore, i'll just be a puppet huhh?
even muhh mama nvr care so much bout muhh lifestyle.
i know dhey care bout me but tht means muhh mama dont care bout me huhh?
fcuk!
i had enough of this le!

ohya, had a second piercing on muhh right ear le, 1 more piercing left on muhh right ear & 2 more piercing left on muh left ear dhen continue for other piercings?
but i scared PAIN laaaaaaas~
hahas.

Today
woke up at ard 1pm.
bathed & went aunt house.
ate chicken rice tht mike bought, thanks arh(:
ltr going AMK hub with jess, actually going bugis with jiunjye & co de but dhen i dont want go, sorry wor.
but ltr mayb meeting jiunjye bah.
& actually going fareast with sean de but dhen he went off himself-.-
nvm, anyway meeting him at AMK hub ltr on, hahas.
buying flat heels ltr?
alot of things wanna buy but no money, sians~
I WANT MONEY LAAAAAAAH~

going out soon le, bye peeps(:

NoLifeGurlOnceAgain!

& fcuk LOVE man!

2008-01-31T20:53:00.000+08:00

went to sku as usual, Lols(:
actually wanna be late de but dhen nobody want pei me><
so bobian nor.
after morning assembly jiu went detention corner dhere & saw sean & jienian.
dhey're in in-house suspension so i wanna go too nor(:
dhen i quickly join those late de ppl.
after tht kana offence slip & i was like so happy, LOLS=x
cos i tot can tio in-house suspension mah.
how was i to know tht thina like so clever lor, he dont want give me in-house suspendsion & he gave me detention-.-
dhen i told him tht i want in-house dhen he dont let><
bobian lor, i walk away dhen walk back general office & told him tht i gort SRP until 4pm.
& he shouted at me sia!
& ask me go back class.
dhen i LanLan lor.
tht sercurity guard watch me go back class, LOLS.
i saw cliffred halfway & talk to him dhen kana scolded by sercurity guard, LOLS.
fierce lah her(:
slack in class & slept too.
cliffred came in muhh class when its chinese period.
go all ard dhe sku finding cigg, LOLS.
dhen sturn with him & others nor.
recess was alright, & jienian treat me eat, thanks sister :D
after sku didnt went for SRP & detention, die die~ D:
tml sure kana another detention, if nort jiu shi in-house suspendsion le.
hope ish in-house suspension (x
hahas!
after tht jienian pei me go gugu house take handphone dhen went back sku cos jienian gort bball training mah.
& i waiting for steph, so stay in sku nor.
watch alvin & co bball training(:
dhen samantha & steph came le, jiu waited for mike, jiunjye & chuanho de bball training end nor.
after tht headed back to aunt house :D
tml gort English Paper 1 sia, wish me good luck(:

going watch TV le, bye peeps(:

Big Gurls Don't Cry(:

& Hongsters Never Die, LOLS.

2008-01-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

went to sku as usual nor.
nearly late, LOLS.
i actually want late de nor, but nobody pei me><
so bobian nor.
dhen go in sku jiu sit at dhe back, kana gan by mr sim, hate him sia!
dhen mrs tan want talk to me.
after tht mr sim ask me empty muhh bag & ask mama thia check on muhh pocket.
lucky i nvr bring handphone.
he cant check dao anything dhen he LANLAN!
hahas:D
his face ish like sian diao, hahas!
dhen i diao him everywhere i see him, he damn damn xialan.
so lame lor, check muh bag le jiu went off.
dhen 1st period jiu shi english lesson.
tot i wont get scolded sia, in dhe end oso tio gan-.-
& stand for 45min, fcuk!
damn tired, mdm chua oso very xialan.
sians.
after tht jiu alright le.
slp in class & did study abit of maths.
cos mrs tan say me le mah, so must work hard a little bit, lols.
mrs tan good sia, let me do hmwk in detention, nort like other teachers!
after sku jiu went for detention nor.
xiuyin pei me cos i can copy from her=x
but in dhe end oso cant finish nah.
but dhen now i finished le, tml can hand in le(:
& muhh english hmwk oso finish le(:
wont get scolding liao, yes!
sean & co nvr come for detention sia, tml sure kana suspend, LOLS.
tml still gort physics SRP till 4pm, hais, sibei sian.
dunno wan go mah, sians~
suan le, tml dhen decide:D
gotta go home le if nort mama kpkb liao, bye peeps & good nites~

Better Life I Wanna Have(:

Be A Good Gurl Too=x

2008-01-29T17:22:00.000+08:00

went to sku as usual today.
pon class with jienian & saw mike, sean & mingyang.
dhen chatted with them.
suddenly sean heard tht gort teacher coming down.
dhen we wan confirm mah, so didnt ran away.
&&& we saw mrs ho came down, oh gosh.
we didnt have dhe time to run le so tio caught lor.
kana send to general office & waited for thina to come lor.
he gave us two choice, for boys; caning or detention, for girls; suspension or detention.
dhen we choose detention except for mingyang, LOLS.
dhen thina say if he choose caning dhen ish 4 strokes, dhen he straight away change to detention, LOLS.
detention for two days siaD:
okays, after tht went for recess.
dhen pon english lesson again=x
halfway saw mrs ho again sia, dhen faster run~
LOLS, ran to nxt block dhen came back to our block & ran to gurls toilet.
damn tired sia!
but dhen mrs ho already saw me le & mr sim saw me tooD:
damn sian.
dhey go muhh english class find me & told mdm chua tht i must go for SRP today.
but dhen, i pon again=x
cos i went for detention, hope tml she wont scold me><
after detention jiu walk back to aunt house with steph & co.
slacked & smoked~
dhen now blogging nor.

bye peeps~ (:

Memories Are Sweet;
But Reality Are Cruel.

2008-01-27T23:32:00.000+08:00

well, woke up quite late today.
woke up at ard 1.30pm.
bathed & prepared
dhen went hougang mall with gugu & steph.
"bought" 10 bottles of beers, LOLS.
new year coming le, more dificult to "buy" things sia D:
after tht went 805 eat & marcus came.
went gugu hse after eating, mike came too.
slack-ed, talk-ed & smoked.
sians~
chuanho came after his work & jiunjye came too.
rotted~
dhen pei jiunjye go downstair cut hair.
nort much difference luh.
mike went off to upper court alone.
dhen me & chuanho jiu go find him nor.
chat chat~ dhen went for dinner.
went back gugu hse after tht.
marcus told me tht gugu dey all went over to muhh hse cos ahma ish sick again.
so me faster go back muhh hse & take a look at her.
mike came after tht too.
lucky nth happen(:
mike went off at ard 7pm+
pei him go back & mayb thts dhe last time i'll be close to him?
i dunno lah.
i alrdy hurt him alot le & hurt her too.
dont wanna hurt them anymore le so i decided to leave & mayb be alone?
i dunno how to do it, can someone teach me mah?
i'm really sorry mike & thanks for everything.
i dont want to see things get worser & worser.
i dont wish to lose two friends, i really dont want.
but i've no choice, i dunno what to do.
i'm really sorry.

dui bu qi, wo you shang le ni.

fcuk LOVE(:
& goodbyee.

2008-01-25T10:21:00.000+08:00

LOLS, i now at aunt house le.
kana suspend cos i pon lesson, hahas.
finally muh wish come true, kana suspended le, LOLS :D
i dont even want go sku sia, but until tues jiu must go back le.
& thina suspect me smoking cos i gort lighter with me.
actually want return back to sean de sia, but dhen now kana confiscated le-.-
sorry sean~
was a short day today, lols.
copy notes in maths class & waited for time to pass.
dhen wenyuan came to find me & ask me pei her pon.
dhen i went basketball court find her after muhh maths lesson.
but dhen in dhe end she told me tht she going back home, lols.
dhen jienian pei me slack at canteen lor.
chat chat with jienian & co.
after tht jienian ask me go basketball court sit & he said wont get caught de lah.
sit down nort long nia dhen kana called by Suratman, wth.
he very gei po sia but i like it (:
dhen scolded me & ask me stand at one side.
dhen mike came to ask me whether i gort bring any thing to sku mah.
dhen i rmb dhe lighter lor so i pass it to him.
how i know suay suay Suratman saw it-.-
he took it dhen after his PE lesson, he brought me to Thina.
actually i tot ish just in-house suspendsion nia, dhen he said tht i dont want to study in class le dhen go home.
so he suspend me for two days excluding sat & sun.
called muhh "parent", hahas.
i called muhh aunt nah, thanks wor.
she helped me(:
very bastard sia tht thina, he treat me like dog lor, he call me OUT.
pls lor, even if he beg me to stay i oso wont =x
& he say if gort 2nd time or 3rd, he'll suspend me again & ask me find other sku, LOLS.
how i hope i can change sku but now i sec 4 le leh~ stupid.

wah, i hungry le, going cook mee to eat le, bye peeps(:

No Life Gurl

2008-01-23T18:44:00.000+08:00

i'm really confused!
sometimes, really feel like nort going sku for one week & tink.
today, didnt go in class whole day.
cos i was late & went in-house suspend until 11am.
after tht jiu eat lor.
dhen dont wish to go in class so pon till sku ends.
went 3N1 cos teacher didnt come, talked with cindy & jessie in class.
after tht went smoking & dhen follow sam to canteen cos their class teacher didnt come too.
crapped with sean & co.
actually gort SS workshop after sku de but i really didnt have dhe mood to go.
so pon tht workshop oso, hais.
after sku jiu went aunt house with mike, put muhh bag dhen we went 805 eat with aunt.
headed back to sku after tht.
was so so sian in sku, dont feel like toking.
gort so much lanjiao things happen, hais.
i really hate it!

mike, i'm sorry, i really confused. i dunno how to tell youu & how ppl will tink of me or say me? i just very very confused, i told youu before le bout muh feelings. i really dont want give youu fake hope, but i'm afraid tht i'll hurt youu. do youu tink we can really be happy together mah? i really dunno, hais!

qingai, i dont care bout tht thing le. just dont like ppl misunderstood me & tht day i was really in a damn bad mood. some ppl say i kah your jiaowei? i didnt, if i did why will i still tok to youu? i'll find you talk someday bah, i'm really fan bout things happening this few days le, sorry.

ms, shld i treat youu as fren or what? i wont go anyhow disiao your std or what but hope she wont too. & her post ish indirecting talking bout me huhh? hope tht she wont le lah, thanks.

2008-01-21T18:11:00.000+08:00

fuck!
dont try to provoke me alright?!
so what if youu two say all tht?
was so damn angry tht youu two purposely say all tht lanjiao wei.
stop it lah hor!
i'll state it clearly here!
I DIDNT DO ANYTHING PURPOSELY TO MAKE YOUR SISTER SAD HOR!
SHE'S MUH FREN TOO!
WHY SHLD I DO THIS TO HER HUH?
UNDERSTAND SIMPLE ENGLISH MAH?!
FUCK YOUU MAN!

was in a damn bad mood since morning, quarrel with mike & jiunjye.
becos of some stupid things.
dhen was alright le, after tht kaobei a sec 1 boy tht provoke me.
fuck him man!
chibye!
after tht bought donuts & tht auntie damn attitude, chibye!
now this thing happen, fuck lah!
_|_ really fuck up by all these things.
try to lead a happy life & some bitches came to provoke me, wtf!
are youu gurls trying to spoil me & stella's relationship huhh?!
whatever i do youu all know mah?
all dunno dhen now come say me, pls la hor, can use your fucking brain to fucking think mah?!
pls la hor, stop doing all these fucking things to down grade yourself lah hor.
tink very big arh?
dont make me laugh lah hor!
FUCKKKKKK!

2008-01-20T20:08:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
went vivo with mike, chuanho, sam, boon, steph & marcus.
actually wanna watch Body #19 & we manage to bought the NC 16 tickets le.
& we waited for 2hrs for dhe movie to start.
guess what, we even bought dhe drinks & etc le.
dhen dhe person say we cant go in cos we are nort 16 yet-.-
damn angry lor, all of us keep gan him, hahas:D
he said ish either dhey refund us dhe money or dhey let us choose another movie to watch.
so we choose refund nor cos its late le mah & we nidda go MingYang's chalet after tht.
we angry until go staircase smoke & vent our angry, hahas.
took some pics & headed to MingYang's chalet lor.
ohya, when we were on dhe bus, sam suggested to sing out loud in dhe bus.
we sit at dhe back mah dhe so manyy ppl infront sia, but we still sing damn loud, hahas!
dhen gort aunties helped us clapped hands, LOLS^^
its more fun dhen in K-Box or what lor, hahas.
went chalet for ard 1hr nia jiu headed back to aunt house le.
dhen nort in a good mood, dont wish to elaborate becos its stupid-.-
thts y i hate menses!
make me moodswing):
well, thts all~

TODAY
woke up at 11am cos today nidda go Si Ma Lu pray.
after tht go bugis street buy clothes nor.
went dhere with gugu, da gugu, da guzhang, steph, marcus, weiwei & mike.
when we taking bus to bugis, dhere's a guy & a girl who looks damn xialan.
& dhey like purposely take out their cigg like very big liddat.
dhen mike took his cigg out & marcus oso, hahas!
dhen we purposely on songs very loud infront of them, lols sia.
but dhey oso lanlan(:
reach Si Ma Lu le dhen da gugu go pray lor while me, steph, marcus & mike went smoking.
dhen went bugis street SHOP! :D
bought quite alot things today.
hmm, dhere's 2 tees, 1 formal shirt, 1 tie, 1 belt, 1 mini skirt, shade & 2 slippers.
thanks mike for buying me dhe shirts & shade, LOLS.
but i just "bought" you a ear stud nia><
nvmm~
i'll return you your christmas present de(:
bought 12 donuts, nice wor(:
bus-ed back to hougang & something happen again in bus, LOLS.
me, gugu, mike & quan sat at dhe lower deck while marcus & steph & her parents sat at dhe upper deck.
dhen marcus suddenly cor mike & ask us faster come up dhen we tot what happen.
guess what, its becos gort ppl blast song while steph swiotch on songs too, LOLS.
dhen i purposely sing dhe person who on his song damn loud, dhe he off it & on other songs, LOLS.
fun sia, di siao ppl like this, hahas.
dhen after alighting dhe bus, we diao him all dhe way, hahas(:
bought 2 soon kueh & ate, damn nice sia!
eat le dhen headed back to aunt house to put our things.
after tht mike went off to find chuan & jiun dhen he bought 21 soon kueh back for us to eat, LOLS.
gave us dhe soon kueh le dhen he went off nor.
rest awhile at aunt house dhen went hougang mall buy things dhen ate dinner at LJS.

hais, why things turn out this way?! i'm really confused, feel like being alone for some time & think. muh heart is so pain, why? i'm sorry if i let so many ppl getting sad & i'm nort happy too. ****** sad becos of **** while ****** sad becos of ********, but me? i'm sad becos of all of youu. i'm miserable too, but what can i do? i'm just a simple gurl, i can't control things happening in muhh life, i really can't. all i want ish just simple life but why it seems so difficult? tried to be happy in sku, crapping with frens at recess & study in class but i'm still sad. in dhe past, i'm so happy de, i can make muhh frens laugh but now? i'm making everybody miserable & sad, i didnt want it de. faking muhh smile everyday but who knows how am i feeling deep inside muh heart? nobody knows it.

What Can I Do To Make All Of You Happy?
Ending Muh Life...

2008-01-18T19:11:00.000+08:00

went to sku as usual with them, actually wanna be late de so we walk de long way but dhen we still reach sku on time, hahas.
Mrs Tan didnt come today! yay!
hahas, 6 periods free sia.
i pon 2 periods of lessons with jienian dhen went for early recess too.
didnt went for make-up intensive again, opps-.-
dunno what will happen on monday, hope Joan Tan wont come find me, LOLS.
after sku jiu went kovan with jess, her std, mike, jiunjye & weishen.
hmm, had a small quarrel with jiunjye?
mayb nort counted as quarrel bah, he says tht i too hong le dhen he angry me? -.-
nvmm~
went KFC eat dhen smoked & slack awhile...
dhen headed back to aunt house nor.
sing~ cooked~ bathed~ & eat dinner~
dhen now blogging(:

wow, looking forward for tml outing with steph, marcus, mike, chuanho, sam, alvin & boonhao.
hehes, surely will be fun(:
after tht i tink going MingYang's chalet, Happy Birthday wor:DDDDD
buying skinny tml too, yes!
waiting for so long to buy it le.

why am i still being sad over him, fcuk. he treat me so good tht time now he can oso treat her so good, his heart can change so fast. why i still have feelings towards him? why cant i just we had nort been together before? really feel like brainwashing muhself & forgets everything, every single thing & start afresh. but why cant i? hais, miserable~

Can Memories Fade Away?
What Am I?

2008-01-18T16:39:00.000+08:00

Title: 我走以后

每晚的梦都会重复
重复一段路
我们曾走的好辛苦

你感谢我付出
更感谢我退出
说她更需要照顾

听说你比从前幸福
我只有满足
还能有怎样的企图

当初你迷了路
选择我的脚步
是不是有些唐突

喧闹的人群中
陌生的面孔匆匆略过
感觉每张脸都是你的轮廓
黎明破晓后
多想再一次亲吻你刘海遮住的额头
安慰我
我走以后
你现在的生活
会不会也偶尔想起我
那所谓的以后还是朋友
如何去做
你曾经说我走以后
希望还有联络
能够聆听彼此的苦乐
说实在的
我已不能理智对待了

喧闹的人群中
陌生的面孔匆匆略过
感觉每张脸都是你的轮廓
黎明破晓后
多想再一次亲吻你刘海遮住的额头
安慰我
我走以后
你现在的生活
会不会也偶尔想起我
那所谓的以后还是朋友
如何去做
你曾经说我走以后
希望还有联络
能够聆听彼此的苦乐
说实在的
我已不能理智对待了

慢慢学会了沉默
想把你影子摆脱
或许就不难过
夜晚没了你在我身边拥抱着
习惯了
我走以后
你现在的生活
会不会也偶尔想起我
那所谓的以后还是朋友
如何去做
你曾经说我走以后
希望还有联络
能够聆听彼此的苦乐
说实在的
我已不能理智对待了

说实在的
我已不能理智对待了.

this song really reminds me about him.
hais.

2008-01-17T20:28:00.000+08:00

well, went to sku as usual with steph & co.
sku was alright too & today pon chemistry, LOLS.
cos i kar hk from cliffred for half an hour sia-.-
dhen i fan him till he gave me, hahas.
dhen went for LS recess, saw mrs Tan dhen faster run away, LOLS.
ate with sean & co nor.
went toilet smoked with jess dhen faster rushed to eng lesson.
stand for 45 min becos i pon SRP-.-
buay tarhan sia, but lucky she nvr scold or what.
gort e-maths test today, hais.
gonna get zero for it again le, cos i dunno how to do & jess dhey all kept rushing me.
dhen i do halfway pekchek jiu hand in dhe paper nor.
dhen off i go(:
muhh hp spoil again><
went 805 repair muhh fone nor.
dhen went back sku again, for intensive.
but dhen i wait till 3.30pm dhe classroom still haven open dhen i dont go le lor.
tml sure kana caught by joan tan de):
suan le.
went bball court watch alvin & co de bball training with sam nor.
ms send me dhe one missed cor de ringtone, scaryy~~~
LOLS.
was so damn hot today nah!
omg, really cant tarhan dhe heat lor, wth~
but until 6pm+ jiu okok le.
headed back to aunt house after their training nor.
guys are so shuai while playing bball nah, hahas.

why i still cant get over him? why must let me see them together, hais. why? HE'S JUST MUH FREN, FREN ALRIGHT, TAN XIUJUN! WAKE UP MAN! hais. no more le, ~~thanks for acting like youu care, making me feel like i was dhe only one.~~

goodbye LOVE

2008-01-16T18:27:00.000+08:00

meet steph, marcus, mike, jiunjye & ziwei in dhe morning today.
dhen go sku together in dhe morning.
kana wu hui by joan tan today, she tot i nvr go intensive, LOLS.
but actually ish dhe teacher tick wrong.
dhen just sit down nort long, mama thia caught muhh hair dhen ask me clip muhh hair.
but i hairclip with mike-.-
dhen bobian go bookshop buy another one><
mafan sia.
hahas.
sku was alright nor.
after sku jiu go for SRP dhen after tht qingai find me talk.
yeah, what she say was right, we're all struggling.
i really want to give up him & treat him as normal frens.
but we gone through so much & when dhe moment i saw him with her.
was really feel like crying lor, hais.
tinking of our ~~past~~ & their present.
really upset about it.
but i did took dhe courage to talk to him as a fren.
& i'm happy with what i am now.
alright~
after talking with qingai jiu go eat nor.
dhen went for intensive with chuanho.
rotted~~
dhen went bball court watch chuanho & zhihao play bball.
dhen mike came after tht.
dhey play finish le jiu headed to aunt house nor.

confused confused~
i tot i can be very brave to let go of youu & i didnt do dhe wrong thing too.
but why i still miss youu, hais.
really dunno what to do, when will this end?
when?!
all of us were so unhappy, its like i cause it de.
& its killing me deep inside muhh heart, fcuk!
suan le, let nature takes it course bah.
我不配，真的不配被爱.

2008-01-13T19:21:00.000+08:00

woke up today by aunt, she use mike's hp cor me, & act like a boy's voice.
i at first tot is LimYi sia, LOLS.
dhen she asked me, i say aunt.
dhen i'm correct, LOLS.
bathed & prepared dhen waited for aunt, steph, weiwei, mike, guzhang & quan to come downstairs dhen we went 805 eat lunch nor.
eat le jiu went smoked dhen went 328 cos aunt wanna dye hair.
mike went off 1st.
dhen me & steph go meet jiunjye dhen went back 328 again.
waited & waited dhen rain-ed!
so cold sia~
waited for taxi & i knocked muhh head when boarding dhe taxi, LOLS.
pain lah!
today steph's father saw her cigg sia & her father was so angry lor.
lucky aunt helped her say is guzhang de if nort she die liao, LOLS.
btw me & steph alright le, was so happy nah.
ytd was sad):
slack~
dhen cook-ed dinner, chuanho & jiunjye helped too(:
eat le jiu do muhh homework nor.
jiunjye went off after tht.
chuanho going off soon le i think?
now going watch TV le, bye peeps(:

boy, how are youu nowadays? just wanna say i still miss youu): hais. mayb youu be with me ish bored le bah, our relationship from 18th MARCH 2oo6 dhen brk, patch, brk & patch till now. i wonder why, hais. mayb we're nort meant to be together bah. but i've nvr regret.

Where's Muhh Prince?

2008-01-12T12:16:00.000+08:00

hais, happen so much things this few days.
i feel so sad for aunt):
& why i still miss him, hais.
i dreamt of him today><
nvm, dont tok bout sad things le.

woke up at 8am today, actually mike dey all want morning cor me at 7am de.
but dhen i didnt wake up-.-
wake up le jiu faster go prepare dhen run to aunt house, lols.
meet mike 1st dhen jiunjye & chuan ho came after tht.
ard 8.30am jiu went sku for dhe CCA orientation.
slack at dhe basketball court & walk ard sku with steph & co.
sians de sia.
after tht until 11am dhen went back aunt house with dhey all nor.
now aunt, mike, quan & weiwei went out eat le.
left jiunjye, sam, chuanho, ziwei & justin here.
ltr sam going home & others dunno going where le.
sians~

希望明天会更好!

2008-01-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

we broke up le):
why do all good things come to an end?
but i found tht i'm more brave now.
becos i knew it would happen.
he LIKES her.
finally i learn how to let go, thanks for everything boy(:
被你爱过我真得很快乐
hope this time you get back with her will last long :D
i wont hold on to youu anymore le.
i wont cry dhe second time le.

i'll live muhh life happily from now(:

Thanks For Your ~~Love~~

2008-01-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

ohh~ so long didnt blog le, dont have dhe time><
well, school sucks, its so so boring can-.-
everyday after sku jiu find hubby dhen go out walk walk lor.
after tht jiu went aunt house nor.
until 11pm, go home, bathed & sleep-.-
boring!

ohya, didnt went sku today cos muhh eye ish damn pain luh.
steph called me wake up in dhe morning dhen i damn tired so sleep back nor.
until 6.30am i woke up & gave hubby a morning cor dhen he told he he dont want go sku le cos too tired, LOLS.
nvmm~ so i just sleep back lor.
sleep till 12pm dhen wake up.
prepared & went for lunch with mama.
she said she's very happy cos she finally gort dhe chance to eat lunch with me.
was veri sad nah):
i shld spend more time with her de but dhen she sometimes very naggy nah.
LOLS.
went to see doc after tht, dhe person at dhe counter very laolan nah.
if muhh mama nort dhere i sure gan her de.
wth!
see hao doc le jiu wait for aunt, steph dhey all to come 805 nor.
after tht jiu went NTUC (x
went back aunt house jiu saw jiunjye, mike & chuanho alrdy dhere le.
hubby woke up at ard 3pm+ sia, lols.
dhen at 5pm he called me he cant meet me le, i was quite disappointed at tht time nor.
but dhen gort xin li zhun bei le so nort very sad.
guess what, he called me tht time ish when he reaching aunt house soon le, LOLS.
idiot sia, bluff me.
but happy nah(:
i hit him, lols. sorry hubby(: muacks
watch tv with hubby until 7pm+ dhen he's hungry & me too><
so went to cook maggie nor.
eat le dhen i pei him go opposite de bus-stop take bus nor.
a goodbye kiss & went off le nor(:

& hubby finally msg me le, lols.
i miss him nah, woainies!
hehes.

7 Days(:
{{ woainies<33

2008-01-01T02:25:00.000+08:00

okay~ i just reach home nort long ago, lols.
firstly, Happy New Year To All ((((((((:
hmm, muhh new yr wish ish just to be happy everyday with hubby nor<33
hehes.

today woke up at ard 12pm+ dhen prepared & went aunt house.
dhen went out eat with aunt, steph, marcus & weiwei.
eat le jiu went Shop&Save & NTUC buy things nor.
after tht went back aunt house.
rest awhile & pei-ed jiunjye go serangoon central buy sku-u.
tired de sia~
& after tht went jiunjye house wait for him change clothes cos he going countdown mah.
dhen meet sean & we went aunt house nor.
cos meeting samantha oso mah.
& hubby coming too(:
ohya, nort to forget jienian(:
actually tot pei hubby awhile nia dhen dhey going countdown le but dhen aunt let me go wor.
so eat le dinner dhen we went clark quey nor.
ohya, we saw jess wor.
finally gort dhe chance to tok to her le, LOLS.
wow, dhere were so so many peeps sia.
dhen hubby saw those San Lun Che & he asked me want take a ride anort.
LOLS, cost 10 bucks for a ard 6min ride sia.
damn exp sia, LOLS.
but romantic nah(:
i LOVE hubby<33 muacks.
after tht we all walk to esplanade dhere & dhere's so much peeps nah.
we cant walk through dhe crowd & oso cant turn back & walk back, LOLS.
so we just sit & dhe side of dhe road & slack nor.
& wait till dhere's lesser peeps le dhen we walk to other place.
damn tired sia!
walk till ard 11pm dhen we walk back & find alvin.
dhen just nice left ard 3min to new yr le.
after tht we just wait nor, dhen dhe fireworks ish at dhe other side & we all ran dhere.
hahas!
fireworks ish so so nice luh~
watch le jiu mrt-ed back to hougang & slack at upper court.
ohya, saw boonhao too(:
so so long nvr see him le, hahas.
slack till ard 2am dhen sean, samantha, jiunjye & boon went off 1st.
hubby, alvin & jienian wait for me smk hao dhen dhey went punggol ton nor.
so so hope can ton with them sia but dhen i cant.
sad~
nvmm~
dhere're still chance(:
i'm so so tired luh~
gonna go bath & sleep le, bye peeps(:
HAPPY NEW YR AGAIN! :D

hubby, thanks for today. i'm really happy, hehes. although i'm tired & youu too but youu still piggyback me, thanks nah. muacks!

SwearItAllOverAgain(:
{{ woainies<33

2007-12-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

i love youu boy(:
28thDec2oo7; 11.38pm.
never be forgotten, hehes.
wo ai hubby nah.

well, i forgort what happen ytd le, LOLS.
so lets tok bout today bah.
hmm, i woke up at ard 10.30am today.
prepared & went for muhh cousin's son de birthday.
eat at dhere le jiu faster cab-ed back to 328 rebond muhh hair.
i was so so looking forward for dhe result sia, but dhen dhere's like no difference de lor.
wth!
lucky cost me 15 bucks nia if nort i heart pain luh~
ohya, steph & marcus pei me go de.
dhen after tht we walk back nor, dhen hubby called me.
say he coming find me le.
so jiu went aunt house downstair de bus-stop wait for him nor.
& he bought me popiah wor, cos i wanted to eat long ago le & now i finally get to eat it(:
hehes, thanks nah hubby, muacks(:
reached aunt house le jiu eat popiah & he eat his lunch.
dhen went in room watch Americans' Pie, LOLS.
i watch dunno how many time le sia, but pei hubby watch nah(:
dhen cook maggie at night, i broke dhe small pot sia):
damn suay><
thanks marcus & steph helped me clean up, hehes.
after tht eat le hubby jiu play dota nor.
ohya, he played Cai Quan with chuan ho, LOLS.
win one cigg wor, & he let me have it.
thanks hubby :D
i played with hubby too, fun fun(:
at ard 10.30pm, hubby & chuan ho need to go home le so i pei hubby go opposite de bus-stop wait for bus nor.
after tht slack at aunt house awhile, smked dhen jiu went home le.
now gotta go bath le.
bye peeps(:

hubby, i dunno how long we'll last but i cherishing every moment we're together(: loves & misses, muacks.

2 days(:
{{ woainies<33

2007-12-28T19:39:00.000+08:00

well, woke up quite early today.
at ard 10.45am, dhen prepare & went aunt house get muhh cigg 1st dhen went ms house meet him.
slack till ard 1pm+ dhen went for lunch.
after tht bus-ed to hougang interchange pei ms go make his EZ-link.
dhen dhe person says tht dont have IC or birthcert cant make.
sians~
nvm, dhen we went take 72 to JJ cut hair.
we took dhe correct bus sia but dhen we tot wrong dhen alight after a few stops.
dhen decided go opposite take 72 back to hougang interchange lor.
who knows, we missed two 72 bus-.-
wth man!
dhen cant tarhan le, we cab-ed to JJ, LOLS.
reach JJ & saw so many ppl cutting hair sia so we have to wait lor.
ohya, saw xiwei & alex, pei them go kopitiam eat dhen wait again, LOLS.
& finally ish our turn le, hahas(:
& i'm satisfied with muh hairstyle although no difference with muh last-time hairstyle.
hahas :D
cut hao le jiu saw more ppl.
dhere're ziwei, quack, bert, kenny & lulu.
after tht jiu bus-ed back interchange cos ms gort his IC le.
but dhen dhe shop close le-.-
bobian lor, jiu bus-ed back aunt house.
eat dinner & now i'm blogging lor.

& gurl, dont be so LaoLan when youu gort a std.
dhere's no forever de okay?
dont becos your std dont like him jiu must side ur std hor.
i'm your cousin alright?
dont make me dulan!

LOVE Can Change A Person!

2007-12-27T19:48:00.000+08:00

Oww~ i finally have dhe time to blog.
everytime gort ppl playing comp dhen cant blog><
but dhen me oso lazy blog le, OH GOSH~
muhh blog will b rusty real soon, LOLS.
today went out quite early, 10.30am+ jiu went out le.
went ms house, slack~
slack till 4pm+ dhen cook maggie.
3 packets of maggie mee sia, eat till damn full but nort i alone eat luh~
eat le jiu felt sleepy dhen jiu fall aslp le.
till 5pm+ wake up dhen went prime mart buy hk with him.
dhen we took cab & he drop me at compass & i took bus home nor.
cos he waiting for his frens dhere mah.
reach aunt house only saw mike, jiunjye & quan nia.
LOLS, others all went out le.
tok with them awhile nia dhen mike & jiunjye jiu went off le.
now waiting for marcus & steph to come back cos dhey help me tarbao.
i abit hungry le><
hahas.
bye peeps~

Don't Judge Muh Life

2007-12-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

wow, quite a few days didnt blog le cos nort in a gd mood luh~
well, lets talk about ytd(:
Yesterday
woke up at 9.30am dhen prepare & went ms house help him wash his skinny using vinegar, LOLS.
cos his skinny gort stained mah but dhen no use luh.
in dhe end make till me full of vinegar smell-.-
bout 3pm+ went compass eat lunch & i asked him help me get a free bowl of fishball soup without fishballs, LOLS.
dhe i'll give him 8 cigg.
dhen he really get it sia, LOLS.
but dhen he take from me ard 5 sticks nia lah, nort much(:
dhen we went arcade play games nor, its fun can.
dhe small kid so cute luh, was really happy(:
went outside smoked & went in arcade find his friend.
slack in arcade till ard 5pm dhen i pei him go sell icecream nor.
damn tired lor even though i didnt do anything, just walk with him nia, LOLS.
but he manage to clear his stocks within one block luh(:
sell till 10pm+ dhen he pei me take bus till punggol park dhere & he went home nor.
reached aunt house at ard 11pm.
thts all(:

Today
woke up at ard 12pm today & today ish Christmas Eve wor(:
Merry Christmas To All :DDDDDDD
went out eat with mike, steph, weiwei, quan & aunt.
dhen went hougang mall buy things dhen went back home.
waited for aunt to bath hao dhen went MoonStone Condo.
slack dhere luh, sians~
until 5pm+ jiu cab-ed back nor.
from Potong Pasir to Hougang cost ard 10 bucks sia, OMFG.
damn expensive lor, WTF.
saw mike, jiunjye & chuanho alrdy at aunt house le.
dhen jiu blablabla~
now all went off le & daniel & jienian just came(:
bye peeps.

what should i do now? sians~
LOVE Isn't A Simple Thing

2007-12-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

slept at 5am last night, LOLS.
chatted with ms last night, it seems so long since i last tok to him.
hmm, he did change abit luh~
but still so jiao, LOLS.
woke up at ard 11.30am?
prepare & went 805 eat with steph.
aunt, big aunt & mike went Si Ma Lu while me & steph went hougang mall de TimeZone.
tot it will be quite big, but dhen so small nia & nothing fun to play de-.-
saw Siqi wor, ermm she's a small kid; muhh aunt babysit her last time de.
her looks didnt change much but her hair longer le, i still prefer her short hair last time(:
& she dont rmb us le wor><
sad~
after tht walk ard lor jiu cab-ed to opposiote SSS de bus-stop dhen took bus to punggol.
meet up with ms awhile.
funny luh~
ms ask steph for her penknife dhen he straight away take le jiu throw down from 17th floor.
LOLS.
lucky steph nvr very angry, LOLS.
& we force him eat damn lot of kinda bueno, fun sia.
hahas.
we nearly forget tht we meet jienian oso sia.
dhen when ms went off le & me & steph take other bus & we saw jienian alighting from a taxi.
hahas.
lucky we haven board dhe bus yet, LOLS.
after tht jiu went 805 find aunt dhey all nor.
& went back home together.
took a short nap dhen eat dinner & watch TV nor.
& tml ish Big Aunt's bithday wor, Sheng Ri Kuai Le(:
gort to go le, bye peeps :D

LOVE.NoMore

2007-12-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

wow, days seems to pass so fast?
its alrdy 18th today, oh gosh~
holidays are ending faster & faster le, hais~
so sians~
i HATE school, OH GOD~
well, today woke up at ard 1pm.
mama buy for me eat dhen went aunt house.
actually buying W910i today but dhen no stocks for red colour de><
steph buy le wor, LOLS.
but i tml gonna buy it xD
going plaza singapura buyin tml?
hope buy de dao at hougang area bah cos dhe ppl say dhe stocks will be coming tml(:
after tht muhh mama jiu went to work while i go hougang plaza meet mike & go back aunt house with him nor.
cos he went pool-ing with marcus & weiwei mah.
blablablas~
helped aunt cook dinner & dhere was quite alot ppl at aunt house.
gort mike, steph, me, marcus, weiwei, esmond, quan, ahma, big aunt, big gu zhang & aunt wor, LOLS.
eat le dinner jiu watch TV nor.
dhe chnl8show make me LAUGH OUT LOUD man!
it was really funny can, hahas.

sometimes, i was wondering why he can just forget me like this & i'll still be tinking of him everyday, hais. & is love SEX? if it is, dhen why dhere's still ppl saying love? why dont dhey say dhey want gurls only for sex. hais, everytime i tink of this, i'll be dulan, i just duno why, hais. i hate this! do guys get bored in relationships without any sex involve? & dhen feelings fade? is it really like this huhh? why?!

nvmm, forget about it, hais.

Lost Of Words!
{{ woainies<33

2007-12-17T19:02:00.000+08:00

wow, ton whole day today wor, until now haven sleep dao-.-
tired sia~
we ton till 5.30am+ dhen go bath dhen 6am jiu went out le.
actually planning to walk to hougang green cos i tot sean wont be so early reaching mah.
how i know he reached earlier dhen us, LOLS.
so we took bus go nor.
didnt eat in dhe morning becos i hungry until dont feel like eating le, lols.
dhen jiu went playground slack with steph, sean, gary & weile.
slack till 8am dhen we walk ard to buy things nor.
sean wanna buy his own things while me & steph buying penknifes (x
dhen go staircase smoked & slack again lor.
after tht mike came at ard 9am.
slack for quite long nah dhen went for our breakfast.
eat hao le jiu cabbed to hougang MRT dhere dhen mrt-ed to VivoCity.
cos we going dhere watch movie mah.
hmm, overall dhere were me, steph, carmen, sean, gary, mike, jienian, mingyang & his std(:
alvin actually going with us too de but he woke up too late le, LOLS.
so we meeting him after watching movie nor.
dhere's still so much time until dhe movie start so we just sit near to dhe cinema hall dhere lor.
me & steph too tired le nah.
dhen dong buay diao le jiu sleep at dhe chair dhere, LOLS.
after tht kana woke up by those managers sia, damn paisae><
tht movie ish nice lah~
those Chipmunks are so cute lor :DDDD
watch le movie dhen mingyang & his std jiu went off le, dhey wanna have their er ren shi jie mah(:
hahas.
crapp alot luh~
dhen kept walking circles round vivo dhen dhey decide to eat at LJS.
jienian & sean eat so so slow can.
eat le jiu went kovan meet alvin nor.
saw jiao friend at KFC, hahas.
chat a little nia jiu went off to pool le.
but dhen we cant go in><
anyway, i watched them play nia, lols.
we cant go in mah, jiu decide to go NetForce & i'm in here now lor.
mike, sean, gary & carmen went off 1st.
while me, steph, alvin & jienian come here nor.
was quite fun today but TIRED~
hahas.

Should I?
{{ woainies<33

2007-12-17T02:44:00.000+08:00

ytd slept at ard 4am+ becos cant get to sleep><
know why? cos i watched horror TV shows dhen after tht kept tinking bout it dhen jiu cant get to sleep nor, LOLS.
ain't i stupid, muh mama told me dont watch le but i insist watching, LOLS.
dhen woke up ard 1.30pm.
bathed & went aunt house.
ate nasi lemak for lunch & ish steph dabao for me de.
thanks(:
but eat abit nia jiu full le, dhen put in dhe kitchen nor.
cos when hungry again can eat mah(:
after tht went in room watch TV with mike & steph.
after sing songs & crappings :D
& we watched American Pies The Naked Mile, LOLS.
horny show, LOLS :D
after tht i took a nap till 7pm dhen woke up cos Star Awards start liao.
5566, KimJeongHoon & Show gort come sia.
OMG, dhey're so so shuai can ((((((((((((((x
even though i dont understand a single word of KimJeongHoon's singing but i love his voice nah :D
& so long nvr hear 5566 sing le nah, & ppl who ish close to me shld know i LOVE 5566 so much last time nah(:
hahas.
but i still LOVE ZaxWangRenFu dhe most :DDDDDDDD
watch dhe show all dhe way till 11pm dhen fabian called me & chat.
chat for quite some time nor & he's funny luh~
went back to muhh house after tht to get muhh clothes cos i staying at aunt house tonight.
& tml outing with steph, mike, alvin, sean, mingyang & gary(:
watch movie wor, Alvin & The Chipmunks.
hehes.
happy happy :D
gort to go sleep soon le, its getting late liao(:
bye peeps & good night to all<33

SarangHaeYo.
{{ woainies<33

2007-12-16T02:02:00.000+08:00

woke up at ard 1pm+, bath & prepare everything.
dhen went hougang green with steph & quan.
cos we going B Box today mah, ohya, with marcus & wewei too(:
ate our lunch 1st dhen me, steph & quan went B Box check dhe price 1st while waiting for marcus & weiwei.
after tht dhey say tht dhey haven eat wor.
so dhey went LJS eat 1st nor while we go sing 1st :D
dhen we from 2pm sang all dhe way till 7pm nor, weiwei dance so funny lah(x
mike & alvin came too, but just awhile nia dhen dhey went off le.
actually going Swensens after tht de but dhen marcus nort feeling well.
so, we decided nort to go le nor.
& we went 805 for dinner.
cost me ard 15 bucks eating muhh dinner, LOLS.
ate chicken chop, tomyam seafood soup & dabao clams go home eat.
so expensive sia, regret eating so much nah.
& nort full de-.-
marcus & weiwei went off 1st after eating cos dhey eat faster mah.
reached aunt house ard 8.30pm.
lie on bed watch TV dhen smoked dhen watch TV><
sians~
i msg-ed him today, hais.
& of cos dhe conversation ish nort really happy.
cried again D:

hais, why cant you give me another chance? i really regret brking up with you. dont you rmb how happy we are together le mah? i really dont know why you lost feelings towards me, i really dont understand. & you couldn't even give me an answer, hais. why, why? is our love really so fragile in dhe begining? i really dunno. but those tears i shed for you ish worth it becos I LOVE YOU D:

New Cuts On Muh Wrist?
{{ woainies<33

2007-12-14T23:20:00.000+08:00

ytd night ton again, lols.
alvin ton with me & steph till 5am dhen went off le.
after marcus wake up jiu chat chat again till 7am dhen sleep.
actually didnt plan to sleep de cos going steph house mah.
but dhen i too tired le & we scared aunt scold so didnt go in dhe morning lor.
woke up at ard 2pm, lols.
mike alrdy came le & i tink he was sleeping too? LOLS.
wake up jiu prepare dhen went 805 eat nor.
after tht went NTUC buy things again, lols.
mike very hiong lah, he just take dhe bag of rice & walk out of dhe NTUC, LOLS.
i dont even dare sia-.-
buy le things, me & steph jiu went off le lor.
while mike & aunt went home.
was damn tired while at steph's house sia.
she finding things & i playing comp, lols.
i couldn't help anyway><
until 6pm jiu lie on dhe sofa dhen jiu fall aslp le, lols.
ard 7pm, steph jiu cor me wake up dhen we headed back to aunt house nor.
dhe bus ish so cold sia, kept shivering, LOLS.
reach aunt house le jiu straight away take dhe mattress to rest jiu fall aslp le.
i sleep till 10pm jiu wake up le cos i wanna watch dhe chnl U show, lucky i nvr miss it(:
but i missed dhe 9pm show):
nvmm~
steph slept till 11pm, lols.
i bet she tonight no need sleep again le-.-
just finish muhh dinner only sia, lols.
i'm so so looking forward to tml's outing with steph, marcus & weiwei.
LOLS.

& 30 more min ish 15th le, hais.
wonder if he still rmb this date mah?
so so miss him, he knows mah?
hais.
all those memories are so unforgettable, i can't forget him at all, hais.
i want him back!
i love youu<33

15thAugust, IWantYouBack
{{ woainies<33

2007-12-14T03:03:00.000+08:00

ytd steph stay overnight at muhh house(:
slept at ard 3am+?
woke up at 2pm today, lols.
was dreaming bout him, steph & sean, LOLS.
a very funny dream-.-
prepared & cab-ed to bugis cos go dhere huan tai sui & buy clothes(:
went dhere with muhh mama & steph.
ate our lunch 1st dhen shop shop shop(:
bought two short jeans, one black cardigan, black heels, one golden-coloured belt & a red long-sleeve shirt.
hehes, satisfied le :DDDDDDDD
buy le dhen huan tai sui lor.
after tht walk walk awhile jiu went aunt house while muhh mama went boon keng.
reached aunt house ard 5.30pm.
ate maggie mee for dinner today, lols.
cos aunt nort at home.
crap alot with weiwei & steph lah~
LMAOS~
after tht jiu watch TV till 11pm dhen bathed.
dhen went home wait for muhh father get to sleep dhen me, steph & marcus went 401 buy supper.
bought 8 chicken wings, 1 chickenchop & 1 packet of fries(:
steph coup alot tomato sauce from them, lols.
cos they very "cat" de :P
sians~
now waiting for alvin to come & everybody going to sleep le><
LOLS.
will it be a good day tml?
lols, lame me~
1 more day to 15th, hope tht i wont cry luh~
i just love him so so much nah.
waiting for his return, waiting for his love.

Waiting For You No Matter What
{{ woainies<33

2007-12-13T00:18:00.000+08:00

hmm, just went down 7-eleven bought "Takoyaki", strawberry milk for steph & potato chips for both of us, LOLS.
ohya, & two packets of "free" sweet xD
stupid cashier lah~

ytd ton-ed at aunt house wor.
until 4am+ jiu sleep le, steph ownself ton till 7.15am dhen sleep, lols.
pro lah her.
woke up at ard 1pm & mike alrdy at aunt house le, lols.
bathed le dhen went 805 eat lunch nor.
eat le dhen went hougang mall de Starhub shop cos guzhang want see handphone mah.
dhen i saw W910i & thts dhe phone i want it!
gosh, so so hope muhh mama will buy it for me, i'm craving for it lah~
after tht bought a cone of Green Tea Ice-Cream, quite nice(:
dhen went NTUC "buy" crabs & went Shop&Save "buy" cooking oil & etc etc :D
went back aunt house after tht nor.
watched 881 again-.-
fourth time le sia but its still so nice luh~
i like~
after tht helped guzhang make crabs.
& helped to cook too(:
its nice overall :D
ah chuan & jienian came today too.
watch TV till 11pm dhen went home with steph nor.

i feel tht muhh life now is happier le(: i'll just wait for him silently but i still yearn for his love D: i'm still wondering how's he's doing now? was he alright? or became more paikia? sometimes really scaredd sia, i dowwan him turn bad, hurhurs~ hope he knows what is wrong & what is right bah. i feel tht i grew up le :P hahas.

Will You Be Mine Again?
{{ woainies<33

2007-12-11T23:35:00.000+08:00

slept till 1pm+ today, actually didnt plan to wake up so early de.
ish becos mike came to gimme muhh lunch, lols.
dhen bobian must wake up le.
so he came in & wait for me to bath dhen go over to aunt house.
eat le lunch jiu smoked.
dhen slack~
watch TV & blablabla~
until 6pm dhen hlp aunt cook dinner.
zhan yi today come wor, its has been quite long since i last see him le.
didnt change muchh, still so guai(:
after cook hao jiu start eating dinner with steph & zhanyi.
dhen aunt jiu ask me dabao dinner for muhh papa dhen bring over dhe 881 Vcd.
came back le jiu lie on bed watch TV again.
was sneezing whole day luh~
so xinku, how i wish he's by muhh side now caring for me, sians~
dont feel like going back house stay sia.
cos if muhh mum heard me sneezing dhen she'll be pekchek & scold me again le, hais.
mama, i grow up le, i know how to tkcares of muhhself de. i know youu're worry about me but dont alwaes dong bu dong jiu scold me can mah?
now waiting for muhh mama's cor nor, see whether can stay at aunt house mah.
hope can bah & she wont scold me again D:

Muhh ~~Happy~~ Ending
{ woainies<33

2007-12-11T01:49:00.000+08:00

ytd ton-ed till ard 5am dhen sleep.
cos alvin came ton too mah.
& when i'm going to sleep, steph kept disiao marcus dhen marcus tickle me.
dhen cant get to sleep, LOLS.
they're lame rite? :D
dhen morning 8am+ marcus said he called me wake up but dhen he said i dowwan wake up & i didn't even know it, LOLS.
so slept till 10pm, steph called me up & i went back to sleep again:P
dhen mike called me at ard 10.30pm to wake me up & again i went to sleep, LOOOOOLS.
he called me total bout 3 times till 11.30am+ dhen i wake up & went for bath.
dhen prepare lor.
when i bath hao, mike alrdy reach aunt house le.
ohya, sean, samantha & limyi came.
after preparing everything dhen me, steph & mike bus-ed to hougang green & meet boon 1st lor.
ate our lunch le jiu went B Box-ing(:
really Sing Out Loud sia.
me & boon ish use shout de lor, LOLS.
until 4pm+, marcus came & sing lor.
he very what sia, i was singing dhen he kept disiao dhen i cant even sing dhe song properly.
nearly cried too): when we're singing "Ni Zhe Me She De Wo Nan Guo".
lucky nvr cry out sia, if nort muhh make-up will be all ruined, LOLS.
until 6pm, mike jiu went off le.
dhen we continue sing till 7pm dhen went boon's house downstair wait for him.
cos he giving me muhh chem hmwk, lols.
i guess i wont even want to touch it-.-
wahhhh, today weather ish sooooo cold luh~
until now still raining but gd lah, can sleep very comfortably:D
ohya, after tht we took bus back to aunt house lor.
sleep in dhe bus sia, lols.
too tired le><
reach aunt house jiu change clothes dhen quickly hide in dhe blanket cos damn cold lah~
after tht jiu went for dinner lor.
dhen watch TV till 11pm & chat with aunt.
its really nice to chat with her nah.
but i still dont dare to talk to her about him cos muhh tinking & her tinking ish different D:
nvmm~
chat with aunt & watch S-POP till 1am dhen went back home nor.
its quite a nice day today(:

youu told me to give up on youu but i really cant do it. youu can dont like me but dont stop me from loving youu alright? even if i anyhow find a guy, but muhh heart ish still with youu dhen whats dhe use? hais, youu understand mahh? & now everytime i felt sad ish when i tink of those happy memories with him & nort those things he did to hurt me so guys, dont misunderstood alright? i'll live muhh life as happy as i can but dhen i'll still miss him(:

JiaYou Amika(:
{{ woainies<33

2007-12-10T00:58:00.000+08:00

ytd didnt get to ton at aunt house but get scoldings from muh mama-.-
watch 881 after tht lie on bed jiu starting to tink of him again.
cried again, hais.
i tink i should solve this problem muhhself instead of asking ppl.
it will makes me more pressured, hais.
dhen cried till 4.30am dhen fall asleep.
woke up at ard 12.30pm bah.
prepared & went aunt house dhen went for lunch lor.
bought things dhen went back.
helped aunt with dhe cooking ingredients until ard 4pm.
dhen waited for chuanho to come cos he going bugis buy things mah.
so me, steph & marcus pei him go nor.
i go dhere jiu buay tarhan want buyy clothes le, LOLS.
jiu bought one shirt lor.
after buying all those clothes le jiu went eat.
dhen bus-ed back aunt house.
watch TV till 9pm dhen eat dinner.
after tht went back home take muhh clothes for tml's outing.
cos staying over at aunt house today mah.
& of cos quarrelled with muhh mama again, LOLS.
i dont care le D:

i wanna let go but i still cant do it, hais D: i know he's nort worth for me to love but..but..i still have lots of memories in those three months i spent with him. why must he just leave me like this without any good reasons? no feelings? why everytime he just leave me like this with this reason. its so so much hurting dhen any other reasons youu know mah? hais. those things he say, those games he played & those songs he love to listen; all these things make me think of him. how am i suppose to let go, hais. i love youu alot & i mean it.

I Can't Live Without You
{{ woainies<33

2007-12-08T16:46:00.000+08:00

ytd night 5am dhen sleep sia cos chatting on fone with daniel.
& he told me so much things.
mayb i'll consider of giving up him bah.
he oso wont come back to me le, hais.
thanks daniel(:

woke up at ard 1pm today, prepare & went aunt house.
after tht went out eat lor.
& again, "bought" things today cos we're cooking curry today(:
LOLS, dane smsed me today & keep forcing me go clubbing with him-.-
in dhe end oso nvr go, hahas.
reach home le jiu start cooking lor.
finally cook finish now, dhe curry ish nice luh(:
so boring lah~
actually tml going B Box but dhen now change to monday le><
nidda wait for another day liaos, sians~

at night see whether gort anything happen dhen blog again bah.
bye peeps(:
I Can't Hold On To You Anymore
{{ Love Is Blind<33

2007-12-07T23:32:00.000+08:00

drank beer last night, was drunk & vomited 3 times sia, damn damn xinku.
hais):
cried & cried~
thanks steph & marcus for your shoulders, really thanks alot(:
ohya, i rmb-ed alvin & sean came too.
cant pei them drink again nah cos i alrdy drunk le, sians~
until ard 5am dhen i went to sleep nor.
in dhe morning marcus wake me up cos i promise to pei him go dye hair mah.
actually he wanted to highlight grey & blue but who knows dhe colour turns out to be green-.-
he damn unhappy with dhe colour lah, but bobian.
i "perm" muhh hair, hahas.
it only last for one day nia, LOLS.
& cost me 10 bucks-.-
& it really dont suit me at all><
after tht i went 805 find aunt & steph for lunch dhen marcus went back aunt house nor.
cos he dont want go out in tht hair colour, LOLS.
eat le pei steph go see doc cos her stomach pain.
& muhh stomach oso pain but cant see doc cos nort enough money le, LOLS.
however, now alright le so nvm lor(:
reach aunt house le, rest awhile dhen watch aunt help marcus dye red colour, LOLS.
wow, dhe red ish nice luh~
after tht went in room watch TV till 6.30pm dhen fall asleep.
& i tink mike came after his tuition & bought us dinner?
wake up le jiu eat dinner & continue watching TV.
until now dhen have dhe time to blog but dhen i going watch TV again le.
cos "Ai Qing Muo Fa Shi" start liaos(:

& i miss youu boy, hais.
was wondering when youu nidda report again & i dont have dhe courage to ask youu.
mayb youu dont nid muhh care anymore le.
must tkcares alright, hais.
i love youu.
& days without youu are really lonely & i'm missing youu every moment.
everything i do i still think of youu, dhere so much unforgettable memories, hais.

Life Without You Is Incomplete
{{ woainies<33

2007-12-07T01:36:00.000+08:00

hais, we broke up le D:
is really sad even though is i ask de.
but he dont love me anymore so i gort no choice, hais.
mayb he'll be more happy without me.
but i really wish he'll love me once again.
i really need him alot, hais.
i have change so much for him le, cant he see it?
我做得还不够多吗？
i'll just simply wait bah, hais.

i gort nothing much to type le becos really nort in a good mood, hais.
bye peeps.
i still love youu...

No More Countings Of Days We're Together Le
回到我身边好吗？

2007-12-06T13:22:00.000+08:00

just came from sku cos just now go buy books with mike & muh mama.
hais, baby didnt come today & ytd night i sent him de msg oso didnt even bother to replie.
suan le bah, i dunno what to do le.
should i or should i nort?
i'm confuse lah!
He~~Love~~MeNort.

3 Months & 21 Days
{{ woainies<33

2007-12-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

well, today isn't a good day for me.
i can say everyday isn't a happy day, hais><
actually going sku buy books today de but dhen it was raining luh.
so muhh mum says tml dhen buy lor.
so i went back to sleep & woke up ard 1pm.
prepared & went aunt house.
mike was dhere as well.
baby didnt come again><
sians~
after tht went 805 eat lunch dhen went NTUC buy things.
dhen went back aunt house nor.
tired lah~
helped aunt awhile with those cooking ingredients dhen went for a rest.
was waiting for baby's msg whole day but none was his D:
ohya, ah chuan came too.
ate muhh dinner le jiu watch TV lor.
cried when aunt kept toking bout baby, hais.
really wants a shoulder for me to lie on & CRY OUT LOUD, hais~
& mike, i'm sorry):
i didnt mean to make you sad, hais.

baby, last time youu still will visit muhh blog but now? are youu tired of me le? i feel tht your love for me doesn't exist anymore le & i cant feel it anymore le. i really dont wan end it so fast, youu know mah? i really wanna tell youu how i feel & i want to let youu know how much i love youu de. dhe phone accessory ish alrdy fix hao le, ish still with me. youu still want it mah? hais. 为何你要这样伤害我？不要再折磨我了可以吗? 我真得快要崩溃了. 你还爱我吗? 一直好想问你这句话,却又怕听到你真实的回答. 你还爱我吗? 为何你总是不说话,眼看我为爱不爱挣扎.你爱我吗? hais, i love youu.

3 Months & 20 Days
{{ woainies<33

2007-12-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
ytd too tired le so nvr blog nor.
& nort much things happen too.
& baby finally came aunt house le-.-
but didnt tok to him much becos he was playing maple, sians~
dhen bla bla bla, lazy type bout ytd nah.
stay at aunt house whole day nor(:
tht's all.
i love youu.

TODAY
stay-ed at aunt house ytd night.
woke up in dhe morning today when baby came lor.
mike came after tht.
prepared & we all went 805 eat lunch.
dhen baby, mike & aunt went back home while me & steph went bugis.
bought 4 shirts wor, no shorts><
cost 66 bucks, LOLS.
actually wanted to buy skinnies but dhen nort enough budget.
so just bought lil`miss jealous, a brown tee, superman tee & a white shirt.
& dhe superman tee cost me 33 bucks, LOLS.
so scared tio gan by muhh mum sia D:
steph bought two lil`miss tees & cardigan.
buy le jiu went TTSH see steph's ahma awhile.
dhen went hougang mall cos steph wanted to buy wallet.
after tht jiu went back aunt house nor.
ate & smoked dhen watched TV till now lor.

me & baby de distance ain't getting nearer at all, hais.
i've no chance at all to tell him how i feel, who can tell me what to do?
i really dont wanna lose him but i'm really miserable D:
baby, can give me a chance to tell youu how i feel mah?
i really love youu so much & so much tears were shed for youu?
do youu understand how i really feel?
hais.
wo zhen de hao ai ni.
everyday i was looking at youu, wondering when youu'll take a look back at me.
but you wont, how long can i hold on to youu?
please, i beg youu.
dont neglect me alright?
you're muhh dream & i dont want to end it so fast, hais.
i wish you'll be muhh neverending dream, i love youu.

3 Months & 19 Days
{{ woainies<33

2007-12-03T01:46:00.000+08:00

sians, baby didnt come again today.
he's avoiding me or am i tinking too much ner?
hais.
hope nothing will happen bahD:
woke up at 2.30pm+ & tot aunt & steph went 805 eat le but dhen they were still at home.
cos ytd dhey too late sleep le as jiyou, jienian, alvin & bert played mahjong till morning, LOLS.
reach aunt house le jiu smoke dhen went 805 nor.
"bought" things again-.-
after tht went back aunt house nor, alvin came too.
hais, was in a bad mood whole day lah.
sians~
really hope his LOVE for me wont change, hais.
mayb i'm tinking too muchD:
cook at 7pm dhen ate dinner lor.
watch TV & rot.
& tml going sku buy books le.
dhen mayb going bugis?
everyday rot at home really too sian le, hais!
gonna go sleep le, good nites peeps><
& to muhh baby? hais.

3 Months & 17 Days
{{ woainies<33

2007-12-01T23:13:00.001+08:00

wow, ton again with steph ytd(:
till 7am dhen went downstairs walk walk.
dhen walk till canel dhere dhen went to sku saw marhesh jiu shun bian ask him whether can go in pack locker anort.
he helped me ask MR. Low & he said can lor.
dhen me & steph went in wait lor.
so much books to take home sia but oso threw away alot of books nah, LOLS.
till 8am+ went muhh house downstair de vegetarian shop eat Roti Prata.
nice(:
so long nvr eat le.
after tht went back aunt house lor.
went crunchyroll.com watch I Nort Stupid Too.
till 10am+, cant tarhan le dhen went to sleep.
sleep till 1pm+ dhen mike came & gang gang hao i wake up nor.
prepare & went 805 eat lunch.
after tht went NTUC "buy" alot alot things again.
this time really damn heavy sia, LOLS.
after tht went back aunt house sleep, hahas.
tired lah~
sleep till 8pm+ & saw jienian at aunt house le.
played his PSP awhile dhen went for dinner lor.
after tht alvin, jiyou & bertrand came & played mahjong with aunt, lols.
alvin went back at 10pm & ask jienian help him play lor.
until now, dhey are still playing.

& today baby didnt come today wor. didnt see him for one day ish like so weird sia. i miss him nah(: jiayou for your tournament wor, hehes. wonder if he tml will come mah? wo hao xiang ta wor. baby, i loveyouu:DD

3 Months & 16 Days
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2007-11-30T22:15:00.000+08:00

ytd ton again, LOLS.
gonna turn more & more chao lao leD:
ton with baby, steph, sean & alvin.
alvin went off at ard 5am & sean went off at 6am.
actually dont plan to sleep cos we nidda wake up at 10am.
but dhen till 7am+ really cant tarhan le jiu went to sleep lor.
sleep till 2pm+ & baby woke up too.
he rest awhile more jiu went off le.
dhen me & steph sleep till 6pm+, LOLS.
i first time sleep so long sia.
sleep at aunt house really good lah, better dhen sleeping at muhh own house, hahas.
woke up le jiu watch TV dhen went for a bath.
ah chuan & sam came too.
she came awhile jiu went off le.
had muhh dinner le jiu watch tv again lor.
after tht alvin, sean & jiyou came.
dhey played mahjong.
all just went off nort long nia except for ah chuan.
very sians sia.
feel like staying overnight at aunt house again tonight, dunno muhh mum will let mah.
sians~
i miss baby ler><
sometimes, i was tinking baby will love me for long mah? really hope i would last long with him. i dont ask for more de, i just want him to treat me good & love me. thts all>< i love youu.

3 Months & 15 Days
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2007-11-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

ytd alvin ton with us till 5am wor, lols.
actually i 3am+ wan sleep le but dhen alvin chat with me & steph mah so cant get to sleep le.
dhen chat till 5am dhen he went home lor.
kana woke up by baby in dhe morning again, LOLS.
prepare le dhen went 805 eat.
dhen cab-ed to potong pasir de MoonStone lor.
cos aunt mahjong-ed at dhere mah dhen youquan wanna swim.
so me, steph & baby slack at dhe playground dhere lor.
sians sia~
quan swim till 5pm dhen we all went back aunt house nor.
watch TV~~~
dhen today baby cook dinner for us wor, quite nice lah.
eat finish le jiu slack till now lor.
& today baby ton-ing with us wor, hehes.
sean coming ltr too(:
i LOVE baby lah:DD
he's cute, hehes.
gonna let steph blog le if nort she scolding le.
she da jie da sia.

3 Months & 14 Days
{{ woainies<33

2007-11-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

ytd slept at 4.30am dhen baby morning woke me up again & called me help him open door, LOLS.
everyday ish dhe same de sia, hahas.
help him open door le dhen went back to sleep lor.
till 1pm dhen wake up & go prepare.
went 805 eat dhen baby & quan went back aunt house.
while me, steph & gugu went NTUC do our mission again-.-
so many things sia, LOLS.
come back le damn tired but cant rest cos need to prepare things for our dinner.
mike came too.
actually he staying at gugu house for dinner too but in dhe end he has gort smth on.
so went off at ard 5pm lor.
prepare hao those ingredients le jiu went watch TV.
watch le jiu went for dinner lor.
today de dinner ish all spicy de dhen baby eat till so funny.
eat awhile dhen stand up for no reason, LOLS.
dhen sit down drink cold water, hahas.
he's silly but cute lah (:
eat le jiu ask baby pei me go watch TV again cos i didnt have dhe time to ask him pei me in dhe afternoon mah.
watch "indian bird" on Channel 8, LOLS.
no lah, ish "heaven bird". (tian tang niao)
hahas.
after tht watch "the pussycat dolls".
dhen baby went off at 10.30pm nor.
have a great time with him today, hehes(:
hope everyday can liddat jiu hao loh><

will be waiting for baby's wake up cor tml, hahas:DD
woainies lah.

3 Months & 13 Days
{{ woainies<33

2007-11-28T03:20:00.000+08:00

ytd ton till 6am dhen sleep, lols.
dhen morning baby jiu cor me wake up & ask me help him open dhe door, LOLS.
he was playing dota lor, dhen i watch.
mike came too.
ohya, me & baby alright le(:
he went off at ard 4pm.
kept feel like sleeping in dhe afternoon nah but didnt get to sleep at all.
LOLS.
cos nidda cook dinner mah & gugu nort at home.
so me & steph need help tkcare of dhe house-.-
till night, ate porridge & crap alot luh~
dunno why, me, steph & quan laugh till gonna die le, LOLS.
1st time laugh so much sia, hahas:DD
nort 1st time lah, is like so long de 1st time-.-
eat le jiu watch tv loh.
ard 10.30pm, ah chuan called & jio us go upper.
went dhere & saw ah chuan, sam, alvin, eunice & yunting.
& ohya, happy belated birthday to EUNICE(:
after tht all went to play bball & left me & eunice, LOLS.
PangSeh sia.
lulu came after tht, crap & rot, LOLS.
at 12am, all went off le & left me, steph, quan & alvin.
chat chat awhile cos pei alvin wait for his cousins to come mah.
dhen we went off nor.

&&& i'm getting fatter & fatter le, LOLS.
holidays really makes me grow fat sia, even baby say i fat le><
LOLS.
gonna let steph blog le cos we're sleeping soon, tired luh D:

3 Months & 12 Days
{{ woainies<33

2007-11-27T01:35:00.000+08:00

ytd slept at ard 4am.
dhen baby came & i woke up awhile dhen when to sleep again.
ate bread for lunch.
quarrelled with steph again, hais.
dhen quarrelled with baby.
why today so suay sia, hais!
until now haven okay yet, sian lah!
went hougang point meet mike with jienian.
& finally i today meet up with jienian le, chatted alot with him nah(:
kup hk with mike & jienian.
dhen smoked & mike went off le.
dhen me & jienian went hougang point de kopitiam eat lor.
after tht went smoking & jienian called daniel to find us.
but he's working & he came to find us at ard 10pm+
went upper watch steph, quan, jienian, ah chuan, daniel & alvin play bball.
hais, me & baby de quarrel became worser in dhe night><
dhey play till 12am+ dhen all went off le.
currently at muh house now, ltr ton-ing at aunt house again.
dont intend to sleep today le, hais.

tml mayb going out with steph to B Box.
dunno can cheng gong de go mah?
hope can bah, really feel like singing out loud.
hais!

3 Months & 11 Days
{{ woainies<33

2007-11-26T01:16:00.000+08:00

ytd night was so damn hot lah, cant even sleep sia.
until 4am dhen get to sleep><
woke up at ard 11.30am.
so early wake up cos nidda go biaojie's house mah.
mike going with us too wor, lols.
prepare le jiu cab-ed dhere with mama, steph, mike & quan.
& dhe cab was so long lah.
dhen muhh mama cor cab lor.
ate le went shk dhen slack till 3pm+ dhen cab back aunt house.
drop mike at kovan dhen went meet baby dhen went JJ cut hair.
but hor, machiam nvr cut dao liddat-.-
sians~
wasted muh 8 dollars.
nvmm~ suan le.
went back aunt house after cutting hair lor.
alot ppl nah.
& aunt cook alot today wor, yummy(:
baby went off at 6.30pm, so early sia.
wo hao xiang ta(:
tonight gonna sleep early le if nort baby dowwan come find me, hahas.
good nites peeps(:
& to muhh baby too, woainies lah!!!

3 Months & 10Days
{{ woainies<33

2007-11-25T02:01:00.000+08:00

ytd ton with steph at aunt house again.
LOLS.
we ytd 5.30am dhen sleep.
dhen 12.30pm+ wake u & saw baby was playing comp, lols.
prepared & went 805 eat.
"bought" alot of things from NTUC again, hahas.
baby was like so nervous, hahas.
after tht went back aunt house nor.
quarrelled with baby, sians.
we one week nvr quarrel le sia but now started again le, really sians.
firstly ish i angry with him cos he nvr pei me dhen i said some words tht make him angry-.-
till night, we was alright le but dhen till midnight...
sean jio me & steph go 401 eat supper.
dhen i told baby tht i going dhen he angry again.
cos i late go out-.-
dhen ask me dont replie him le):
hais.
suan le, hope tml he'll be alright & dont angry le.
baby, i love you.

tml going biaojie's house eat again cos his son birthday.
so many birthday this month sia, LOLS.
mayb mike ish going with us?
nidda sleep soon le.
good nites peeps & sweet dreams to all of youu(:
good nites to muhh baby too, muacks woainies<33

3 Months & 9 Days
{{ woainies<33

2007-11-24T00:50:00.000+08:00

ytd steph stayed at muh house.
dhen woke up at 12.30pm+, prepared & went aunt house.
dar, jiunjye & mike alrdy dhere le.
went 805 eat after tht.
"bought" damn lot of chocolates lah(: hahas.
damn scary sia~
was playing with dar's fone de game whole day lah.
nothing special today oso.
ohya, ah chuan & sean came too.
eat le dinner, was tinking of where to go.
quan say wan go upper.
dhen we say punggol end.
i tink decide for about 1hr+ dhen we went upper-.-
guess what, we went punggol end.
know why?
cos upper too manyy ppl le.
so, me, dar, steph, sean & quan took cab go punggol end lor.
alot taxi drivers dont want take us sia cos too manyy ppl le-.-
slacked~ & played with dhe water till 9pm+ dhen went watch ppl fishing-.-
rotting lah~
till ard 10.30pm, bused home lor.
136 ish so damn long lah!!!
i wonder whats dar doing now, he didnt msg me le><
tml mayb he nort coming gugu house cos he isn't free?
i'll miss him nah(:
ohya, ton-ing at gugu house today:DD

3 Months & 8 Days
{{ woainies<33

2007-11-23T02:20:00.000+08:00

wow, ytd night i sleep damn early wor.
11pm jiu sleep le sia.
dhen today woke up at 12pm, i can sleep till ltr de wor.
cos dar cor me wake up, LOLS.
prepare & went aunt house.
didnt eat lunch today wor cos nort hungry.
dar, sean came first dhen followed by mike, jiunjye & ah chuan.
mike came back singapore le wor, bought me a small bag for putting tissue de.
purple colour de wor, i like it nah(:
& a soft toy, thanks alot nah(:
i cooked dinner today wor but dhe rice too hard le><
i'm sorry guys.
ohya, steph get back her results le.
gort 192 wor & she going SSS nxt yr, hahas.
yay, gort ppl pei me go sku le:DD
after dinner, jiunjye suggested to go punggol end & we took cab go lor.
i paid for it leh & guess what.
when we reach dhere, started raining-.-
dhen bus-ed back upper play bball.
waste muh money sia-.-
dhen went back aunt house slack awhile & dar went off at 10.30pm.
i'm having a bad headache now lah, mayb ish becos of dhe rain bah.
sians~
& quarrelled with muhh mama again, more sians!
i want respect her de but dhe words she use ish just so...vulgar lah.
example like ask me go be chicken or ask me let ppl fcuk or whatever de.
nb, liddat how i respect her sia.
& say what ask me go help boys icekoleong.
mama, it really hurts me alright but i know you wont even give a fcuking care about it.
hais.

& dar, today ish our 1ooth day anniversary, LOLS.
& sorry tht i scold vulgar again in blog but i really cant tarhan le, hais.

ohya, jiunjye going malaysia soon le, rmb tkcare of yourself alright? (:
dont eat too much in malaysia wor, ltr become fat arh, hahas. JKJK(:
& you said you wanna learn some cut hair de skill, must jiayou wor, you can do it de:DD
tkcares lots, muacks!
we'll miss youu.

3 Months & 7 Days
{{ woainies<33

2007-11-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
didnt blog ytd becos tired mah.
but i 4.30am dhen sleep-.-
dhen today 11am+ jiu wake up le so now damn tired sia, LOLS.
ytd whole day at aunt house nor with lots of ppl.
gort me, dar, steph, sean frog, sean shiw, ah chuan, jiunjye & esmond.
aunt nort at home again cos she go mahjong again, LOLS.
dinner eat maggie again-.-
steph cook for all of us wor, so good nah(:
jiunjye, esmond & sean shiw went off at 10pm+ dhen dar & ah chaun went off at 11pm+
dhen left tht frog, lols.
he very xialan lah cos dar take his shoe mah dhen he dont let me use comp & keep of muh comp.
idiot!
when frog went off, me jiu play comp till 3am+ dhen play DS till 4.30am dhen sleep lor.
thts all about ytd:DD

TODAY
today ah ma's birthday wor, HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:
morning prepare hao le jiu went 805 eat dhen bought cake for ahma dhen headed back to muh house nor.
dar came quite early wor & followed by jiunjye.
ah chuan came ltr.
played comp & went upper slack.
saw esmond & his bro too, lols.
dhen slack till 7pm, me pei dar go take bus.
i tink dar sure very touch de nah cos i first time pei him go 401 take bus wor.
after tht came back home eat dinner lor.
eat le jiu eat pizza & cake.
nice luh~ but cant eat too much cos marcus say me turn fat le><
sians~
very tired le, i blog till here bah.
bye peeps(:

3 Months & 6 Days
{{ woainies<33

2007-11-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

ytd ton with steph & sean but i tink nort counted as ton?
cos we sleep quite early ytd.
3am+ jiu sleep le.
morning jiunjye came & bath at aunt house, LOLS.
dhen went out le.
dar came at ard 12.30pm & woke me up-.-
washed up & went 805 eat.
sean eat le jiu went off 1st cos he nidda go work.
dhen dar went back aunt house cos dabao for youquan eat mah.
& once again, watch dar play dota, LOLS.
until 4+ i went to sleep.
at ard 6pm woke up dhen help aunt cook dinner.
ah chuan came dhen followed by jiunjye & sean shiw.
eat le dinner watch dar play dota again-.-
until 9pm dhen he pei me.
& he still have dhe cheek to say he pei me more dhen playing dota.
make me LAUGH OUT LOUD man!
hahas!
but i really did laugh damn loud, hahas.
after tht had a short cold war with steph nah, i'm sorry):
but now alrdy okay le.
ltr me & steph going muh house stay & tml i ton at aunt house again(:
& dar said he tml ton at aunt house oso, dunno can anort sia><
sians~
ohya, dar & ah chuan went off at ard 10.30pm lor.

Dar: i'm sorry, i today vent muh anger on youu two times le, hais. i'm very sorry, i shouldn't have did tht de. i dunno why lah, just too pekchek le, hais. i promise i wont be like this again le. 真得很对不起>< i love youu.

3 Months & 5 Days
{{ woainies<33

2007-11-19T00:59:00.000+08:00

was raining heavily today wor.
cold nah, i like it(:
reach aunt house at ard 4.30pm.
took cab back wor.
dar alrdy at aunt house le, he so wet sia.
cos raining mah dhen he run cab ?
LOLS, naughty boy lah him.
hmm...same thing again nor, watch dar play dota & dunno what mafa TD.
LOLS.
i like tht game wor but i dunno how to play-.-
can see tht dar today quite pro? hahas.
he so haolian lah, but i like it:DD
at 7pm, went in room watch VCDs.
& steph cook mee for us wor, so good luh~
ohya, chuanho, sean, jiunjye & alvin came too.
but jiunjye & alvin came awhile nia jiu went off le.
chuanho & dar went off at 11pm.
dhen sean ton with me & steph tonight at aunt house nor.

currently at muhh house with steph waiting for muhh father to sleep dhen can go aunt house-.-
he still haven sleep sia, sians~
faster sleep nah!!!!
hahas.

3 Months & 4 Days
{woainies<33

2007-11-18T13:03:00.001+08:00

currently at muh BiaoGe's house.
just ate finish muh lunch dhen biaoge gave us mini cornetto ice-cream, LOLS.
cute luh~

woke up at ard 11.30am dhen ytd night sleep at 2.30am sia.
so damn tiredd nor.
slack awhile ltr dhen go back aunt house bah.
cos ltr dar coming mah so must go back asap.
i write until here bah(:

3 months & 3 days.
{woainies<33

2007-11-17T23:21:00.000+08:00

ytd sleep very early wor, 1am+ jiu sleep le.
didnt get to watch 1oo% Entertainment ><
woke up at 10am cos aunt nidda go play majong at 12pm so gort to go eat earlier lor.
dhen in dhe end dhe auntie say 3pm dhen start-.-
can sleep longer de lor.
msg dar & he didnt replie sia, cor him oso nvr ans dhen i tot what happen.
ohhh...yuan lai he gort bball training & his hp put at home.
dar came at ard 2pm nor.
watch him play dota for very long nah.
until night i tink??
jiunjye, ziwei & sean came too.
steph miss sean nah, two days nvr come find her le sia(:
for dinner, we ate last night de leftover food nor cos aunt nort at home mah><
eat le dhen watch TV & slack lor.
& dar went off at 11pm nor.
hmm...nothing much to type le.
sians~
ohya, tml going Yi Ma's birthday party.

3 months & 2days(:
{woainies<33

2007-11-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

today nvr sleep dao.
hmm, actually gort sleep abit nah.
total i tink three hours nia-.-
morning slept from 9.30-ard10.30 while waiting for dar to come.
dhen he come le, me jiu wake up le, lols.
after tht went bath & prepare dhen gugu ask me & dar go 805 da bao come home eat.
dar dont have feng du de lor cos i take so much things he nvr help me take de, LOLS.
must wait till i say dhen he take.
hahas.
i keep suan him today sia, sorry nah.
dont angry wor, hehes:DD
reach aunt house le jiu eat lunch dhen he play dota & me pei him nor.
pei him till ard 4pm dhen i went to sleep.
6pm, gugu called cos i nidda help cook mah.
cos gugu nort at home><
damn tired nor.
hmm, dar say nice wor, hehes.
dunno say real de mah but still happy lah(:
steph slept frm morning 10+ sleep till night 7+ dhen wake up, LOLS.
didnt even eat her lunch-.-
after tht watched TV & shk nor.
10smth dhen dar went home le.
currently msg-ing with him(:

{woainies<33
happy 3 month & 1 day with youu too:DD
youu shld know what i mean, hahas.
everyday must say wor, LOLS.

2007-11-16T05:42:00.001+08:00

wow, until now me & steph haven sleep wor.
she going sku ltr at 6.30am.
so pei her until tht time nor.
dunno want to sleep anort leh.
dont feel tired & i wanted to wait for dar to come if he gort come lor.
LOLS.
so boring~~~
who can come aunt house pei me~~~~><
hahas.
i'm just bored luh~
i miss youu & love youu lots nah(:

2007-11-16T00:37:00.000+08:00

Firstly, happy 3rd month to me & dar(:

ytd ton again, with sean & steph until ard 4am+ dhen sleep.
dhen morning 10smth aunt jiu cor us wake up go out eat le, tired sia.
dar came ard 11am.
went 805 eat nor dhen boutght things jiu came back aunt hse.
didnt celebrate much for our 3rd month cos we didnt go out or whatever><
but had a happy time with dar luh~ (:
we cooked maggie mee together & it was dhe 1st time wor.
cos before tht we watched youtube de ghost video mah.
dhen some ish scare people de, dhen me tio shock.
LOLS.
so was scared lor dhen ask dar pei me cook.
was very tired in dhe afternoon luh but dar wants me pei him so didnt manage to sleep.
ard 6pm, dar jiu went off le cos he nidda go police station mah.
ohya, jiunjye came too.
cor for Mac & thts our dinner lor.
smoked le dhen jiu felt very tired jiu went to sleep liao.
sleep until now dhen wake up sia becos muh mum called me.
dhen decided nort to go home le.
sians~
i tink i tonight stay tml cannort le.

&&& dar told me tht his police case ish getting worser le cos he nidda report after another two weeks. hais, so worry for him sia. i hope nothing will happen to him, haisD: & he told me tht after he bath he'll msg me sia but in dhe end didnt): dhen i woke up so late so i tink he's asleep now lor. i miss youu nah. hope this police case wont drift our distance apart again. 我真的爱你，我会为你担心和难过，这就证明我真得很在乎你也很需要你的。我爱你<33

2007-11-15T01:58:00.000+08:00

ytd steph ton at muhh house until 4am dhen went to sleep.
woke up at ard12pm, prepared & went aunt house.
dar, aunt, weiwei & quan went 805 le so me & steph waited for them to come back at aunt house lor.
dar lend me his PSP play wor, fun nah.
i like it(:
i want buy one too, LOLS.
hais, ate maggie mee for dinner againD:
sians~
hope aunt can cook for us><
watched dar play dota & he oso gort pei-ed me watch tv, happy nah.
hope this wont end soon.
today ish me & dar de 3rd month wor, hehes.
hopefully nothing will happen in dhe morning when dar coming.
ton again tonight, lols.
now everynight ton sia, gonna have panda eyes & eye bags real soon le><
& i found a job at cineleisure, dunno want it anort leh.
sians~
liddat i 2 weeks cant see dar & i alone work dhere sia.
& hor, so far & so long hours sia.
sians~~~
ohya, dar went off at 10.30pm.
starting to miss him so much le sia><
i love him more & more each day nah<33

tml dunno want go where neh, mayb stay at aunt house whole day bah.
holidays are so boring nah.
but school days oso boring, LOLS.
sians lahhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~

{ woainies<33

2007-11-14T03:14:00.000+08:00

& lastly, one more day to me& dar's 3rd month(:
hope nothing will happen><
hais~
i'm really scared i'll lose him, i want him to be mine forever de.
i really love youu alot, trust me please.
woainies(:

2007-11-14T02:53:00.001+08:00

ytd ton-ed with steph & sean till ard 5am dhen sleep.
actually wanna sleep earlier de but steph dont let me sleep, LOLS.
but in dhe end i oso fall asleep, hahas.
i tink sean went off at ard 6.30am?
early rite?
cos he nidda go pai xi mah.
i woke up ard 1pm+ & saw dar & samantha, lols.
they saw my sleepy face, paisae nah:DD
didnt went out eat today cos gort laksa at home.
so aunt cook laksa for us nor.
me & dar until now haven alright yet.
i wonder when will this end?
his moodswing ish getting worser & worser le, hais.
i such a failure, dar so stress but i cant even help him, hais.
whatever i do ish just making him angry.
mayb i'm his burden?
or he doesn't need me at all?
i dont want suspect him de but his attitude towards me makes me feel like he's hating me, hais!
suan le, i'll just tolerate till his case over bah & see howD:

& today a cb kia cor me & scold me.
nabei, i let you scold de arh.
_|_ you lah!
dont ever cor me again i tell you, nabei!

2007-11-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
went Cathay watch movie The Game Plan.
its nice & funny(:
after tht went Orchard walk walk, me bought a jean shorts wor.
dar & dane went Food Junction eat & pangseh me, steph, sean & minyang><
dhen we went Billy Bombers eat our dinner lor.
total cost bout 70 dollars sia & dhe food isn't tht nice after all-.-
didnt really tok to dar becos he's in a bad mood, hais.
mingyang & dane went off 1st followed by dar becos me, steph & sean nort going back so early.
dhen we went Cineleisure walk walk lor.
all dhe shops going to close le lor, & actually wanted to take neoprints but dhe shop closing le-.-
dhen decided to watch another movie but nort enough money take cab home after tht.
so we went arcade lor.
played dhe ParaPara Dance de, LOLS.
sean so pro lah, me noob><
damn fun at dhere but quarrelled with dar.
hais.
he wants a brk up again but in dhe end didn't brk><
nearly brk sia, damn sad, hais.
reached aunt hse at ard 12am.
& ton with steph & sean till ard 5am.
we drank beer & play poker, LOLS.
dhen went to sleep lor~

TODAY
woke up at 11.30am & saw dar lying on sofa playing his PSP.
didnt tok much with him till he talks to me lor.
cos ytd happen so much things thts why i dunno how to tok to him, hais.
jiunjye came back from malaysia le wor.
went 805 for lunch dhen bought things & headed back to aunt hse.
was still alright with dar & i can sees tht he wants me to pei him.
but i dunno why today i kepy on playing games & neglect him.
i'm sorry dar.
i wont be like this again le, i know you're worried bout your case.
but can dont vent your anger on me mah?
hais.
when you want treat me good jiu treat me very good but when you dont feel like treating me good jiu find smth to quarrel with me.
i alwaes give in becos i know you're having alot of stress & i dont blame you at all de.
i just want you to know tht i'll alwaes be with you no matter what.
i really really wanna know what you're tinking, why alwaes keep it to yourself?
me, aunt, steph & lots of ppl are caring for you de, why dont tell us how you feel?
hais.
dont becos of tht case you want break alright?
hais, woainies.

maybe tonight ton at aunt hse again bah.
i wonder tml dar will come aunt hse mah?
i guess we gonna quarrel again, hais.
i'll try muh best nort to & give in to you de, hais.
i love you<33

2007-11-12T02:18:00.000+08:00

nort in a mood to do posting today, hais.
tml dhen post bah><

{i still love youu.

2007-11-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

ytd actually steph staying at muh house de but dunno why mama ask me go aunt hse sleep.
LOLS.
dhen it was alrdy 2am le so steph suggest tht dont sleep until morning dhen we go prepare dhen go POSB bank dhere lor.
dhen we watch Top on the Forbidden City till ard 5.30am.
dhen tot gu zhang going wake up le so we have to act tht we're asleep lor.
but i buay tarhan le so sleep 1st dhen put alarm at 7.30am.
but dhen we woke up at 10am-.-
so have a quick bath jiu faster rush to meet steph's father.
make dhe card le jiu went for lunch lor.
meet aunt at 805 dhen bought things jiu went back aunt hse.
waited for dar to come(:
he today quite good wor.
played his PSP & pei me at dhe same time, last time he only will concentrate on one thing nia & thts game-.-
but today he so weird de, hahas.
but i like it:DD
was sort of showing steph attitude luh~ sorry><
dhen i went play comp, dar pei me again wor.
OMG~ 1st time sia, hahas!
however, we quarrelled again cos of someone luh, sians~
i shldn't have tok bout him de, i'm sorry dar.
he just simply ignore me dhen i went out to tou tou qi.
& dont answer their cor dhen i msg dar.
he just keep ask me come back nia & didnt even answer what i've asked him-.-
dhen he angry again dhen me jiu lan lan come back lor.
LOLS.
he still didnt tok to me & i cried & cried at one side.
he didnt care at all><
its obvious tht he wont care lah cos he doesn't know how to comfort meD:
when i stop crying le dhen he came tok to me & eventually we're alright le(:
now i so sleepy sia, mayb ish cry too much le T_T
steph cooked dinner for us today cos i'm nort in a good mood mah.
dar did help oso, lols.
dhey dunno cook what egg inside gort mushroom de, LOLS.
dar suggested to put it de, diaos~
at 10pm, dar went off le.

& now i waiting for steph to bath hao lor cos she tonight staying at muh house.
dhen tml we going watch movie:DDDDD
actually dhey plan to watch on monday cos tml sean cant go.
but dhen minyang & dane cant go on monday.
so we change back to tml, LOLS.
all sean's fault! FROG~~~~
hahas.

guess dar ish sleeping now le cos tml he've to wake up early for his tuition with mingyang.
i miss him nah.
& love him(x
muacks dar, woainies<33

2007-11-09T23:34:00.001+08:00

woke up at 11.30am today.
dar kept msg me & woke me up><
tired de sia, LOLS.
went aunt hse with steph dhen until ard 2pm dhen went out eat lunch with dar, steph & aunt.
bought things & dar was angry with me bout smth.
& i dont wish to mention it here(:
so i just follow him wherever he goes lor.
reached aunt hse le, he straight away go play dota le.
so i just watch tv with steph nor.
ohya, i didnt went for class BBQ today wor.
firstly, too tired le so dont wish to go.
secondly, today nort free.
help aunt do house work & cook lor.
after tht when sean came, dar came in room oso.
but he didnt tok to me lah, was like treat me transparent liddat lor.
so start to feel abit dulan.
i just lie at one side alone watching VCD lor.
dhen he came & tok to me.
was happy lah cos at least he did notice tht i'm unhappy(:
today "bought" 3 packet of sweets, all finish in one day sia, LOLS.
& was snatching with dar lah, hahas.
fun fun(x
eat dinner le, he smoked dhen jiu went off le.
i tot he wont give me goodbye kiss & just go sia.
but dhen he gave me(:
hahas, so unexpected lor, LOLS.
i didnt msg him until 11pm he msg me wor, happy happy(:
but a few msg nia, he jiu went to slp le.
i tink he tml nidda go for basketball training, thts why so early sleep bah.
ohya, sunday going to catch a movie with dar, steph, sean, minyang, dane & mayb boon wor.
looking forward for it lah cos damn long nvr watch movie le.
hais, 6 more days to our 3rd month.
but tht day ish whether dar will get probation nia or go boys' home.
really very scared he'll go boys' home sia.
i really dont wish him to leave me alone for 3 whole weeks, hais!
so i wish to have more time with him.
baby, you understand mah? woainies(:

tommorow gonna wake up at ard 8am cos steph wanna go do smth.
& i pei-ing her go mah.
now waiting for her to bath hao dhen go muhh house.
i love her nah, alwaes pei me(:
give you a kiss, muacks.
dont say i nort good, hahas:DDDDD

2007-11-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

hmm, dont feel like going tml's intensive cos its so damn boring lah.
& i rather sleep at home><
ytd ton with dar, steph, sean & jiunjye.
but dar & steph sleep very early.
cos dar sick thts why he sleeps early & steph i tink she's too tired?
so i ton with jiunjye & sean lor.
at ard 2am plus, alvin came awhile dhen went home-.-
dhen jiunjye says he came to smoke nia, LOLS.
was boring lah cos dar sleeps so early lor.
& tml mayb nort going to see him?
saturday feel like watching a movie but dunno who's free, sians~
so long nvr watch movie liao lahD:
ohya, tml gort class bbq wor & i dont even know what time need to go sia-.-
& i dont even know where's dhe place.
i only know ish near rivervale?
boring lah~

ytd slept at ard 4 plus dhen woke up at 11.30am.
dar went off at ard 9am plus, he did tell me when he's going off lah.
suan ta wuxim, LOLS.
jiunjye & sean i tink dey slept till 3pm plus?
prepared & went home wait for muh mum.
cos going muh grandma's birthday & of cos steph & youquan pei-ing me go.
cabb-ed dhere & ate steamboat, nice luhh~
one year one time only sia, LOLS.
& muhh 'jiu mu' cook-ed tomyam wor, its very nice luh~
cos she's from thai.
eat le play-ed daidi with steph, youquan & a cousin from muh mother's side.
ard 3pm, we headed to steph's ahgong house.
it's oso ard Sims Drive, so very fast we reached dhere le.
tok awhile dhen went off le.
waited for bus 80 & it was so damn long lah so we took 62 home.
saw jiunjye downstair & he's bringing steam fish for ahma so i took 2 from him, lols.
cos i'm hungry luh~
eat 5 'shui jing bao' & tht 2 steam fish lor.
smoked le & ate ice-cream, i like it(:
damn nice.
but so expensive if nort i buy alot to eat le, LOLS.
watched tv whole day after we came back.
until ard 7.30pm, i fall asleep till 9smth dhen wake up.
steph slept oso & woke up after me.
watched dhe 9pm show dhen sturn with steph & now blogging lor.
didnt get to contact dar cos his handphone ish switch off-.-
sians lah.
i wonder what he's doing now lor, hais.
suan le, i'm giving upD:
now steph wanna blog le, bye everyone & dar.
hais, i'm nort gonna wait for your msg anymore.
wo fang qi le!

2007-11-08T01:14:00.000+08:00

very happy today wor cos didnt quarrel with dar(: LOLS.
i'm stupid lah, liddat oso happy-.-
but sad too cos today dar sick wor):
& i tink he dont have dhe energy to ton le bah, hais.
currently at home now, ltr going back aunt hse ton.
& dar was sleeping right now le><
& ltr i tink alvin coming too?
very sians sia, must wait for muh father to sleep, hais.

today went hougang mall bought lots of things wor(x
cook-ed & eat dhen slack~
everyday ish soooo relax lah(:
hope this holiday wont end so fast, pleaseeeeeeeee~
& i want jobs, jobs & JOBS!!!!!
i want moneyyyyyy~
i want more clothesssssss~
LOLS.
{woainies<33

2007-11-06T20:27:00.000+08:00

hmm, had a small quarrel with dar just nowD:
but i tink was alright le bah & he tml morning will come find me wor.
didnt eat since morning sia, eat a few kaya toast nia.
until ard 5.30pm dhen eat muh lunch cum dinner sia><
nothing to do now sia, all of them went back chalet le.
faster tomorrow can??????? ><
i want see dar & go b box (x
lols, dunno they want anort, i wanna SING-OUT-LOUD!!!! :DDDDDD
tml dhen blog again bah(:

&&&&&&& i want JOBS lahhhhhhh~

2007-11-06T10:40:00.000+08:00

pon sku with jess, LOLS.
now at spencer's house blogging(:
bored lah, dar nort with me>< & didnt ans muh cor or msgD:
mayb ltr going back aunt hse slack with steph, hahas.
i miss dar so much nah, faster wed can? =x
nothing much to blog sia.
ohya, just now morning went for breakfast with boon, kenneth & chitwan.
chitwan ish a bastard lah! :DD
hahas.

sians~~~~~~

2007-11-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

today was a very sian day lahD:
but quiet, LOLS.
cos only me, steph, youquan & guzhang at home.
dar, sean & jiunjye dey all went for chalet le.
looking forward to wed lah, cos dar ton-ing at aunt hse(:
hehes.
highlight muh hair today, can say ish quite satisfied luh(:
bought foundation & lip gloss oso.
dhen went back aunt hse with steph, slack~
bored bored bored...
oh god, i realised tht chem lesson i only attend once sia.
hais, mdm chia confirm very dulan me><
suan le..
i miss dar so much nah.
hope time faster pass.......
woainies(:

2007-11-04T23:24:00.001+08:00

today was a short day to me?
lols.
went for lunch at 2.30pm & bought things.
dhen went back aunt hse.
rest & listening to songs while waiting for dar to come.
he gort tuition with mingyang mah.
they reach at ard 5.30pm.
hais, really hope can have more time with dar lah, i'm really afraid tht he'll ended up in boys homeD:
but he need to go for chalet for 3 days sia.
nvmm~ i must be positive(:
wo zhen de hen ai ni><
dar stayed till ard 9.45pm jiu went off le.
tml, tues & wed cant see him le.
but wed night he ton-ing at aunt hse, hehes. & me too:DD

i wanna go eat muhh chocolate le.
i LOVE hershey's chocolate(:
but i LOVE dar more of cos:DDDDDDDD
wo xiang ni~